I almost stepped on a kid!
Ooh, wait, before, I flunked out of college. I think things were cool in summer of '05. Wait, that's when I flunked out at CUA in Washington, D.C., Catholic University of America.
Wait, I stomped at the kid! 8D They thought they were more tickled and stimulated by people born around when you were but were ugly and too like slick and droopy. Not my probbob! I'm in enough pain, as it is, but no not real worst pain.
Also, did you know Tim Burton's daughter is fascinated with dirt and crevices? She also cackles|crackles when she's stimulated. Shit! 8|
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
Tweet @TheEllenShow
When I moved to where you're from, I hated it more than anyone hated anything but really care about the people. Everyone knew, but I was quiet around people a lot.
Did you see this?
So, people born around 1960 were boned out as European, but these people born in 1960 claim they cater to people who are younger but really ones young enough to be their youngest child and rush people through life like you can't be that European.
Oh, wait, I probably got this idea from other people.
Oh, wait, I probably got this idea from other people.
Ooooh! 8D
I just got the idea of Ellen DeGeneres masturbating like Miss Nell Burton, crackling! Nell Burton is dirty and was a dirty baby, fascinated or rather stimulated by dirt, fat, and crevices.
Don't you tell me my future daughter will...
masturbate. I wasn't suggesting you go do it as an innocent person, you dummy, good-for-nothing. I meant you kept sending me these messages, whoever... through various methods. }:D
CAN YOU SHUT UP YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF TRASH AND NIGGER :D D D
I just got the message that I'm nothing to people who are born older than my dad, though I am, and mean people are. Why don't you go masturbate!
Ah! Help!
I think I got mad and Julie Andrews made my left leg swirl while I was walking. Then, I got bothered more, as though things were still being compensated with me. People won't leave me alone! Well, the top of my left leg.
I think my whole life these good-for-nothing people have been teasing me for thinking they should have no power over me and how I wanted to look young...
I think my whole life these good-for-nothing people have been teasing me for thinking they should have no power over me and how I wanted to look young...
My Face
I feel a bunch of like hard like soft, smooth stone hard bone forming around my eye, probably both, on the side, like the side of my head. I always feel that stuff around my face. I should put that on my website. I'm not sure if I will now. I might think about it. Wait, why do you care? Because you don't want to know!
Dolled Up
Howcome with me it turns out everything is alright in the end with what I do but not how I'm treated?.. Like, I was thinking of how my ancestors are from Pennsylvania. My dad lived in New York state sometimes as a kid, by Pennsylvania, on the west. Then, I thought of Ellen DeGeneres with her eyelashes and singing like kinda metally and it made me think of living in Florida. I lived in the area she's from as a teenager. So, I was thinking of "what" that would make me. So, I'm dolled up.
Rescuing Kids
So, kids today think they're bad in ways like kids before, like their parents were, people born around 1960 to people born around 1950? What's there to understand? It's not my fault they did that, not look like their parents. Just because I suffer doesn't mean others have to. I am suffering. What do you want me to do? Well, I'm not suffering like having myself be cut into nor disesembled|dismembered nor ruined. I'm not okay completely, though. So, what are people my age supposed to do? I thought I was nice. I'm trying to get better. Supposedly, I'm not worth it because I'm Chinese, like what I did wasn't real. It's weird. It's like I did it, but then I'm Chinese and it was all a mistake in some minute far to reach place. Can people really make mistakes and be forgiven? Also, why think something different is bad, when you weren't considered in with other people though you tried hard like beyond belief in some way? Remember in the late 90s and early 00s when different was overly encouraged? I guess trying to push us off a cliff and not be considered okay, after all, because we want to be better than other people. It sounds like Italians think that of Chinese, want them to mess up, but Jews are overly caring. Then, Caucasians|whites kill you for the Jews feeling sorry for you and marry them. Stop separating us from what's cool. I guess you're feeling sorry for the Vietnamese.
Hey, why can't anyone be nice to me? That's so gay. Lots of people should be nice to me. I'm gonna *beep* you if you think that's "what" I am. My mom isn't like that. My dad gets treated like he's human but worn away. =| Okay, maybe I won't think of doing something to you, but I had to startle you, for some reason. Wish I knew another way. Go ask me to erase it if you want, though, I don't care. I don't think you mind the word *beep* I dunno... :| Why do you think that's "what" I am? How tacky? Trying to be cool and round up an idea, something you didn't have the right idea about to begin with. You can't be mean to people like that. Why do I have to go through this, anyway? What happend to my dreamland! 80
Did I leave off on something? 8| Oh well, I'm tired.
