Christina Barrett: 10/27/12

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Dream

It's hard to remember my whole dream. At the end, there was a German boy, tall and thin, with reddish blonde hair and blue eyes and white skin, a long face. We were in an audience. He was mad at Tim Burton not for being nice to someone who was Asian but for presenting the world with it in an Asian way. He had a stack of pancakes in front of him. Authorities were locking him away. He seemed so nice to be nice to the Asian and was so adamant he was correct. There were other German girls in my dream and on TV and like filming speaking in English accents. I was catching something that was a spin off Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and recording it. It was also about going to the grocery store with mind ad and relatives. In the final scene, I think we were singing. Everyone got a guitar in front of them, I think people who could play, like attached to the ceiling somehow. I went down to the bathroom and was thinking of how I did piano and things related to it and marched back out to see them. Also, I earlier, I was fitting in size 4 pants with my aunt. It was my 2nd try. I was going to different bathrooms, like I'd dreamed of them before. I finally found one open in a back section witha man and girl cleaning in front. Oh yes, and at the end, my mom was walzing to get me for my father like a police. She didn't seem presentable but was still her. She was but not like physically. I was annoyed because I liked the German boy but not like as in specially to want to marry him nor be his girlfriend.

Sick! 80

Too much bad food. I did do lower, upper, and mid core workouts and jogged. Time for bed.

Hey, back off! You can't do that. '}:[

If I call you a nigger, which I don't, you can't like molest my children.

Niggers

Who thinks everything has to be like painstakingly planned out, like every inch of your body is gayly calculated, and like only you're apparently on target? It's in a weird way. Like, you start out a lard of fat or something, literally. Or bearing that in mind, for some reason. Ah, yes, my point was that nothing is like robotic. No one is perfect, and we all have a right to do what we've been doing. I'm pretty much tired of all the discipline from the n word thing.

Afterthoughts

Ellen is really weird.

Or who all is?

I got the message that someone says something and then you deal with it. You deal with other things in life, and therefore this takes its place, though it doesn't. Then, after awhile, you get in trouble. It's as though you did something minutely imperfect. It's not really exciting, neither. You know, it's not funny to play that I'm wrong.

Jewish Ethnicity

I guess Ellen is a weird Jewish mix, but lots of people have a mom with a Jewish last name.

Tim Burton :|

Why does Ellen like to act cool and make things seem extreme? Is it a part of her past? Just some way to be and show off yet not be able to relate and therefore have problems you hide? Burton is like that. :|

Wtf?

Why did people baby people born 1957-1961? I feel like flying outta my chair!

Isn't it annoying?

Always sassing people back?

I feel kinda like I'm going crazy. I'm not sure why, neither.

What's your problem?

Why are people cozying up to Nell Burton?

From now on...

Excuse me, miss know-it-all? From now on, if anything happens, it's your fault.

Details

People who weren't born in Florida, don't care about details.

Jimmy Fallon 8D

link

Wow, that was interesting. He's pretty hot compared to Ellen, but it doesn't make Ellen appear any hotter. I guess I have to start recording his show, but I like watching them in my room and am waiting for a recording device.

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What Goes Bump in the Night

So, how do you keep from ruining egg sacks? You don't know what goes bump in the night.

Being Low

Why does Ellen like to be so low?

Ugh!

Did you know Ellen is obsessed with that her mom's last name is Jewish?

Website Update

My Babies! =0

I liked a boy my freshman year of high school, and he never kept in contact with me. I met a boy online, but now he's not gonna get with me.

Wait, why do I keep thinking everything is her fault?

Ellen is violent. She can't keep promises. Oh, and I guess some people don't keep secrets. I don't have any respect. People are gay over the little times I'm not perfect.

"Ew!" "Wait, what?"

So, Ellen, ... is she so smart she figures everything out? Stuff anyone could figure out. Things that are bound to happen. Wait, shouldn't I delete that? I don't know why I shouldn't. People will know I thought it, I know.

Anyway, I realized my brother is technically fairer but doesn't seem inherently so because older babies need more stimulation from the mom.

Halp!

In the end, Ellen will ruin your babies.

She just sucks up to older Baby Boomer men.

Website Update

Old Antsy Farts

I'm tired of this bullshit. (I meant to say old, antsy people, but I don't know why I said, "farts." I know it's a word...)

WILL YOU SHUT UP, WHOEVER YOU ARE?

Right now, I blame Ellen. No, I'm not gonna talk to ugly people because you're too *beep* about me calling someone the n word because they wanted me to, I thought and still think.

I'm GONNA BEEP

I'm sitting here all day, talking to Baby Boomers about their crap with me. '}:[

I WANT YOU TO LEAVE ME ALONE!

Go ruin someone else's egg sack.

I added that to my website.

Why I Said That

I meant to say old, antsy people, but I don't know why I said, "farts." I know it's a word.

Website Update - Highlights

Highlights

Never Reaching a Point

When I reach a point, people are randomly reacting meanly to me.

Why is Ellen so violent?

Also, now, the topic is how are parents are better than us.

Website Updates - Highlights

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Old Antsy Farts

I'm tired of this bullshit.

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Chemical Reaction

I notice people are always throwing me in and making me think of all sorts of things to make problems more complicated and more boring.

lights - camera - action! :0

This is me typing. I like to type. :) Do you like to type, too? How much do you like to type? :)

Website Update - Highlights

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On Guard

I'm constantly on guard for feeling in certain areas and in certain ways, physical like bubbles of energy. I've felt the presence of a lot of pressure though myself do not feel the actual pressure itself. It's often difficult to contain and control and takes a lot of effort and work. Sometimes, I forget about it.

Saturday, October 27, 2012