Saturday, October 20, 2012
School
The reason I want to do ballet and singing in college maybe is because I don't want to read nor count.
Watching TV
I haven't really been watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" much. I watched it every day, missed the beginning of season 10, since http://www.imdb.com/user/ur33333333/boards/profile. I got mad at the grocery store. I stomped the floor a few times. I just plainly changed my realization and I guess people left me alone later. Why wouldn't it happen to you, "instead" of to me?
So, I'm wondering why the people who watch her show aren't online. I just feel so out. I mean, I'm enjoying it. I don't know if it's meant to be watched every day. Well, I try not to miss other TV shows, but I have't been watching any. I should probably hack into her Facebook responses and stuff and see what I can find.
So, I'm wondering why the people who watch her show aren't online. I just feel so out. I mean, I'm enjoying it. I don't know if it's meant to be watched every day. Well, I try not to miss other TV shows, but I have't been watching any. I should probably hack into her Facebook responses and stuff and see what I can find.
Check me out.
I'm not sure how people knew about me. I mean, I get views on my blog. Who would check IMDb and not post there? :| Anyway, I just get a feeling of power. I can imagine Johnny Depp and Tim Burton checking because their life is made- I don't know, I mean other feelings come in and out. Like, I feel agitated and very hurt. I stimulate myself over other people acting too stimulated. I do that, anyway. It's because I moved. I didn't do it when I lived in New Orleans. It happened when I was in college in the city. I lived in the area all as a teenager. After the n word thing, people were mean to me all over the world, and it had worried me for years. I suppose before, I felt bad going out in public. It wasn't any weird feeling. It wasn't too like fleshy, like just sorta feeling body parts. I don't worry too much except about weird things happening. I mean, already, I know my reputation is not the cause.
On the Internet
On the internet, I was hoping to wave through the crowd and maybe someday meet some actors. Now, I'm having fun, following Ellen DeGeneres, a sweet girl. Well, older woman. I encourage other people to. I don't know if they really like me following her but act like it. I know I can still follow her on IMDb.
Fame!
How famous is Ellen DeGeneres? I know I've heard of Jay Leno and David Letterman and their shows. Well, isn't she tons more attractive, not that they're not? Maybe, they tickled her fancy, a bit.
How "retarded!"
I can already see the retard. Or the retardation, at least.
Ooh, now I see something really stupid...
Ooh, now I see something really stupid...
Stop!
Stop shoving yourself in my life! See what happens to other people if you treat them the wrong way.
You can be in the shit and suffer.
I'm not gonna submit myself for worthless people. You can be in the shit and suffer.
What a stupid bunch of retards!
I'm tired of you pervs KNOCKING PEOPLE OUT WITH THEIR IDEAS AND SAYING IT MEANS SOMETHING. WHY CAN'T WE KNOCK YOU OUT FOR GOOD?
I'M TIRED OF YOUR DISRESPECT AND DISREGARD FOR ME AFTER THE N WORD THING AND FOR JOHNNY DEPP FOR ACTING LIKE I SHOULD CALL HIM STUPID.
I'M NOT FALLING INTO YOUR TRAP OF CLOWNING AROUND WITH KIDS!!!!! JUST *BEEP* YOURSELF, LOSERS!
I'm not gonna sit here and tickle your fancy as though I'm nothing. WHAT A STUPID BUNCH OF RETARDS!
WHAT AM I GONNA DO FOR MY WEEKEND, NOW? ARE YOU A RETARD? I DESERVE TO GO OUT, TOO!
I'M TIRED OF YOUR DISRESPECT AND DISREGARD FOR ME AFTER THE N WORD THING AND FOR JOHNNY DEPP FOR ACTING LIKE I SHOULD CALL HIM STUPID.
I'M NOT FALLING INTO YOUR TRAP OF CLOWNING AROUND WITH KIDS!!!!! JUST *BEEP* YOURSELF, LOSERS!
I'm not gonna sit here and tickle your fancy as though I'm nothing. WHAT A STUPID BUNCH OF RETARDS!
WHAT AM I GONNA DO FOR MY WEEKEND, NOW? ARE YOU A RETARD? I DESERVE TO GO OUT, TOO!
Pre-Conceived Dispostions
I HATE YOU PEOPLE WHO THINK THAT YOU HAVE TO DO CERTAIN THINGS AND THAT CERTAIN THINGS MEAN THINGS BECAUSE YOU ARE STUPID AND WORTHLESS AND DON'T BARK ON ME FOR THAT. PROVES YOU AREN'T NICE TO ME AND NEVER WANTED TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH ME. MAYBE, YOUR LIFE IS GUIDED BY FATE AND YOU SHOULD SHUT UP.
