Monday, October 29, 2012

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There's always a time for change, but I might return.

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Taken to suggestions lately?

Who says you can come in and tell me what to do!

Lame Joke

Are you still obsessed over the n word thing?

Why are you so shovey?

Is now a bad time to call?

wittoo bunny foofoo

So, pretty much the thing to do is to bring up something supposedly negative and then say something positive but to do it all the time?

I'm having French toast. p;

My dad's on the phone with his mom. ^0^

wtf?

I used to have more a distance with my family, especially my immediate ones.. and now everything is about them!  :0  ...  WTF does that say about the past?

^ * think think think * ^

If I did think, no one would let me think how I want.

hoo u rili r

Why don't people like Ellen DeGeneres, Tim Burton, Kate Bush ... Johnny Depp ... just submit to the people they worship?  They sit here and tell me I have to think about them, too, I feel.  It would just prove who they really are.

I - am - a - rro-bot

Ellen makes a big deal of little things and then forgets the big picture but for real.  Didn't you know people aren't robots!!!!

I wanna walk like you, talk like you! Boo-oo-oo!

What do you think of people who get certain opportunities, like to be like certain people and then get away with it?

dads

Why do some people try to associate you more with your dad?

shut up!

Do you think people born in 1958 and before or with a mom born then should be able to not shut up when you want them to?

*there's no point!*

What do you think of people who don't have a point?

Reflection

Did you ever reflect on the pains people take to impress attractive, white, young females?

Tweet @TheEllenShow

That reminds me of a Halloween party I went to at an apartment where an older English lady was in charge.  I was the Oriental Elizabeth Swann, which was like teal and orange-red.  It was at a pool.  There was this little fat guy singing songs the whole time, including "The Candy Man."  It was so cool...  I was talking on the phone to a long time friend, who informed me she was scared of Willy Wonka, the new one, and didn't watch it, though she and her friend were fanatic over PotC.

Enflamed

Why are Tim Burton and Johnny Depp so mean?  Let's just be mean, back.  Wait, isn't it other people who try to be like them?  They aren't really normal.  I can see their ways, but they don't really explain it.  I'm not sure what's wrong with mine.

Talking 8|

Ever notice some people just don't want you to talk?

Should I just toss it?

Why?  Nothing's important.  '8|  Didn't you know that already!!!

Germans

Ugh!  I'm so annoyed by mixed Germans.  What I hate most is when everyone but the people I don't like or some people whom I have not met act like they're in a relationship with me yet don't want to be.

Some people have really bothered me.  For instance, I have to live with my parents.

Dream

I was getting a shot.  They made a big hole in my arm.  It was about like the size of a tip of a crayon or a little bigger than a sunflower seed tip.  I was trying to disinfect what would be the hole, which was covered like with a sleeve.  The man squirted it down the hole.  I got my shot, whatever it was.  They poked a small feathery needle in me at the top of my flesh then dug it in all the way to the bottom.  For some reason, I was feeling something else sharp.  Anyway, after the shot, there was a little fountain of gooey blood that kept reproducing but nt flooding.  I got a picture of two and a dark video of it when it stopped overflowing as much.  We were on a plane.  There were some old ladies still behind us.  We were making sure we didn't leave anything.  For some reason, my boxed set of the Little House books and a large set of American Girl books, a set of like maybe checkered books of a set of like 5 with one missing, another set with I don't remember at the moment.  My mom said to leave then, but I'm not sure why.

Johnny Depp

What's been barking up his tree?

I noticed a trend in his actions.  I just get certain messages from his vibes.  Like, he makes you feel so guilty if you're imperfect.  He thinks he's more from Florida, but he's not.  Tim Burton made him believe this.

Back 2 Bed 8)

Say what you mean and mean what you say.

Why can't you idiots even say what you mean in the first place.

Stop acting all cool getting in my face like you're even something.  Literally, you're attacking me right in my brain.  It's possible.

Why do you so hope that someone is right just because they're older than you?  You really can't protect the desire to attack me, unless I'm with people I don't know well.

Someone was tending to me when I was with my brother and maybe someone else.  I was depressed, I think about my brother.

I'm also worried because I have to channel in thoughts of others, and I know it makes people who know them very mad.  I don't know if they'll completely understand.

