Make sure nothing happens to my future daughter! Nor son. Nor any other close relation.
I got mad when it was suggested Tim Burton and Helena Bonham Carter were close, when I had a bad thought about him and lots of stuff happened, like my eye popping out. I mean that they were like close more than me, like her and her daugther. That they were closer than other couples, I suggested, than other relationships. I have my thought that I have and it is not developed. What I think is that people are different and they just mask their true desires.
Thursday, October 18, 2012
Tears
I was on a good rapport with my dad, but gotta make sure nothing happens... Didn't mean to scare him, but something was suggested further about my livelihood, and the implications made me mad. I have limited vocabulary, still, really. I am on a schedule to get my life better and very miserable, physically, in a way, getting better and cozier, though. '8^) I just take what comes.
It's funny I imagine having kids. I mean, maybe, it's because I don't really talk to other kids much but would like to and have stances on them. I don't go into it too much, but it's fun to do with others.
It's funny I imagine having kids. I mean, maybe, it's because I don't really talk to other kids much but would like to and have stances on them. I don't go into it too much, but it's fun to do with others.
Thoughts
So, Ellen DeGeneres isn't really like Portia but seems to have influence from her a lot. I'm not really influenced in that way, but maybe I am before. I used to live elsewhere.
So, who should she be with, someone who's stuck up? People are all different.
Ellen DeGeneres isn't Italian. I bet she'd like my aunt and my mom. They're 2 and 1 year younger. I know there are other people out there who are very interesting to me. I do feel touchy around younger people, like antsy something will happen or whatever. I like being with people a certain age and type. I also like Orla Fallon, an Irish singer. It's hard to find many people. She probably knows lots of people out there.
Well, Portia seems really, really nice. She is white. I understand, middle Europeans are most white. Still, though, she is technically, as a person. You can be inclined otherwise. It's hard to find people as sweet as her. Why be around people with the same traits? Maybe, she has some of the same values.
So, who should she be with, someone who's stuck up? People are all different.
Ellen DeGeneres isn't Italian. I bet she'd like my aunt and my mom. They're 2 and 1 year younger. I know there are other people out there who are very interesting to me. I do feel touchy around younger people, like antsy something will happen or whatever. I like being with people a certain age and type. I also like Orla Fallon, an Irish singer. It's hard to find many people. She probably knows lots of people out there.
Well, Portia seems really, really nice. She is white. I understand, middle Europeans are most white. Still, though, she is technically, as a person. You can be inclined otherwise. It's hard to find people as sweet as her. Why be around people with the same traits? Maybe, she has some of the same values.
Swirling
My cheek had been swirling from talking to my grandma, who looked like a male indian but with chalk skin. I made it swirl I guess. It was poofing up fast, for some reason.
Some bad thoughts have come to my mind, and my aunt noticed a picture of my lip. Funny, a video of my brother is linked through videos to an old YouTube, and he has an interesting smile, as did the 2 pictures I had up of my cousin at like her best, which were like lighted for some reason when I scanned them.
Some bad thoughts have come to my mind, and my aunt noticed a picture of my lip. Funny, a video of my brother is linked through videos to an old YouTube, and he has an interesting smile, as did the 2 pictures I had up of my cousin at like her best, which were like lighted for some reason when I scanned them.
y? ? ?
I'm just so offended by anything not the 60s generation suggested. Why should I care about other people. I mean 1957|8 - 1961. I think 1957 is okay. I just saw a black man on Ellen's show. Weeks ago. I had up a picture of a girl in my dad's dad's family's pictures with strong, thin legs, looked so stable, and with light, medium brown hair.
So, I was in the bathtub and decided that I couldn't help cursing because I couldn't think of any other word to fit the feeling. I had to think of something like that. Hm.
Oh, and now my nose tends to swirl, but I should get over it because it's weird.
So, I was in the bathtub and decided that I couldn't help cursing because I couldn't think of any other word to fit the feeling. I had to think of something like that. Hm.
Oh, and now my nose tends to swirl, but I should get over it because it's weird.