Hey, why can't anyone be nice to me? That's so gay. Lots of people should be nice to me. I'm gonna *beep* you if you think that's "what" I am. My mom isn't like that. My dad gets treated like he's human but worn away. =| Okay, maybe I won't think of doing something to you, but I had to startle you, for some reason. Wish I knew another way. Go ask me to erase it if you want, though, I don't care. I don't think you mind the word *beep* I dunno... :| Why do you think that's "what" I am? How tacky? Trying to be cool and round up an idea, something you didn't have the right idea about to begin with. You can't be mean to people like that. Why do I have to go through this, anyway? What happend to my dreamland! 80
Did I leave off on something? 8| Oh well, I'm tired.
Kids
So, you wish we didn't exist ... so we couldn't make you look good by looking bad and your kids?
Jew
So, us kids feel we don't deserve to live because we're not Jew or our last name isn't Jew or our mom isn't Jew?
Getting It Out
Why do people born around 1960 want you to get it out? I have lots of thoughts on this. Their childhoods were pampered. They're thick and strong and stimulated in a good way.... So, they spend their lives leading people born later. They make fun of people who often at that age have older parents and if the youngest child. 8|
What Set Me Off
People thought I was like the Ting or something. Is that because I went on a diet and then didn't eat enough in the end?
We're all victims of its follies.
I figured that people were too inhibited, so I started making statements.
Also, I realized that they just babied one generation from creation. We're all victims of its follies.
Also, I realized that they just babied one generation from creation. We're all victims of its follies.
Important Things
I just explained on my blog how different things are important and cause other things.
Trip
Supposedly, my whole trip was caused by the likes of one person. I was interrupted and didn't shower, slept for awhile, need to do my nails.
D8
Yes, I thought of knocking people out, but I'm just 26, and I did it to people who are supposed to be old enough to be my parents, but I guess they're not-
My Egg Sack
I feel like my egg sack is going to be ripped out, the right girl one.
It's like more than the world is like pulling and sucking at it.
Well, no, not literally, but maybe it's strong.
It's like more than the world is like pulling and sucking at it.
Well, no, not literally, but maybe it's strong.
I got mad!
I stomped my foot at Cracker Barrel and got mad. I kept talking. Someone called me a nigger! Well, he said it. I think my dad got mad. Anyway, those people get friendly after they get over their initial shock. A store worker said hi to me. A thick Spanish waitress said my purse was on the floor. It's like a grayish brownish greenish, you can't tell. Well, I stomped my foot when no one was out there but my dad.. A nice blonde, kinda girlish with medium straight hair and bangs just got in her car..
Another Good for Nothing
Just because someone does something nice for me doesn't mean you can sit there like a worthless piece of trash and make me go through it in a tacky way.
Mad
I think that someone has a problem because I got mad at this person talking to my dad. Then, he was mad around me and I was attacked today privately and publicly online by some people. So, I went out to eat with him, and I got mad because he was being mean to me. I couldn't give the time of day for the likes of this! Just stop being so stupid! Don't be so stupid as to think you're supposed to be too serious, like, too. And don't make fun of me because I don't feel like I can even sit still anymore! 80
The N Word Thing 8|
Because people have collectively, my mom, my psychiatrist, and a boy, made me think of curse words, as well as probably the public by calling me them in their thoughts when I go out, my dad has been offed in my getting better from his negligence to my well-being since flunking and the n word thing, but my life was supposed to be just an experiment. Also, I don't think the psychologist believes I should have been punished for 2 1|2 years for the n word thing. People won't stop skirting around me being uncomfortable, to extremes, depending on who it is. 8| It's because I was talking to my grandma too much, and now nothing's the same! Why did my aunt come on my birthday? I can say that if I want!
How I Feel 8|
I just ate at Cracker Barrel and feel a bit hurt and agitated. Some people hurt me and even called me a nigger. My dad said he was on the phone...
My hand hurts because of Renee Fleming and Julie Andrews. 8|
Anyway, I had a neat time at the mall, better make a video about it and post it here.
I know there was this one old guy who was kinda big who seemed to somehow get the message downstairs at the end that people would start seeing fantasy simplified circles representing frogs, like. 8|
My hand hurts because of Renee Fleming and Julie Andrews. 8|
Anyway, I had a neat time at the mall, better make a video about it and post it here.
