Dance in College

I guess we have to all hoard to the dance minor and weed out classes in ballet.

For Later

Why should I accept something I shouldn't have to accept and then worry about accepting it later?  That stupid n word thing.  Leave me the Hell alone!  :0

I might have problems in my life and might not be perfect.  F.Y.I., I'm getting around.

*ly ol ly di i slallow that guy*

AW, did I hurt anyone's feelings?  I can't take back some things because they'll come up later and actually come up anyway.

*HA! HA! HA!*

Even in my moments of glory, I will stoop to help you!

Reeses

Advice

"If you want Reeses to taste good, eat them and then take a break."

NOW WHAT?

I can see right through you.  '}8|  My mom left a yellow shirt with a pattern on it on the drying machine ... facing my room.

Stop getting mad at me for going through things that are real issues with you.  What are you?  Some kind of balloon?  I mean, some ting that just floats around and doesn't think?   Some figment of my imagination.  I know that shirt was put there for a G O D D A M N reason.

Go away, you trashy, good-for-nothing mom.  Don't try to stimulate me, you good-for-nothing dad, in that way.  Oh, I don't mean go away for good, but maybe I do.  You can come back, though.

Looking Ahead

Just because of the n word thing, get it straight through your head, hope that wording doesn't bother you for some stupid reason because phrases COME UP!  It hurts people!

You can't just make people turn on me right and left and then find you want to protect other people from it, never make them feel that way.  What, is that for the Spanish brunettes?  Yes, Spanish brunettes, the only people who would be an attractive mold that we know of for people who resist looking that way.

What a weird world.  Why did Johnny Depp change it?

School

The reason I want to do ballet and singing in college maybe is because I don't want to read nor count.

Watching TV

I haven't really been watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" much.  I watched it every day, missed the beginning of season 10, since http://www.imdb.com/user/ur33333333/boards/profile.  I got mad at the grocery store.  I stomped the floor a few times.  I just plainly changed my realization and I guess people left me alone later.  Why wouldn't it happen to you, "instead" of to me?

So, I'm wondering why the people who watch her show aren't online.  I just feel so out.  I mean, I'm enjoying it.  I don't know if it's meant to be watched every day.  Well, I try not to miss other TV shows, but I have't been watching any.  I should probably hack into her Facebook responses and stuff and see what I can find.

Check me out.

I'm not sure how people knew about me.  I mean, I get views on my blog.  Who would check IMDb and not post there?  :|  Anyway, I just get a feeling of power.  I can imagine Johnny Depp and Tim Burton checking because their life is made-  I don't know, I mean other feelings come in and out.  Like, I feel agitated and very hurt.  I stimulate myself over other people acting too stimulated.  I do that, anyway.  It's because I moved.  I didn't do it when I lived in New Orleans.  It happened when I was in college in the city.  I lived in the area all as a teenager.  After the n word thing, people were mean to me all over the world, and it had worried me for years.  I suppose before, I felt bad going out in public.  It wasn't any weird feeling.  It wasn't too like fleshy, like just sorta feeling body parts.  I don't worry too much except about weird things happening.  I mean, already, I know my reputation is not the cause.

On the Internet

On the internet, I was hoping to wave through the crowd and maybe someday meet some actors.  Now, I'm having fun, following Ellen DeGeneres, a sweet girl.  Well, older woman.  I encourage other people to.  I don't know if they really like me following her but act like it.  I know I can still follow her on IMDb.

Fame!

How famous is Ellen DeGeneres?  I know I've heard of Jay Leno and David Letterman and their shows.  Well, isn't she tons more attractive, not that they're not?  Maybe, they tickled her fancy, a bit.

*gossip*

It's funny how ideas get around.

How "retarded!"

I can already see the retard.  Or the retardation, at least.

Ooh, now I see something really stupid...

My Dad

He keeps sending bad messages with good ones.

*BEEP* HIM!  ':0

Stop!

Stop shoving yourself in my life!  See what happens to other people if you treat them the wrong way.

*you goon*

You won't keep coming up for more, you disrespectful goon.

You can be in the shit and suffer.

I'm not gonna submit myself for worthless people.  You can be in the shit and suffer.

What a stupid bunch of retards!

I'm tired of you pervs KNOCKING PEOPLE OUT WITH THEIR IDEAS AND SAYING IT MEANS SOMETHING.  WHY CAN'T WE KNOCK YOU OUT FOR GOOD?

I'M TIRED OF YOUR DISRESPECT AND DISREGARD FOR ME AFTER THE N WORD THING AND FOR JOHNNY DEPP FOR ACTING LIKE I SHOULD CALL HIM STUPID.

I'M NOT FALLING INTO YOUR TRAP OF CLOWNING AROUND WITH KIDS!!!!!  JUST *BEEP* YOURSELF, LOSERS!

I'm not gonna sit here and tickle your fancy as though I'm nothing.  WHAT A STUPID BUNCH OF RETARDS!

WHAT AM I GONNA DO FOR MY WEEKEND, NOW?  ARE YOU A RETARD?  I DESERVE TO GO OUT, TOO!

Pre-Conceived Dispostions

I HATE YOU PEOPLE WHO THINK THAT YOU HAVE TO DO CERTAIN THINGS AND THAT CERTAIN THINGS MEAN THINGS BECAUSE YOU ARE STUPID AND WORTHLESS AND DON'T BARK ON ME FOR THAT.  PROVES YOU AREN'T NICE TO ME AND NEVER WANTED TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH ME.  MAYBE, YOUR LIFE IS GUIDED BY FATE AND YOU SHOULD SHUT UP.