Saturday, October 20, 2012

Weird Orlando Workers

WHY ARE YOU PEOPLE SO IMPRESSED WITH BEING MEAN?  CHANGING ALL OF A SUDDEN?  TURNING PEOPLE OFF.  WHAT IF WE TURNED YOU OFF?  I'M NOT GONNA PLAY AROUND WITH YOUR INABILITY TO MAKE A DECISION.

Complications }8{

Isn't Ellen DeGeneres lame?  I bet she feels sorry for that girl, in a way, on Paranormal Activity 4.  She just wants to look cool.  That doesn't make her cool.  That just makes her a perv.  I wonder what she thinks of herself.  She thinks no one should achieve anything when she sees other people not achieve them.

I guess people have a problem with everyone.

I can tell she already disses people for no good reason, how retarded, for the stupid n word thing!  ':0  She's already thought I Was stupid.  She would never go out and admit it.  I don't believe I think people are stupid that easily.

I don't really know if she's the most famous person in the world nor the most liked because I used to think that of Johnny Depp and Tim Burton.  I thought only grade A actors were considered the most famous, more than the President.  I think that you just get an elated feeling from performing.  I don't know about things like drugs.

So, I was using Tim Burton to help me feel because I think he really wants you to.  I can't seem to focus and have to use what I got from him.  It's the same processing through what you frrom feel Ellen DeGeneres.

I guess I was upset I thought some people were in pain, but then I left.  I am concerned about lesser people in pain.

Also, blondes are better.  Brunettes are nice, but they're usually too brunette.

Lots of people could become special actors.  I'm having problems with like eating enough.  Also, before, I wasn't feeling well, often.  I was thinking of going to college and doing ballet + singing.  It would be nice to fit in somewhere.  Maybe, I should wait until more people come out.  I'm 26, so we'll see what happens.  Ugh, I'm going back to bed!  I want to eat sometime, too.  Now, I'm worried about how my parents will react to me.  :(  I don't think my dad wanted me to answer him.  That was so cute, I think, him passing me in the hallway.  My mom was coming, too.  I was thinking of how they weren't really that good.  I mean, like they thought I just wasn't cool and they were like more supple and stuff.  Maybe, they're used to showing off around me.  Oh, and if you're wondering about how I feel, too, I do like to feel stimulation from my blankets but found that when I lay on the couch I felt it, too, sometimes trying to escape it, there.  I see my mom is doing the laundry and now I don't listen to music but have a noisemaker.  It doesn't really bother me.  Now, what are my parents gonna do?  In the background, be fascinated with me throwing the ball against the wall?  I saw Ellen throwing stuff on her show, and I tried to do it and posted it on YouTube.  Well, she was knocking some men into water.  I don't know why she's so weird.  I mean, Tim Burton is from L.A.  I see people from L.A. I thought in her audience.  They're not weird.  I guess if you move away from L.A. to direct or move there to host a show, you become mean.

WHY THE HELL DO YOU PEOPLE KEEP POSING PERVERTED IDEAS ON ME?  I can take the general public, but why does it seep into my personal relationships?  If you want to know me, you will have to respect me.  People think I brought them into my life, but people have brought themselves into mine.  They want to tear up my life.

Also, no, I didn't take a shower last night.  That shouldn't get people riled up and want to make fun of me for it.

Also, I'm not impressed with your impositions and how you get away with everything.  I guess my life wasn't good enough.

More Info.

So, when I came out of the movie, my stomach and arms were orange.  I guess my family is peering into my blog.  Why don't you just knock yourself out?

My Nigger Family

I was trying to feel good, as usual, and was interrupted.

Anyway, I've been sensing a lot of commotion.  It definitely means something.  I don't want to sense it.  I know there's a reason and it's not me.

So, my mom came in and did the laundry.  It was at a funny time.  I guess she was feeling antsy and wanted to please some niggers or something.  I don't know who the niggers are.  Anyway, they're racist.