Dream * * *
Ellen DeGeneres was so caring and noticed me in an audience. More happened. Her eyes were glowing and blue and got tiny and went in. '8o I think she disappeared. I got in a bus, and it was about kids. I was mad. I cared about my kids, thinking of if I had kids, just because. People do like it, but I don't do it to her, of course, unless I think of it in a certain light, since I do it for fun. I was mad because I was interested in immortality. Hey, reminds me, Ellen sang with a girl who looked like a cross between two blonde friends, a bit older, kinda groovy but with a more flat face and a long nose. It's one thing on my present main Tumblr. Also, something popped up, the idea of a frog in a bubble, like on my Tumblr, with the Swedish singer, born a little before my aunt. Hey, what's the big idea! Ellen DeGeneres, do not hoard your generation nor send offensive messages because you're touchy. Why can't you even accept I'm younger but deny that I suffer? I have my own desires and lack certain guilts. So, you think immortality is shit? Oh, and I sang a less well-known Celine Dion song today, one of many. I hide a minor Andrew Lloyd Webber one Sarah Brightman sang, who is about my aunt's age, the other one, born in 1960. However, my grandma is born in 1928, October ... I thought 11 but 12. I used to mess up the year to 1929. Where I lived in the nation's oldest city was 3 gas stations, where we were closest to downtown. Funny about the Michael Jackson exhibit with him leaning over in a like 20 foot graveyard with the sudden I called "retarded" yesterday skippintg Tweeting, posting on my blog... That reminds me of a conspiracy with an obese singer named Tommy Fleming with 2 adorable teens, born after a boy I talk to from England with a Scottish last name plus some Russian. Helena Bonham Carter is part Russian Jewish, and Winona Ryder has that and Romanian Jewish. Helena Boham Carter has more, French Jewish and Spanish and maybe Spanish Jewish I think. So, my dad told me the cackling was from one of his songs. Oh yes, some things are only on my blog and others on my site. So, one gas stations was made into a 3D motion theater. People used to ride bikes there, when they closed. One is opened. My grandma's birthday was there, and there were like falling bookshelves. I forget what else I was going to say. D8' Ah, yes. My brother told me to leave the oldes schoolhouse early. There were a bunch of Spanish peopel coming. I asked my mom before crossing the line. She cornered me against the wall in the kitchen where I had birthday pictures, where I looked like I was born in with him 1957 and there once 1960. My dad stressed it seemed in his head how I fasted on my birthday, but I had cake after. So, also, at Epcot, my brother shoved over the Chinese food, mad my dad wasn't respectful of him getting his teeth pulled. That's very evil and racist, and he will be punished, I'd think, the way people in public have punished me, or he will punish himself. I'm just saying. If he got away with it, it would be something else to talk about. Not sure what else to waste my energy doing.
Anyway, Ellen was like scary. She probably wasn't in the former stage. '8|
Oh, and I took "Dreaming" off my site at Ellen's show and that I was from New Orleans, just like Ellen, and my old Twitter, which I posted on my blog. I remember Ellen Retweeted someone who was going on her show, and Helena Bonham Carter Retweeted Michelle Pfeiffer, that like things should always be good or something, like some thing is always okay. Her last Twitter is gone. I found out how you can say it is suspended. Just post to a lot of people in one Tweet, but you can get it back at least the first time.
Anyway, Ellen was like scary. She probably wasn't in the former stage. '8|
Oh, and I took "Dreaming" off my site at Ellen's show and that I was from New Orleans, just like Ellen, and my old Twitter, which I posted on my blog. I remember Ellen Retweeted someone who was going on her show, and Helena Bonham Carter Retweeted Michelle Pfeiffer, that like things should always be good or something, like some thing is always okay. Her last Twitter is gone. I found out how you can say it is suspended. Just post to a lot of people in one Tweet, but you can get it back at least the first time.
* * * What a nigger. * * *
My dad is such a useless pervert. He thinks he can call me a nigger and cater to Nell Burton when he wanted me to call her one. Just shut up, you stupid, good for nothing.
Hm, I almost used ( ( ( , which was used on Delphi Forums, which I was on all day once when a yoga teacher from Canada was here. I posted myself watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," a famous guy who was with Johnny Depp who made his own movies as his character and looked cute with his eyebrows raised out, like that youngest girl in Beethoven, named Ricky Gervais, and recently, yesterday, Emma Watson. Her name was Kate Potter.
I had made a point, which apparently he betalized, that lots of people call people niggers. I think he just killed himself. IT WAS BECAUSE I WAS GIVEN SIGHNS ONLY SHE WANTED IT FOR FUN. I EVEN HESITATED TIMES IN ADVANCE BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO BE CALLED ONE, MYSELF, BY HER, NOR ANYONE! WHY? NO ONE EVER REALLY WOULD.
Oh, and to make matters worse, a girl from Orlando was on today. I told her she was going to die. I think her mom was sorry for me because the medicine made my period lighter. I also threatened in a way my mom would go to the mental hospital instead of me but indirectly was able to type that. There was another couple from Orlando with 2 kids, today, and one was an infant. The mom looked Spanish. I don't know why they seemed the same as me, just to be nice. I saw a couple at the doctor, when I filmed myself outside and left my mom and my phone broke. Well, I saw the dad, Spanish, and the mom was Cuaucasian. The kids looked Asian. They were reading a book and seemed to think I was smart, like for talking to Johnny Depp. It's funny, I went to the bathroom, and the show came back on, supposed to bring their kids on. I heard a rapping at the window. I came in late, for some reason, after looking up something on the internet.
Hm, I almost used ( ( ( , which was used on Delphi Forums, which I was on all day once when a yoga teacher from Canada was here. I posted myself watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," a famous guy who was with Johnny Depp who made his own movies as his character and looked cute with his eyebrows raised out, like that youngest girl in Beethoven, named Ricky Gervais, and recently, yesterday, Emma Watson. Her name was Kate Potter.
