Sunday, October 28, 2012

Deal

What do you think of people who don't know how to deal with things?

How Gay?

Someone really can't get a grip.  I've totally like lost my connection with my thoughts.  No use getting on my case like some gay phony.

Disgusting :p

It looks like you've arranged yourself unfairly around me to make me attest to certain things that shouldn't be.

One Direction

What do you think of noticing certain extremities of generations that don't really match specifically and saying it doesn't apply to another?

Tim Burton!

Ever since Tim Burton was popular, people expected like everything to be perfect for them, no matter what they were and that everything didn't matter and now it does.  =0

Undercover

Do you know people who go undercover and pop up later?

Dream

I remember now in the one earlier today, the frog|cat was saying think I can't pick you up by your feet a few times and stimulated me a few times there and then I felt like a baton.

Who do you think you are?

Who goes by and pieces together the feeling of some sensation that shouldn't be?  And then uses it to govern the mood and doings?  Just to abuse one person, clearly, over others.  We all make mistakes.  Who do you think you are?

Website

I added back the pages on Highlights and Updates

Website

So, I'm kinda tired.. :/

I just had some sweets, too.  I need to eat a better variety of food.  Pizza?

Hey!

I'm having problems thinking of something special to me!  What uptight-

So, are you okay?

I just was upset.  I don't think I meant to curse certain people out, but I guess something happened.  Wait, maybe, it did really happen.  It might not have been on purpose  :|

...

I try not to curse at you again but probably will in some way.  I just hope nothing happens to make me want to.  It's my blog.  It's my privacy.

Cursing is not the center of attention.  It's something people do to be funny and when they don't know what to say and when they're used to it.  I know I didn't go to the grocery store one week and was eating a lot of hamburgers and then got mad on my blog.  :(  I think I had cursed before, in general.

I see now I didn't do anything nasty like call anyone shit outright, recently.  I said I was being treated like shit.  :|

Well, the proof is in the pudding, try to erase the memory.  :|

Dream

I don't remember it all at the moment, but Celine Dion was in it.  Ah yes.  I was wrapping Christmas presents.  So far, I just had thin slices of chocolate.  I went off to some place to look at like a stand that you rotate of goods.  My mom advised me and someone like my grandma was there to help me.  Ah yes, I was in like a church and someone was singing like Celine Dion, and sometimes I sang along.  Celine Dion was watching.  I think it was "Call the Man."  I got attention, and she handed something to me, like in a chapel on the side, to let me in on like a joke of what I really wanted to do.  That and the singing were the peak.  Supposedly, I was a really good singer.  The rotating thing was outside.  It had something to do with putting things in cards, too, red ones with like red and green and white cards.

A snack and back to bed maybe.

}:0 What's your problem?

Yes, I got up!  I got up to say I don't want to feel my father nor disgusting people when I'm trying to feel in bed!  What's your problem?

Proven Stupid

I got the idea that, blatantly, my dad thought he was like right and better than everyone else or something I forget oh yea and he doesn't care how he treats other people, like pointing out nice ones, thinking he's smart and moving things along.  I'm so sick of this.  I wanted to grow up in the west, in Hollywood.  I don't throw away my experiences.  }:)  Like, he thinks that like I'm worse than shit and it seems others think I'm not even a nigger, but that's not true and that didn't have to happen.  Like, I get the feeling he's staring others down, and he doesn't know it.  We shouldn't give in to shit like that.  I hate you all!  I'm just gonna *beep* you!

I need to fix my site.

Halp!

I'm going through the thought of broken up from what I imagined like a concentration on the eyes, in relation to a picture of a girl with white hair with seedy, lazy eyes I put on on my Twitter.  }80

Back to Bed 8)

The Good Feeling in My Arm

I know I think I could feel it, but I guess watching a girl after talking about Tim Burton helped.  The influence of a girl who wants to touch me more personally always helps.  :|

Yea, the feeling was so strong.  I felt it so long but sorta broken up.

What?

Why do I keep getting these sassy messages?  I'm being treated like shit, like holding out, with no respect.  You think I have no discipline, but I've tried to be disciplined since I can remember.  Well, maybe since my mom disciplined me, too.  I think I was before, though.  Peopel always said I was outta this world like too shy and good.  How dare you make such racist suggestions!  If something happens and there's a reason, by other people that means I'm right.  You'll find there are more than one reason.  It does make me uncomfortable.  :|