So, then, I went out to go to the bathroom.  My dad passed by carrying some things and he like did something stupid and tacky and rubbed up a feeling somehow, what a perverted loser, up my right egg sack, which I've been thinking is a girl, and thought it felt good, kinda like a disconnected feeling of balls, and thought of the word nigger after a snap.  He said hello, but I just went into my bathroom and ignored him like my grandma does.  I saw my cupboard doors '}:0 were opened.  Just *beep* that stupid *beep*  Throw her in as a patient in a mental hospital, a real one with beds.

So, I got so mad I looked for my yoga block but instead found a little rubber ball in a basket from my brother and threw it against the wall!!!!  Just *beep* the lot of those creeps for propping into my life like worthless retards because it's in a mean way, of course, and if you didn't know that I guess you're not one of many words, yourself.  Oh well, too much alcohol?  ':0

So, then, I proceeded to hitting my couch.

Now, my parents are worthless *beep* so they'll be focusing on this for their livelihood and stimulation, thinking they deserve to be something.

I WAS TRYING TO SLEEP!  ':0

Nu Photos of Me

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Orange

My stomach was like orange when I came out.

"Paranormal Activity 4"

I just saw "Paranormal Activity 4."  When the girl left for the first time, I saw a white sheet, sorta fuzzy coming at me on the left.  I really saw white.

Something else scary is I saw a knife jump off a plate on the side of my eye a few months ago.  When I was up north in the laundry room, I literally saw a physical machine bug crawl and go into the tile.  It was so advanced yet not as advanced as it could be for the world that really existed.  Also, I lay on my bed and one arm was glued over my eyes.  The other forearm grew a foot and back in a minute.  One direction was the most acute pain I've felt.  It's not as miserable as most things, though.  It felt so alive after for so long!  I still feel the effects, of course.  There were drops of blood under my armpits, a week on the right one.

Friday, October 19, 2012

Story

There was a little girl in pain in a pink dress.  Her mother was a witch, and her daddy was a ghost.  She had an older brother and an older sister.

She had just come from a dream of being in Looking Glass Land with her pet kitten, a white and milky bluish, shiny kitten, with beady eyes.  It was easy to take care of.  You just leave it a creamy drink.  You give it your leftover sushi and other seafood.  It has a little house in her room, which is spacious.

Anyway, witches weren't being hanged for being witches, but people were hunting down other monsters, like zombies that supposedly existed.

(I just smelled a faint whiff of food and felt disturbed, unsure if I can focus, now.  I just had some of what we have left of bagels and some bread, too.  Hungry.  I sense a wrong suggestion, in the air.)

So, it was almost Halloween.  They lived in inland Southern England, and it was getting pretty cold outside.  Lots of things were happening, deaths from car accidents, paranormal sitings both here and abroad.  Little Lottie was scared.  Her mother comforted her, and her father protected them.  She had some friends who were a little older than her and helped care for the homeless.  She also saw some women who were robust yet shapely and in their 30s and 40s who had no children.  There were loads of gentlemen in the area into opera and even the ballet.  Lottie was too young for ballet.

So, things got dangerous, and Lottie had to go in and help in the town.  She was scared, and one of the ladies held her on her lap and made her feel good.  In the spirit of events, they decided to proceed still to a theme park that was a ways away, and Lottie went in a big covered caravan.  When it slowed up, she would run alongside.  They camped out, and when they saw a wolf, one of the ladies picked her up and put her in the caravan.  The rest of the children cowered to the parents.  So, they reached the grand carnival.  First, Lottie went on the ferris wheel alone.  It stopped a lot and was jerky and not that fun.  Other people were scared out of their wits or just sat and stared into space.  There was a historical ride that featured a recording of a prominent figure in the city.  She came from a successful family.  Some of the kids around her age were being carried the whole time and tried to be fed.  Some of the older ones were dancers and never tired out, the older ones.  There were some very interesting boat rides and tunnels of love and erotica.  She went on these alone.

Later, she went on a big camping trip with her family, relatives, and some others.  It was a lot of fun.  They "almost died."  She even saw a ghost but was not scared of this ghost.  It didn't do anything to her.

So, then, she was back home awaiting Halloween.  She ordered a costume.  She was going to be a wood fairy from inspiration of A Midsummer Night's Dream.  She even got a wand that lit up.