Weird Orlando Workers
WHY ARE YOU PEOPLE SO IMPRESSED WITH BEING MEAN? CHANGING ALL OF A SUDDEN? TURNING PEOPLE OFF. WHAT IF WE TURNED YOU OFF? I'M NOT GONNA PLAY AROUND WITH YOUR INABILITY TO MAKE A DECISION.
Complications }8{
Isn't Ellen DeGeneres lame? I bet she feels sorry for that girl, in a way, on Paranormal Activity 4. She just wants to look cool. That doesn't make her cool. That just makes her a perv. I wonder what she thinks of herself. She thinks no one should achieve anything when she sees other people not achieve them.
I guess people have a problem with everyone.
I can tell she already disses people for no good reason, how retarded, for the stupid n word thing! ':0 She's already thought I Was stupid. She would never go out and admit it. I don't believe I think people are stupid that easily.
I don't really know if she's the most famous person in the world nor the most liked because I used to think that of Johnny Depp and Tim Burton. I thought only grade A actors were considered the most famous, more than the President. I think that you just get an elated feeling from performing. I don't know about things like drugs.
So, I was using Tim Burton to help me feel because I think he really wants you to. I can't seem to focus and have to use what I got from him. It's the same processing through what you frrom feel Ellen DeGeneres.
I guess I was upset I thought some people were in pain, but then I left. I am concerned about lesser people in pain.
Also, blondes are better. Brunettes are nice, but they're usually too brunette.
Lots of people could become special actors. I'm having problems with like eating enough. Also, before, I wasn't feeling well, often. I was thinking of going to college and doing ballet + singing. It would be nice to fit in somewhere. Maybe, I should wait until more people come out. I'm 26, so we'll see what happens. Ugh, I'm going back to bed! I want to eat sometime, too. Now, I'm worried about how my parents will react to me. :( I don't think my dad wanted me to answer him. That was so cute, I think, him passing me in the hallway. My mom was coming, too. I was thinking of how they weren't really that good. I mean, like they thought I just wasn't cool and they were like more supple and stuff. Maybe, they're used to showing off around me. Oh, and if you're wondering about how I feel, too, I do like to feel stimulation from my blankets but found that when I lay on the couch I felt it, too, sometimes trying to escape it, there. I see my mom is doing the laundry and now I don't listen to music but have a noisemaker. It doesn't really bother me. Now, what are my parents gonna do? In the background, be fascinated with me throwing the ball against the wall? I saw Ellen throwing stuff on her show, and I tried to do it and posted it on YouTube. Well, she was knocking some men into water. I don't know why she's so weird. I mean, Tim Burton is from L.A. I see people from L.A. I thought in her audience. They're not weird. I guess if you move away from L.A. to direct or move there to host a show, you become mean.
WHY THE HELL DO YOU PEOPLE KEEP POSING PERVERTED IDEAS ON ME? I can take the general public, but why does it seep into my personal relationships? If you want to know me, you will have to respect me. People think I brought them into my life, but people have brought themselves into mine. They want to tear up my life.
Also, no, I didn't take a shower last night. That shouldn't get people riled up and want to make fun of me for it.
Also, I'm not impressed with your impositions and how you get away with everything. I guess my life wasn't good enough.
I guess people have a problem with everyone.
I can tell she already disses people for no good reason, how retarded, for the stupid n word thing! ':0 She's already thought I Was stupid. She would never go out and admit it. I don't believe I think people are stupid that easily.
I don't really know if she's the most famous person in the world nor the most liked because I used to think that of Johnny Depp and Tim Burton. I thought only grade A actors were considered the most famous, more than the President. I think that you just get an elated feeling from performing. I don't know about things like drugs.
So, I was using Tim Burton to help me feel because I think he really wants you to. I can't seem to focus and have to use what I got from him. It's the same processing through what you frrom feel Ellen DeGeneres.
I guess I was upset I thought some people were in pain, but then I left. I am concerned about lesser people in pain.
Also, blondes are better. Brunettes are nice, but they're usually too brunette.
Lots of people could become special actors. I'm having problems with like eating enough. Also, before, I wasn't feeling well, often. I was thinking of going to college and doing ballet + singing. It would be nice to fit in somewhere. Maybe, I should wait until more people come out. I'm 26, so we'll see what happens. Ugh, I'm going back to bed! I want to eat sometime, too. Now, I'm worried about how my parents will react to me. :( I don't think my dad wanted me to answer him. That was so cute, I think, him passing me in the hallway. My mom was coming, too. I was thinking of how they weren't really that good. I mean, like they thought I just wasn't cool and they were like more supple and stuff. Maybe, they're used to showing off around me. Oh, and if you're wondering about how I feel, too, I do like to feel stimulation from my blankets but found that when I lay on the couch I felt it, too, sometimes trying to escape it, there. I see my mom is doing the laundry and now I don't listen to music but have a noisemaker. It doesn't really bother me. Now, what are my parents gonna do? In the background, be fascinated with me throwing the ball against the wall? I saw Ellen throwing stuff on her show, and I tried to do it and posted it on YouTube. Well, she was knocking some men into water. I don't know why she's so weird. I mean, Tim Burton is from L.A. I see people from L.A. I thought in her audience. They're not weird. I guess if you move away from L.A. to direct or move there to host a show, you become mean.