I know there was this one old guy who was kinda big who seemed to somehow get the message downstairs at the end that people would start seeing fantasy simplified circles representing frogs, like. 8|
STOP! 80
Now, I felt the outsides of my head like my dad's nose and my grandma's face, which they molded, like a Native American indian, except mine is smooth with grooves but not straight. I'm not mean! Quit ruining my life. What about other people's lives? They are not bothered like this, I hope.
I GOTTA GO!
I GOTTA GO!
WILL YOU STOP BOTHERING ME!
I GOTTA GO!
I heard a sick car swerving and thought of my brother, who I accidentally ended up posting baby pictures of before.
It sounded kinda metally, made me think of the trash can and my mom..
I heard a sick car swerving and thought of my brother, who I accidentally ended up posting baby pictures of before.
It sounded kinda metally, made me think of the trash can and my mom..
STOP IT YOU WORTHLESS NIGGERS, i SAID!.
Just because of the n word thing and that things pop in my head ... and stuff ... you think you can ruin my life.
Also
I noticed the picture of the little girl from NY...
HEY! A bunch of stuff just popped up on my screen!
I gotta get ready to go.
Hey! Now what? The messages won't stop!!!! Why now? Anyway?
HEY! A bunch of stuff just popped up on my screen!
I gotta get ready to go.
Hey! Now what? The messages won't stop!!!! Why now? Anyway?
Going Crazy
80 That picture of the thin long black woman with the laptop is haunting me!
And I just noticed the orange in the background of a link I posted.
And I just noticed the orange in the background of a link I posted.
Universal Horror Nights
My dad said my mom was gonna ask my brother to go. He doesn't want to. My dad will probably take me. I was supposed to look it up last night. We missed Beauty and the Beast. I don't remember what else I was gonna say.
Dream
Okay, I was in a big class with Ellen DeGeneres, who somehow affected me, and there were 2 fat ladies who came in.
The other one was long, longer. I got in a little trouble, oh yea, later. Oh wait. Before. I said something because I thought the teacher was being mean, my homeroom teacher in 12th grade, who did the senior play, mentioned her in a prior dream related to drama but forgot to say she was my senior play director... I think people just decided not to audition, now. I wouldn't have done it if I went back. So, then she rubbed my head with a paper, and it felt good. Hey, I look like her and my college piano teacher, who I am pretty sure is the younger sister of my 12th grade band director, who had a daughter in the 1st year of high school. Her daughter had fuzzy, crimped gold hair, very voluminous. My piano teacher was very bubbly with reddish brown, medium bright hair, with a triangle-ish nose like my homeroom teacher. So, then I had to step outside and got in trouble but not real, big trouble, just kinda there.
I was feeling good last night. I guess I felt best when my head was rubbed. It was saying something in words to me.
Hey, I just realized these dreams were both at school. I realized Ellen DeGeneres was saying fat ladies picking you up and like touching you was not her point in life. Well, good. Now, I just wonder what Tim Burton's is, well probably like her, born the same time. I guess my point is a little different. different generation but not submissive to just being stimulated, if you know what I mean... People who were young in the 80s were about being stimulated and not just classical like people born around 1960, and you can gues the rest, that a lot of kids had moms and dads born around 1950 or 1953 and that the ones born later were for some reason submissive to pleasure in a more 90s, sorta basic molded way, if you know what I mean... I gotta go, soon. I guess, later, like people born around 1998, were more awake to physical handling. 8|
The other one was long, longer. I got in a little trouble, oh yea, later. Oh wait. Before. I said something because I thought the teacher was being mean, my homeroom teacher in 12th grade, who did the senior play, mentioned her in a prior dream related to drama but forgot to say she was my senior play director... I think people just decided not to audition, now. I wouldn't have done it if I went back. So, then she rubbed my head with a paper, and it felt good. Hey, I look like her and my college piano teacher, who I am pretty sure is the younger sister of my 12th grade band director, who had a daughter in the 1st year of high school. Her daughter had fuzzy, crimped gold hair, very voluminous. My piano teacher was very bubbly with reddish brown, medium bright hair, with a triangle-ish nose like my homeroom teacher. So, then I had to step outside and got in trouble but not real, big trouble, just kinda there.
I was feeling good last night. I guess I felt best when my head was rubbed. It was saying something in words to me.
