Tuesday, October 16, 2012

*Immersion*

I realized if it's not about the kids immersing into culture, it's not about the parents, neither.

That Guy

I feel like that guy from Peanuts who walks around with the cloud around him, like my dad wants to brand me as a secretly bad person who can't fix it.

Did you ever think of the rules this way?

Like, I called someone the n word, so people can do anything they want to me.  Except, I think the person is getting away with making me think they wanted me to do it.  Instead, they think they can do bad stuff, stuff that they'd been doing, anyway, sorta unobtrusively.  They might think they deserve it.  Now, however, they have peaked their pleasure and decided to take certain traits away from me.  I think a bunch of people do this, see things in different ways, but have no point and shouldn't be doing this because it isn't smart...  It's mean, and that's not okay because I'm not allowed to do the wrong things to them.

Very Good Advice

"Ever since I went to college in Cleveland, which is at the Great Lakes, I've felt like my blankets were a person touching me.​"

Bread

I didn't get any biscuits because I thought they were better out.  I guess next time I will get them.  I open them with a knife.

For the first time, I actually got burger and dog buns that weren't wheat.  :6  Except I didn't get any hamburgers nor hot dogs the past 2 times.

My dad left the dishwasher on.

*...and cherry cordials*

Well, something like that.  :6

*SUSHI*

Practice makes perfect.

So, I "shouldn't participate" because of the n word thing?

You know how practice makes perfect?

You're supposed to do things that people like to do and not think you're like waiting for someone else to do it or that no one will ever really do it like that, while other people get away with easy, unaccomplished lives.

Tumblr

I haven't been on lately, but I'll probably post a link when I do.

Tweet @ARobles125

You are really a sweet guy.  =}  You look a lot like my second cousin.  Her mom was 15 when she was born.  She has 2 children, Haylie and Noah.  Oh, she's a few months younger than me, the last to pass through the higher grade born at that point in September.  The funny thing is that her 2nd child is half black and oh so cute.  I'm half Chinese-Indonesian, but I just look Caucasian.

Tweet @Iamcheerbear

Good for people who are able-bodied and well enough to tune in to what's on television as a part of their lives.  Ello!  8^)

....I give myself, very good advice

BUT I VERY SELDOM, FOLLOW IT

New Vid of Me Telling of the Morning and Night's Events

YouTube

Oof! Xp

So full!  I had 3 donuts and a meal with sushi!

Wasted Money

I shouldn't have had to have gotten those 3 personality books this month.

Moreoff, I should have already have had the noisemaker.

I also got a movie that was cool but not like as interesting as you'd want.

What else?  I was overspent on iTunes.  I guess I just kept wasting money.

I have some cash to put on my credit card that I took out of another credit card.  I've been using it on the other, and there is a small fee.

My dad is getting me my Halloween costume, though, which should be okay.  We started going to the movies since a certain time, too, when I was in my room sick, kinda, like feeling tired.  I just posted online.  I didn't go to IMDb, though, until later.  My dad was laid off when I was 16, when I lost my 4.0, too, and somehow he got by trying to give presentations.  He went to Las Vegas and brought me back a souvenier, which I asked for, I think a pen.

The Halloween costume I am getting is at ebay and costs like $25 but comes with shoes and a hat and is very nice.  I guess I'll wait and look for a trick-or-treat bag, around.  :6

Lame

What do you think of the way people are reacting, it seems, that like it's outrageous we want to be treated like the person who is an adult to us like as a parental figure age is sorta domineering over us, emotionally, and sorta dark and sexy?  It seems to have spun off all around in various ways in the hidden background with hidden motives, too.  80

What do you think of people who shrug off this kind of thinking as disrespectful, when they define themselves to have the kinks of the majority?  Like, they claim they are downplaying themselves not to look as good because they are not inherently perfect, but they are not more perfect than you are.

^ Living a Life of Misery 86 ^

Just because my dad's mom's dad's dad is part Native American indian does not mean I have to live my life tortured even in private as though I messed up when I wasn't even a person yet.

Also, I would only think it a blessing to have a minority of a most non-white race.

I'm not sure.  I mean, it's my dad's mom's side that has Native American.  I'm not sure which of his sides has it, guessing his dad's dad's or his mom's, but it may not matter.  We're all different...

Dream

My first dream was scary.

While I remember the 2nd dream, I was hugging someone and they were hugging me and it felt really good.

Hard to remember the 1st one now, but I woke up to go to the bathroom.


Ah, yes, a car woke me up as it roared by.

So, I felt the hug because of my sheets.  When I lie in bed, I feel kinda like that, like a person is touching me.  Usually, I have to think of a real person, and then for a long time it sorta fuels me.  I try not to, but I usually end up doing that now.  I remember a time when it wasn't like that.  It started, I think, after I was in college or thought my life turned into like an experiment...


Speaking of which, having your life be like an experiment is kinda weird.  I hope there are other people like me in the same experiment.

Time for breatkfast.  :)

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I also changed my race to Pacific Islander.