Stop!

Stop pretending and roping off stupid ideas!

Stop!

...  You can't just keep reacting to me in private, every time I make a fighting point.  I have a right to defend myself.  Someone call 911!

The problem is psychologists won't do anything.  My dad backed off when I said I'd get a psychiatrist ... my parents gaped at me like I was shit and I stood corrected.

I need my parents for money and stuff.  I don't drive.  Then, I will proceed to arrest Ellen DeGeneres, along with Jimmy Fallon, Jay Leno, David Letterman, Bethenny Frankel ... Johnny Depp!

Don't bark at me!

So what if I said r*******?  I already meant to say that.  That's what I meant.  I can say it.  80  You can't hurt me for using a word.  If you're wondering, it shouldn't rub off on me, if you attempt to use it at me.

Dream

Ah, yes, my younger aunt was there.  I told my grandma I was like her.  That wasn't good.

Gay R******

Why do some people like bark and circle at you ... your thoughts ... you find they've been overly prepared and have no substance.  They are so enraptured and think they're all so cool to you but that you're taking their time.  ^o^  *vulture lands*  It's not literally something you did.  In fact, it's not even something I desire.  I guess a thought that would come up would be what would happen otherwise.  Well, I'd deal with it.  I suppose people want to take away my ability to feel, but I would have gotten that, anyway.  I think.

So, like, these people are totally in your mind and don't let you develop your thoughts, give you no freedom.  It's loud and annoying in thought.  It tells you you're retarded.

Dream

With the boy, it was like bleak but colorful bleak.  Maybe, the car, it was a convertible, kinda cartoony but not really.  I saw a shadow of his dad with like a curly wisp of hair saying there'd be no thoughts around the house or something.

Dream

So, I was talking to my dad, too.  He was just showing off.  I said to call 911!  I went in a room with my brother when he was like 4, and I found a little cell phone and called.  It had purple light up in the background.  I'm not sure what happened.

I was taking some pictures with me as I left.  People were getting them for me.  They were in plastic wrappings.

So, yea, there were knives flying through windows.  My dad was thinking, "You cannot get me."  He was lying on the ground after one knife we threw.

In case you didn't notice, he wasn't fighting my mom, but she was just lying on the floor and decided to get serious and I guess threw a knife straight at him.  It probably inadvertently missed.  I think she was in a room, a new looking room, kinda like off kitty cornered.

So, I'm annoyed because that was really taxing for maybe 10 minutes.  I was keeping him from punching me.  Sometimes or once I physically got him and got behind him.

I'm not sure what ticked him so.

Ellen DeGeneres

Why does she impress you and like act like she has to be mean to you for not being literal?  It's become rather violent.  It really bothers me.  I'm not even talking to her.

I'm annoyed.

My dad thinks he's cool because he thinks his dad comes from a vicious background.

Dream

Hello?

I was dodging constantly and physically fighting my dad's desire to knock me out.  My mom and I were even fighting with him with knives and something else.

There was a scene when I was with her as a little girl.

I dreamed that my thumb had been partially cut off, something I'd known before.  My brother had cut off his 2 middle fingers.

I was fighting my dad for a long time.  It was very hard and very stressful, but I knew it wasn't real but was very annoyed and managed to keep up with the thought of him.

Some people picked me up as we left, one girl with a mom born in 1958, and an older woman.  I was leaving with a boy, immediately, who was shy of his father.

It was so stressful fighting my dad.  We had to let him know we wouldn't really hurt him.

Something ... I forget.  Ah, yes, my grandma.  She was there at the beginning, a bit nasty, but left.

Y O Y

Every time I get under the covers, I get so stimulated?  What's gonna happen in my dream now?

Aw Foo Fooy

I couldn't get out of my sofa.

I take heart pillz. 8|

Story - Ellen's Infamous Misadventures

Once there was a lady named Ellen with a daughter named Teresa.  She was 13 or 14.  She had a sister who was 15 named Chloe.  Ellen hired a babysitter named Christina.  She paid her enough money to get 3 meals a day.  Christina did her homework while she babysitted and then went out to eat and then went to bed.