Hey, I just realized these dreams were both at school. I realized Ellen DeGeneres was saying fat ladies picking you up and like touching you was not her point in life. Well, good. Now, I just wonder what Tim Burton's is, well probably like her, born the same time. I guess my point is a little different. different generation but not submissive to just being stimulated, if you know what I mean... People who were young in the 80s were about being stimulated and not just classical like people born around 1960, and you can gues the rest, that a lot of kids had moms and dads born around 1950 or 1953 and that the ones born later were for some reason submissive to pleasure in a more 90s, sorta basic molded way, if you know what I mean... I gotta go, soon. I guess, later, like people born around 1998, were more awake to physical handling. 8|
Monday, October 22, 2012
My Best Experience in Music
It was playing in the band in college. I tried out some percussion, I think a crash cymbal or something and maybe a drum, dunno, maybe not. I tried maybe 2 bell sets and had to lug around my own. I could also play violin tunes. I think I was better than all the string majors. 8I I did band in 12th grade at my 3rd high school, during a lunch break. It was a small band but okay. Not really satisfying other than musically.
Ellen DeGeneres
Is Ellen DeGeneres here to overturn my reputation?
I have some good pictures. I wonder why she was so able to mold herself.
I have some good pictures. I wonder why she was so able to mold herself.
This just in.
talented artist
http://www.chillhour.com/akiane-kramarik-talented-artist
talented artist
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slt
http://www.google.com/imgres?hl=en&client=firefox-a&hs=PH5&sa=X&rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official&biw=1680&bih=947&tbm=isch&prmd=imvns&tbnid=dNcMZqPPEpTI6M:&imgrefurl=http://slidellfun.com/august-2012-events/willy-wonka-playing-at-slidell-little-theatre/&docid=Isg_3jwb5grGBM&imgurl=http://slidellfun.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/07/willy-wonka-costume.jpg&w=300&h=264&ei=Eq2FUK_WLZS09gS06oHADg&zoom=1&iact=rc&dur=58&sig=115224121225271486250&page=1&tbnh=151&tbnw=171&start=0&ndsp=43&ved=1t:429,r:10,s:0,i:102&tx=83&ty=37
http://www.chillhour.com/akiane-kramarik-talented-artist
talented artist
https://www.google.com/search?hl=en&client=firefox-a&hs=Wu4&rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official&q=marla+olmstead&stick=H4sIAAAAAAAAAGOovnz8BQMDgwYHsxCnfq6-gWmSkYGxEpiZUmBonqXFF5BaVJyfF5yZklqeWFlcYJJeI3xY1jF1xqYdh16WB4pO5A0HAFRKOmpFAAAA&sa=X&ei=h6eFUKqFCoH69gTC74GQDA&ved=0CMYBELEOMBA&biw=1680&bih=947
slt
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I just got mad.
I just got mad. Like someone else. Before Frankenweenie. Looking at clothes. And for some reason I thought of the number "2" in the reactions under my blog post... I felt I was shouting like air, like my dad was knocking me out, like I thought when he might had been driving, thinking of his mom, saying "Oh," reminds me of having a little hole in the middle of your lips.
It was about putting an outfit together someone made. (My mom's mom was a tailor and partly a nun.) She gave me a black dress with sequins I posted about that I don't ... wait a picture of me in sequins I don't have a picture of. Something on a minor social networking site. Pinterest..
It was about putting an outfit together someone made. (My mom's mom was a tailor and partly a nun.) She gave me a black dress with sequins I posted about that I don't ... wait a picture of me in sequins I don't have a picture of. Something on a minor social networking site. Pinterest..
SHUT UP YOU "IDIOT"
I thought of a computing math thing in my butt. That was in the story I wrote.
Oh, and Ellen DeGeneres is receiving an award today, where I went to school in the summer... and flunked out, had problems eating, under a church where I walked, elsehwere at a cafe, took an organ lesson after a concert.
I'm so mad I have to jot this down for help. I want people to help and get him to stop, shove him out of the cave hole. I'm trying to relax. He's eating lunch. I don't know if he just opened the fdorr! Oh, someone named Doris-a, who posts about music and food, answered me just now. She told me she had flabby arms, and I think her hands look African now.
Oh, and Ellen DeGeneres is receiving an award today, where I went to school in the summer... and flunked out, had problems eating, under a church where I walked, elsehwere at a cafe, took an organ lesson after a concert.
I'm so mad I have to jot this down for help. I want people to help and get him to stop, shove him out of the cave hole. I'm trying to relax. He's eating lunch. I don't know if he just opened the fdorr! Oh, someone named Doris-a, who posts about music and food, answered me just now. She told me she had flabby arms, and I think her hands look African now.
WHY WON'T MY DAD STOP?