Lottie had a computer.  She used it to post online to whoever was brave enough to post whatever.

There was a lot of drama going on about witches.  Moreso, I think the drama was about sorcerors.  Witches were more common, like pirates.  Then, there were the Celtic philosophers and magicians and magic recluses.

One of Lottie's favorite pasttimes was the confidence she had around the young toddlers in the soup kitchen.  They were there because of their mental condition.  Most of them were homeless.

Lottie took a trip to Africa.

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So Uncool

Americans are weak.

They get so affected by not being popular yet are so uncool, you've got me so uncool, you've got me so uncool.  Look's like I'm so uncool...

I'm cooler.

So, I notice older people are acting the way people my age were bad thinking that was pretty sexy, sexily put together.

Glitch

Glitches

"Do you wanna know something really gay?  So, my dad got me a Nook.  I blog on the Apple browser because it's the only one working.  I can't right click and get the spelling of a word, anymore."

Unpopular

Why are some people so dischordant with one another, I mean disgusting people?  I mean, some people just go by what's popular in a bad way.  They try to relish things that are inrelishable.

Orlando

It really affects me.  I have guilt in my past, but I rectified it.

Like, physical feelings always overcome me and can affect my thinking and ability to control myself.  Oh, and I also stimulate myself.

Unwanted Attention

What do you think of people who experience unwanted attention?  Like, people get interested in them just because you were friends with them, but they try to "reach them."  They don't try to "reach" you and your needs in this life and world.  Why do they "reach" for others, like they pose as a threat?  That's what life's about, not giving them the time of day.

I think people are interesting, but why keep coming around for nothing?

Nobody is nothing, but some people just are a strange case.

I mean, I guess people exist.

Intelligent Attention

What do you think of people who simplify life and try to make unlikely people succeed over others?  Get my suggestions?  Like, someone will deserve pleasures and not get them.  Someone else, they will feed knowledge to and sorta butter them up.  They will have this fascination in their mind of being over the person who deserves the attention, and everyone seems to very much agree they deserve a certain kind of intelligent attention.

I guess you can get into intelligent intention.  It means that you give the person the right attention and not some twisted attention based on no morals nor fairness in life.  Did you know a big thing of the late 90s and earlier 00s was that life isn't fair?  It was literally shouted into our heads every time we tried to succeed.  Why did this topic come up recently?  Intelligent attention.  Hmph.  I thought maybe I had something.  I guess I never will, living in Orlando.

Those Times

What do you thnink of those times in the past, like the 90s and more earlier 00s, where life was stressful like on holding yourself together as a person, more physically, like the head bone's connected to the neck bone...

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Books

A Cool Person

So, I was looking up Finding Nemo 2 and noticed Ellen DeGeneres is a face you want to see.  So, she's been active since 1981, but I only know what she looked like in like 1984.  She seemed to look differente before that.  She really seems like a dream person to meet for young people.  It seems the same way with Kate Bush, except Kate Bush wasn't as big.  She got fat as an adult.  I mean Ellen was like a beutiful, pretty, smart, astute, sharp, very human yet very elated child.  She was a sweet baby.  She was also a sweet toddler.  So sweet.  :)  She seemed very nice, for instance.  She was very cute and smart.  She was pretty.  I guess I don't have a big vocabulary and need to get a storybook.  So, yea, and she changed as she got older.  When she was an older teenager|young adult, she was very mature and there for you and took on a whole new look.  She became the sexiest woman alive as an adult, not to mention became the most well-known.  Three cheers for Ellen DeGeneres, and have a good time with all that she is and her life's accomplishments.  She is the most accomplished person in the world, especially sexually.  =}  I'm learning a lot under her offerings.

Hot

It's really hot.

Leaping

My dad is a leaping loser.  He can't man the fact I asked him to buy me a Halloween costume.  I don't even know if he ordered it, yet.  I've been spending my money on songs on iTunes to sing karaoke.  I also got a noisemaker, 3 main complex personality sorter topic books ... what else? 8^|  No clothes.