Ellen was a rich, famous, and powerful witch.  She liked to wear pink, droppy robes with a green sash with a large, ornate clip in the center of it.  Sometimes, she wore a hat and wore boots.  She came home and picked up her youngest daughter and sent her to bed.  She cast a spell on the house and proceeded out with Chloe.  They were investigating a murder.  The criminal was nowhere to be found.  Some demonic birds flew away as they reached the scene.

Christina got a buzz on her computer at 3 A.M. on a Friday, Teresa howling in agony, a pity, poor thing, so meek and squeaky!  She rushed over in the night in her cheap, black sportscar.  Someone jumped out in front of her.  She slammed the breaks and rushed the other way as the person followed.  A local police rode by and caught the victim red-handed.

She reached Ellen's house and brought with her some soup and hot fish.  Then, Teresa ran to the door, when her mother came home, apparently knowing the situation.  Chloe went up to her room.  They all ended up sleeping in Teresa's room.

Christina lived in a little shack on the side of her parents's house.  She helped them with the chores and went to school, taking a low courseload.  She was majoring in Journalism.  Her dad was a banker, and her mom was a cook.  She had a grandmother who knitted clothes but lived far away.

Ellen decided to move where it was safer and invited Christina to come.  Christina kissed her parents good-bye and the chores and went, at least for awhile..  8|

They rode in a covered wagon.  Christina trailed behind with the dog, a silver, fluffy wolf, whose tail wagged like a bell.  They stopped in the midway of a forest in the dead of the night.  Ellen was busy cuddling her youngest daughter, while Chloe looked on..  A big black bear with glowing red eyes appeared, unexpectedly.  Christina threw a log of fire at it.  The other girls flew up a tree.  Christina pushed the bear into the fire until it died.  She proceeded to cut it up and store it for a treat, later.

Ellen gave Teresa a special gift, a silver flute.  She learned to play it.  Chloe had a clarinet.  Christina had a small harp.  Ellen could play the organ.

After 2 weeks of this, they reached their destination.  They were in an urban town in the middle of a salty mass of water.  They found a large cottage to call their home.  Christina had a little place in the bottom by the laundry room.  She set her computer up and finished her General Studies courses online.  She learned to cook for the Rodhines.  She gladly did their towels and fluffed up their beds and sprayed the rooms.  Ellen got a lot of work done.  She worked with the city on hard-to-crack cases.  Her children learned at home for now, but Chloe soon went out and went to a real school.  Teresa went to a Mormon school, where studying was always conducive.  She played flute in the chamber orchestra and was a cheerleader.  They had a big football team.  Chloe played clarinet in the band and took Talented Art.

Work called Ellen away from the city, and she traveled in a hi class method of transportation, a snow rover.  They lived in a cottage like where they used to.  They went to a witch sabbatical, where Ellen was given a proper introduction.  She brought Teresa with her and wrapped her up in a blanket, where she fell asleep.  When she went home, she noticed on the way there was a messed up, run-through area.  Teresa was still asleep, and they ran home safely.  Christina had an assignment and reported on the issue and found out what happened.  Some vampire zombies had roved through looking for something, but they didn't know what.  She had a friend in criminal justice who decided to find the criminals.  Chloe had a concert, and Ellen was watching.  They heard some rummaging outside.  When they went outside, they ran into the zombie vampires.  They ran back in and locked the doors.  "Somebody call the police!" someone said.

Night fell heavy, they turned out the lights, and everyone fell asleep.  They woke up, and the criminals were gone.  The police were on their case.

Christina decided to go home to her parents.  Chloe ended up going to boarding school.  Teresa was getting into her first year of high school.  Ellen kept a close vigil over her.

Ellen went to work one day, and some guys came up to her and she was shocked.  Some people passed by and stopped.  The people went away.

Ellen was a witch, as were a lot of women, but she also was a genuine magician.  She was a lot of other things, too, like a humanitarian, a politician, and a philosopher.  She got into lots of meaty topics nad was quite an activist.  However, she was 53 1|2.  She was still spritely and was attentive to the community, the young, the old, the poor.  She knew lots of people and went to lots of parties but wasn't quite wasted.  She was at a ball one day, and people were all looking at a strange guest.  She took an inkling but passed by.