HE'S SO GAY!
He's sexing up Ellen DeGeneres for being nice to me and because I thought Helena Bonham Carter wanted me to call her daughter the n word, along with others.
And I was just thinking of one of the people actually carrying someone.
He's sexing up Ellen DeGeneres for being nice to me and because I thought Helena Bonham Carter wanted me to call her daughter the n word, along with others.
And I was just thinking of one of the people actually carrying someone.
What I Found Out
I just went to the bathroom and found if you wait you can poo more. That you'll have to soon sometimes.
Well, it was soft like the tacos. I hope that doesn't matter. }:| It might. Well, later, it could. :|
Well, it was soft like the tacos. I hope that doesn't matter. }:| It might. Well, later, it could. :|
Selecting
Apparently, they're selecting to bore things into our heads until no tomorrow, so that we can't like unravel it all, like with the help of others.
Mad
I don't like being stimulated like I have to think of something that has to do with nothing just because something is different.
Sick!
If you think someone with a young mom is special, don't have to make everyone else suffer what you did. :I
Authorities!
The police came in here and took me away to the mental hospital, no arguing, no believing me. What if I called on my parents? They'd trace my mental record. If I get really mad, they do that, and now they won't have me back.
Also, I was recommended medicine that took away my period. It's light now I've stopped. I also know I didn't need the medicine. I was prescribed it at 16, but I got off it.
Also, I was recommended medicine that took away my period. It's light now I've stopped. I also know I didn't need the medicine. I was prescribed it at 16, but I got off it.
Leading Ellen Astray
I don't know about always being with Portia and her mom in her spare time. She just followed suit in L.A. like Tim Burton when he left. I wonder what's so weird about him. ☂
SPAM!
I don't really care how creative you are. Well, I should because I'm an artist. Well, I've done art, in a good way. :I Um, excuse me? Leave me alone! I just got a message on IMDb about Obama. I get a sense of foreboding. Of what's to cum. I just find that like my family are very tacky and nasty. They spam me. They spam my life.
Spam! '=D
I said that you could call someone a nigger and it'd matter if you were older. Why do you keep spamming me with stupid insults?
Well
Well, my dad has been affecting my life and my mom's life and probably my brother's and so has my mom because of the likes of his family. I don't care what they think. It's about me for me, and I deserve my privacy in that regard|way. I like attention, but I also ... So, yes, my dad has been basing my life on his aunt because she talked to me and thinks highly of me. It's about her inklings and racist ways and ways of thinking I'm different, for some reason. He's beat me to a pulp without me knowing, just because he's mean or I dunno what "stupid." I saw him one day with my mom, well, in my head.
Unimportant ':0
I solve things, but I don't like say I'm gonna not like it, in the end. I'm not even about doing like the most best thing you can do, if it doesn't work out, and it doesn't. I have health issues. I have mental goals. At some point in my life, I'm going to experience feeling good. I'm sick. I'm hungry. I'm tired. I want to be left alone. I post online, though, and want people to come to me. I wouldn't actually mind if I somehow saw people, but I need rest and time alone. I know I do get a lot of that, though. So, that's good. It's nice to be alone. I actually get bothered if I'm not, enough. It would be nice to be reclused away, but I wonder how I could do that. It's fun living a more urban gamed life, too, LOL. ':D
Barking Around
My dad thinks that people older than me are to be babied, as well as made precious. I know people are barking around.
What's wrong with you? ':0
WILL YOU QUIT BOTHERING ME AND HURTING ME? I WANTED TO HAVE A REAL LIFE. YOU'RE GETTING IN THE WAY. STOP MAKING ME LOOK TACKY AND HOW I DON'T WANT. IF YOU LIKE MY GRANDMA AND DAD SO MUCH, WHY DON'T YOU JUST DO WHAT YOU DO TO ME? I'M NOT DOING THAT TO MY KIDS, NOT JUST LIKE THAT. Wait, why does my perverted dad already know about this? He needs to back off. He knows I don't want him in my life like that.
Gay and Nasty and Stupid
That's just gay and nasty and stupid. Why would you change how I look because you're too gay to accept that I do something that poses as like a risk? But not really. Something weird.
MY DAD WON'T STOP!
He won't stop suggesting it's the pinnacle of existence to damage the way I look and stuff, well stuff in general. What's going on here? How did that happen? Why are you allowed to do this to me? I guess I'll never have any real friends. Well, maybe, but it looks like the friends I have are no good. Well, that stands to reason.
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