Christina Barrett

* I was looking into some college programs... *

And I realized Ellen DeGeneres wanted to be a veterinarian. She feels good about herself, a phrase which denotes sly sarcasm and stimulation, and sits there and basks in the glory of soaking in the animalistic tendencies of others. I might have just picked up that trait of hers, must be some kind of fetish.

I sorta wanted to be an artist. It would stimulate me a lot and still does in good ways. I've sorta grown with it, like fashion and stuff and seeing backgrounds and things like that.

Oh, well, I think we all enjoy the way people interact with how they feel on like how much attention they get.

After wanting to be an artist, I wanted to be a singer. Soon after, I wanted to be a teacher. I wanted to be a teacher most of the time.

Then, when we moved to New Orleans, I wanted to be in musical theater the whole time.

See the funny funny clown

Ever wonder about the implications behind the humor of Ellen DeGeneres? Maybe, she's just trying to impress men between her age and my dad's age.

Under Pressure

When I get stressed from too much attention, sometimes I feel like I'm gonna explode in different ways. I have to work a lot often to control what my body does, like the bubbles of energy moving around in it. I feel bubbles of feeling move around in my body. It's not a tingly feeling, just a plain, plastic feeling. It's a feeling I know will go away.

Doi

I feel like I just stimulated myself.

The Best

Have you ever heard of not doing your best because you're not in the best program?

What?

I'm almost out of my new desserts!

Dance in College

I guess we have to all hoard to the dance minor and weed out classes in ballet.

For Later

Why should I accept something I shouldn't have to accept and then worry about accepting it later? That stupid n word thing. Leave me the Hell alone! :0

I might have problems in my life and might not be perfect. F.Y.I., I'm getting around.

ly ol ly di i slallow that guy

AW, did I hurt anyone's feelings? I can't take back some things because they'll come up later and actually come up anyway.

HA! HA! HA!

Even in my moments of glory, I will stoop to help you!

Reeses

Advice

"If you want Reeses to taste good, eat them and then take a break."

NOW WHAT?

I can see right through you. '}8| My mom left a yellow shirt with a pattern on it on the drying machine ... facing my room.

Stop getting mad at me for going through things that are real issues with you. What are you? Some kind of balloon? I mean, some ting that just floats around and doesn't think? Some figment of my imagination. I know that shirt was put there for a G O D D A M N reason.

Go away, you trashy, good-for-nothing mom. Don't try to stimulate me, you good-for-nothing dad, in that way. Oh, I don't mean go away for good, but maybe I do. You can come back, though.

Looking Ahead

Just because of the n word thing, get it straight through your head, hope that wording doesn't bother you for some stupid reason because phrases COME UP! It hurts people!

You can't just make people turn on me right and left and then find you want to protect other people from it, never make them feel that way. What, is that for the Spanish brunettes? Yes, Spanish brunettes, the only people who would be an attractive mold that we know of for people who resist looking that way.

What a weird world. Why did Johnny Depp change it?

School

The reason I want to do ballet and singing in college maybe is because I don't want to read nor count.

Watching TV

I haven't really been watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" much. I watched it every day, missed the beginning of season 10, since http://www.imdb.com/user/ur33333333/boards/profile. I got mad at the grocery store. I stomped the floor a few times. I just plainly changed my realization and I guess people left me alone later. Why wouldn't it happen to you, "instead" of to me?

So, I'm wondering why the people who watch her show aren't online. I just feel so out. I mean, I'm enjoying it. I don't know if it's meant to be watched every day. Well, I try not to miss other TV shows, but I have't been watching any. I should probably hack into her Facebook responses and stuff and see what I can find.

Check me out.

I'm not sure how people knew about me. I mean, I get views on my blog. Who would check IMDb and not post there? :| Anyway, I just get a feeling of power. I can imagine Johnny Depp and Tim Burton checking because their life is made- I don't know, I mean other feelings come in and out. Like, I feel agitated and very hurt. I stimulate myself over other people acting too stimulated. I do that, anyway. It's because I moved. I didn't do it when I lived in New Orleans. It happened when I was in college in the city. I lived in the area all as a teenager. After the n word thing, people were mean to me all over the world, and it had worried me for years. I suppose before, I felt bad going out in public. It wasn't any weird feeling. It wasn't too like fleshy, like just sorta feeling body parts. I don't worry too much except about weird things happening. I mean, already, I know my reputation is not the cause.

On the Internet

On the internet, I was hoping to wave through the crowd and maybe someday meet some actors. Now, I'm having fun, following Ellen DeGeneres, a sweet girl. Well, older woman. I encourage other people to. I don't know if they really like me following her but act like it. I know I can still follow her on IMDb.