One day, she went into a house with a lot of older women who judged her and talked to her, and she did fine.  She was wearing tighter clothes of different colors, too.

She went on a retreat with adults her age and younger mostly, and reflected on her life as she took water from the pool.  She was conquering the world.  She appeared in many publications and was the choice name.

She "worked on" her daughter and went to school with her, comforted her about her good performances at concerts.  She let her go alone as a cheerleader.  It always tickled her to have a daughter do something like this.  She went to the final football game and had a corndog.  Her daughter also went to dances and had a nice, glittery lime shirt that draped over and black, soft pants and boots.  She had lighter hair than her.  Her eyes were also lighter and very sparkly.  She was petite.  She went home and sung pop songs on the radio until she fell asleep with her cat, mittens-blu, with pointy ears and a fuzzy body and a foxlike tail and silvery bluish moon eyes that peered into the atmosphere, like the moon over a lake full of swans, with people in the background partying.

Ellen decided to take some courses for a major.  She was majoring in Media Production.

Tweet @TheEllenShow That'll do. ^--^ ~

You should consider looking for a daughter to adopt who is 13 or 14.  You'd have to find one with a mother you like, too.  That must be possible, but they'd have to also have a husband you like.  If you can still have kids, I hope you find a man out there.  I found some interesting ones on MySpace, but they were randomly online.  I think you could do well with just a daughter.

'8|

What do you really think of Florida?

Hurt

I'm literally getting messages that Ellen has to hurt me.  Now, my heart is hurting and I forgot to do my vitamins.

Tweet @TheEllenShow - "Where We Are"

Hey, isn't it important that us people online know what kind of relationship you want with us?  Pressing.  In the silence of the night, because of my parents and the world and you, I get passing fancies that aren't so pleasant because I thought Helena Bonham Carter and people in like an experiment with me wanted me to call her daughter the n word, to make the word seem friendly, and they had called their son gay in public, on the bonus features of Sweeney Todd, well technically Helena saying Tim told her that because he listens to Judy Garland...

I did venture out and see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.  I never really watched talk shows.  I didn't think they were something you did all the time.  It's like with fucking Nightmare Before Christmas, people at like you have to be ready like you and Tim Burton are better than everyone else just because you're from the class of 1957-1958.

On another note, no, I don't want to play like it's okay to hurt me because of that n word thing.  My life is already ruined, and I don't think I'll get it back unless by a good chance or the passing of my fate.  This goes to everyone!  :0

Well, yes, I did see the good movies that were out.  I didn't know about the minor ones.  I never had time, when I got that age and we moved.

Your show is rather obscure to me, but somehow I got drift of the nature of it and its magnitude or convenience..  ':|  I guess I'm just like everyone else compared to you and Tim Burton.  Too bad he isn't old enough to be your husband.  '8|  It wouldn't be very romantic.  He already has 2 kids.  I don't know why, but I like them.  I mean, he's a little edgy.  It's become quite public and quite an issue, his private life.  I've seen the signs..

So, I made a board for you because I got interested in your show, and I have one section that ropes of oldies from newbies.  I posted in the newbie part.  There's also a section for wannabe actors, where I'd want to post.  I'm just not ready.  I'd been having problems, with my health..  8|  I was thinking of waiting, before.  I'm not really sure how to get back to where I was, so I might just go jump of a cliff.

YOU'RE NOT GETTING AWAY WITH THIS, AS THOUGH YOU DIDN'T DO IT

I was mad and the word nigger came up.

I was thinking of my dad and thought of bonking him on the head, just to get it out, and realized that's what he did to me, knocked me out.

I came online and I got the thought of me being like pervertedly channeled knocked out.

My Grandma and My Aunt

I know lately they've been making me feel uncomfortable in my day-to-day acitivities.

Something My Aunt Has in Common With My Cousin

Hey, hey, do you want me to bother you some more?  I'll creep up on you when we visit.

My Aunt

My aunt comes off as kinda mean.  Always been called bossy.  Intruding.

Wow.

I just tried to stimulate myself, but it didn't happen.  8|

My Brother

I thought maybe my brother wanted me to put up the best picture of him I could find.  I found him on my YouTube, too.  But that's not important.  You may run into it.

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