WHY THE HELL DO YOU PEOPLE KEEP POSING PERVERTED IDEAS ON ME? I can take the general public, but why does it seep into my personal relationships? If you want to know me, you will have to respect me. People think I brought them into my life, but people have brought themselves into mine. They want to tear up my life.
Also, no, I didn't take a shower last night. That shouldn't get people riled up and want to make fun of me for it.
Also, I'm not impressed with your impositions and how you get away with everything. I guess my life wasn't good enough.
More Info.
So, when I came out of the movie, my stomach and arms were orange. I guess my family is peering into my blog. Why don't you just knock yourself out?
My Nigger Family
I was trying to feel good, as usual, and was interrupted.
Anyway, I've been sensing a lot of commotion. It definitely means something. I don't want to sense it. I know there's a reason and it's not me.
So, my mom came in and did the laundry. It was at a funny time. I guess she was feeling antsy and wanted to please some niggers or something. I don't know who the niggers are. Anyway, they're racist.
So, then, I went out to go to the bathroom. My dad passed by carrying some things and he like did something stupid and tacky and rubbed up a feeling somehow, what a perverted loser, up my right egg sack, which I've been thinking is a girl, and thought it felt good, kinda like a disconnected feeling of balls, and thought of the word nigger after a snap. He said hello, but I just went into my bathroom and ignored him like my grandma does. I saw my cupboard doors '}:0 were opened. Just *beep* that stupid *beep* Throw her in as a patient in a mental hospital, a real one with beds.
So, I got so mad I looked for my yoga block but instead found a little rubber ball in a basket from my brother and threw it against the wall!!!! Just *beep* the lot of those creeps for propping into my life like worthless retards because it's in a mean way, of course, and if you didn't know that I guess you're not one of many words, yourself. Oh well, too much alcohol? ':0
So, then, I proceeded to hitting my couch.
Now, my parents are worthless *beep* so they'll be focusing on this for their livelihood and stimulation, thinking they deserve to be something.
I WAS TRYING TO SLEEP! ':0
Anyway, I've been sensing a lot of commotion. It definitely means something. I don't want to sense it. I know there's a reason and it's not me.
So, my mom came in and did the laundry. It was at a funny time. I guess she was feeling antsy and wanted to please some niggers or something. I don't know who the niggers are. Anyway, they're racist.
So, then, I went out to go to the bathroom. My dad passed by carrying some things and he like did something stupid and tacky and rubbed up a feeling somehow, what a perverted loser, up my right egg sack, which I've been thinking is a girl, and thought it felt good, kinda like a disconnected feeling of balls, and thought of the word nigger after a snap. He said hello, but I just went into my bathroom and ignored him like my grandma does. I saw my cupboard doors '}:0 were opened. Just *beep* that stupid *beep* Throw her in as a patient in a mental hospital, a real one with beds.
So, I got so mad I looked for my yoga block but instead found a little rubber ball in a basket from my brother and threw it against the wall!!!! Just *beep* the lot of those creeps for propping into my life like worthless retards because it's in a mean way, of course, and if you didn't know that I guess you're not one of many words, yourself. Oh well, too much alcohol? ':0
So, then, I proceeded to hitting my couch.
Now, my parents are worthless *beep* so they'll be focusing on this for their livelihood and stimulation, thinking they deserve to be something.
I WAS TRYING TO SLEEP! ':0
"Paranormal Activity 4"
I just saw "Paranormal Activity 4." When the girl left for the first time, I saw a white sheet, sorta fuzzy coming at me on the left. I really saw white.
Something else scary is I saw a knife jump off a plate on the side of my eye a few months ago. When I was up north in the laundry room, I literally saw a physical machine bug crawl and go into the tile. It was so advanced yet not as advanced as it could be for the world that really existed. Also, I lay on my bed and one arm was glued over my eyes. The other forearm grew a foot and back in a minute. One direction was the most acute pain I've felt. It's not as miserable as most things, though. It felt so alive after for so long! I still feel the effects, of course. There were drops of blood under my armpits, a week on the right one.
Something else scary is I saw a knife jump off a plate on the side of my eye a few months ago. When I was up north in the laundry room, I literally saw a physical machine bug crawl and go into the tile. It was so advanced yet not as advanced as it could be for the world that really existed. Also, I lay on my bed and one arm was glued over my eyes. The other forearm grew a foot and back in a minute. One direction was the most acute pain I've felt. It's not as miserable as most things, though. It felt so alive after for so long! I still feel the effects, of course. There were drops of blood under my armpits, a week on the right one.
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