I had made a point, which apparently he betalized, that lots of people call people niggers. I think he just killed himself. IT WAS BECAUSE I WAS GIVEN SIGHNS ONLY SHE WANTED IT FOR FUN. I EVEN HESITATED TIMES IN ADVANCE BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO BE CALLED ONE, MYSELF, BY HER, NOR ANYONE! WHY? NO ONE EVER REALLY WOULD.
Oh, and to make matters worse, a girl from Orlando was on today. I told her she was going to die. I think her mom was sorry for me because the medicine made my period lighter. I also threatened in a way my mom would go to the mental hospital instead of me but indirectly was able to type that. There was another couple from Orlando with 2 kids, today, and one was an infant. The mom looked Spanish. I don't know why they seemed the same as me, just to be nice. I saw a couple at the doctor, when I filmed myself outside and left my mom and my phone broke. Well, I saw the dad, Spanish, and the mom was Cuaucasian. The kids looked Asian. They were reading a book and seemed to think I was smart, like for talking to Johnny Depp. It's funny, I went to the bathroom, and the show came back on, supposed to bring their kids on. I heard a rapping at the window. I came in late, for some reason, after looking up something on the internet.
JUST *BEEP* HIM
HE'S MESSING UP MY BLOG, THAT STUPID PIECE OF SHIT! I WAS GOING TO A MOVIE SOON! '8^0
LEAVE ME ALONE WITH THIS ... MRS. ELLEN DEGENERES! I CAN GET HIM TO BUY ME MY HALLOWEEN COSTUME. FINE, BE INTERESTEED... WAIT, WHY? WHAT'S THE IDEA? FEED YOUR PET PARAKEET. CATER TO LILY ROSE OR NELL. CARE FOR THE ELDERLY. '8^0 WOW, I HOPE THAT PEOPLE EVEN TAKE CARE OF THEMSELVES. I BET YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY.
OH, AND THE POLICE WRITE IN ALL CAPS. MY AUNT WAS A POLICE.
LEAVE ME ALONE WITH THIS ... MRS. ELLEN DEGENERES! I CAN GET HIM TO BUY ME MY HALLOWEEN COSTUME. FINE, BE INTERESTEED... WAIT, WHY? WHAT'S THE IDEA? FEED YOUR PET PARAKEET. CATER TO LILY ROSE OR NELL. CARE FOR THE ELDERLY. '8^0 WOW, I HOPE THAT PEOPLE EVEN TAKE CARE OF THEMSELVES. I BET YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY.
OH, AND THE POLICE WRITE IN ALL CAPS. MY AUNT WAS A POLICE.
*My Nigger Dad*
I think he just suggested I was supposed to be the kid of someone my aunt's age and that I was a nigger to watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." Just *beep* him. I just got up to go to the bathroom. Oh, and I kicked my brother's family tree. He seems to think I should be taken to the mental hospital and that I'm a NIGGER. JUST *BEEP* THAT PIECE OF SHIT. Oh, and I associated the word "nigger" with him when I thought the influence of Renee Fleming made me turn on him.
What overcame that nigger? I was feeling good and rested and getting more solid. I don't want any pointers. First, my mom had the door with the blue in the back. Then, he had it slightly opened. Now, it's open wide and yellow. He's been waking up earlier, again, too. Now, my stomach kinda hurts, like I ate too much, but I didn't eat that much.
What overcame that nigger? I was feeling good and rested and getting more solid. I don't want any pointers. First, my mom had the door with the blue in the back. Then, he had it slightly opened. Now, it's open wide and yellow. He's been waking up earlier, again, too. Now, my stomach kinda hurts, like I ate too much, but I didn't eat that much.
* Nighty Night *
Good night for now. I don't even feel like using the bathroom right now but may... 8| I hope I have a restful, somewhat stimulating night..
Vibes
I hope I didn't send bad vibes to my dad. I was a bit rough, but I don't know if I technically made any noises loud enough to have bothered him.
Mad
So, I didn't bother my dad, but I realized he was sleeping and he realizes sometimes I'm just there.
Also, I splashed water on Tim Burton's face. 8|
Also, I splashed water on Tim Burton's face. 8|
*Shit*
Not Funny
So, it seems my mom had to go ahead and make me feel like I was simple shit and didn't care for my future baby girl. It was just a little feeling, reminded me of an orbiting webcam I want. Like my right egg sack. Then, I felt it being polished, like rubbed with a cloth. Like a thin cloth. Sorta, warm and tingly but shitty.
So, it seems my mom had to go ahead and make me feel like I was simple shit and didn't care for my future baby girl. It was just a little feeling, reminded me of an orbiting webcam I want. Like my right egg sack. Then, I felt it being polished, like rubbed with a cloth. Like a thin cloth. Sorta, warm and tingly but shitty.
HEY! }={
There's no views on my YouTubes. Does that mean no one has looked them up nor is online? 8'|
"I ain't dumb."
You can't get mad at me just because you think you won't get mad at Ellen DeGeneres, just right now. That's obviously not gonna work. "I ain't dumb."
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