Sunday, October 14, 2012

Sushi! :6

My mom got me some.

I told my mom I was getting a lot more, but she said you can't preserve it long.

I still get mad.

When people outside say "it's not it" it seems to me all the time.  That gets me pretty mad.  It's just because I'm mixed race and pretty.

MY DAD

Just because there was a button to press and I was feeling clumsy from being tortured doesn't mean my dad can get me to tell Ellen DeGeneres to leave me alone and hypnotize my mom to make me not be able to feel well alone.  She really seemed to bring something up that wasn't something.  :6

I know with Tim Burton I used to think of him a lot, but I don't remember what I was doing, at that time.  :^.  I used to think I think pretty directly about Johnny Depp because I mean you're supposed to!  I wasn't masturbating or anything...  I don't really masturbate for pleasure.

My Dad

I think he's trying to make me fat and stuff because of that thing I posted on my website.  I feel miserable all the time and my whole life and didn't have any close relationships.  Why do you think I can't do anything anymore?  Isn't that sick and perverted?  I just try to play around and have a little fun but without being able to think?  And people are like edging me on, in a way.  It shouldn't matter what he feels.

LEAVE ME ALONE ABOUT THE STUPID N WORD THING

NO ONE CARES WHAT YOU SAY

WAH

My mom came back in and suggested something else.  She suggested my daughter wouldn't do ballet.  Then, she suggested she wouldn't get in Hollywood.  She's suggesting I can't be like everyone else and get mad because I'm suggestively good at it, neat at it.  What do you think just happened?  Ow, my eyes!  This happens all the time in movies.

Let me get you back on focus.

I just made a breakthrough in my strength, and you cannot stop me.  Instead, my mom is capable of sexually arousing me all of a sudden like that, like I'm my brother.  LEAVE ME ALONE FOR GOOD!

Help!

My parents are sexually abusing me.  They made me go into sexual anti-convulsiosn.

I was just taking a break from feeling things, content at my day's work, looking forward to the next day.  Explained my present situation.  My dad seemed to be accepting of it.  I have a noisemaker that doesn't cover like music, though.  So, anyway, my mom cmoes into the laundry room.  She makes my right egg sack feel the reaction after the word "fart..."

My vagina feels like it's being masturbated, like turned inside out.  I think it's pulsing.

What sick parents.  Once I have fun, they turn my world inside out and upside down and don't let me feel my own due pleasure or independence in life.

So, they make me feel uncomfortable, and the medicine does not help.  I'd rather report my parents to authority, but I am too sick to work.  I don't want to live with my aunt.  The medicine made me lose my period for over a year, and now it's not as heavy.  I am very mad.  I got a very heavy period when I finally came home from college.  I almost didn't go to college.

I was feeling so good before, and I am so upset I was interrupted.  I think my dad is gay about me making any adverse noise when I feel inwardly agitated for no good reason and am treated like I'm crap, which I am in a way thanks to them.

No, I will not sit here and meditate on their mistakes in preparing food.  I don't like their ways.  Not in the way I like other people because they are who they are.

I feel sorta stimulated in my vagina to not feel pleasure but to feel stupid.

I was talking about fun things online and feel made fun of for no good reason, for the stupid n word thing.  I can't post about new kinds of things and cannot live my true dream because of it.  This makes no sense.  Leave me alone.  I will get you and authority.

Please stop skirting around me that maybe I have to experience good things but only once.  I can control myself pretty well.  What happened?  Why can't I h*rt you?  Then, you wouldn't be able to hurt me.

I feel so disettled.  I was asleep and reacted to when the light was turned on by my mom.

I'm already having problems because of girls with older moms!  And because I have an older dad!  I am being made fun of for liking younger people but not like the women born around 1960 are getting in trouble for it!

I felt my face change, and I think it's because of Tim Burton's son.

Oh, and I feel so bad, kinda dirty though I took a shower, a bit fat, too, from resting and not working out.

So, anyway, what was there was a trap for his son's face to be molested and go in convulsions, so I just sorta didn't react sexually but "pressed 'the button.'"  That was so insulting about my face.  I was thinking Ellen DeGeneres caused it, but who wants to think that about her?  Well, they've thought it others.

I feel irritated how my mom just got close to me.  She's like another race to me.

So, no, I didn't literally want to hurt him but feel clumsy and very mistreated and even said don't come near me.  I'm having trouble typing, for God's sake!

Wanna know a little secret?

Ellen DeGeneres is hard to put up with.  She gets more vibrant with sin!

Well, I probably watch her show for the same reason but may have seen it sooner, otherwise.  9=

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Bound to Occur?

Um, I don't think we were born to die.

My Eggs

What if they're really ruined?  ':o  Doesn't that mean we should *beep* him?

Good Night

I'm going to bed, now.  I'm worried about what I will think.  Maybe, the time has come.  I'm just too invaded, for no good reason.

Ellen DeGeneres..

I hope she is magic.  Not everyone wants to be.

I came back to set things right.  I think I had to come back, though.

Ellen DeGeneres

Ellen DeGeneres is scary?  Why does she waste her time?  Oh, that's right, is she a magician?
Facebook

I was thinking of deleting my posts.

However, I think my dad likes them there.  I'm not sure what's going to happen to Ellen DeGeneres, anyway.  She doesn't want to accept the n word conspiracy.  She does enjoy hurting me, for some reason.  }:D

I think she is sensitive to both sides of the issue.

Wasn't this funny, though?  I don't know why I got so mad - oh, I just felt my eggs go crap from him.  And Ellen DeGeneres.  Please, don't hurt me.  Why does everyone I meet hurt me?  I'm out to get you.

Tweet @TheEllenShow

Funny how our beginnings are very different.  You started out a gay entertainer, and I started out a classical musician and singer starting out to become a music teacher.  I flunked out, and here you are still the same as ever!  8D

Tweet @TheEllenShow

I had a dream where there were a few beer machines with logos, apparently in Florida where I'm from.  I don't drink, but I like food with wine.  I guess I don't drink because I don't feel well.  I do believe in not drinking, at all, anyway.

Tweet @TheEllenShow

Oh, really...  I just figured out something today.  I remember well, that people want you to be famous only so they can be more famous later.  To perform!

Tweet @TheEllenShow

Well, you have some nice cats.  >^,,^<  I guess they don't want you to leave.  I wonder why...  Wait, no, I don't.  You have more than one cat, I see.  I had a friend who had lots of pets.

Not Too Mad

Just worried.  As usual.  :|

What the Hell?

What's going on in my NEW BLOG?  D:'

My Dad

We already know my dad isn't really always right over me and my mom.

Mrs. Ellen DeGeneres

Okay, I will keep talking to you.  I like watching your show.  I don't know why my family is being mean to me because of you because you didn't do anything wrong.

I think my parents are animals and wondering why I didn't eat supper today, but I haven't been for awhile.

If my dad wants to see me, he needs to be more open.

What a nigger. What a machine.

I don't want him to have any affect on my life, at all, see what comes.

SOMEONE GET MY DAD OUTTA HERE

SOMEONE LIKE *BEEP* HIM

I'LL WALLOP YOU TO THE *BEEP*

This is to my dad.  If you don't cut the crap about the n word thing and all the times bad thoughts bubbled in my head.

ELLEN DEGENERES

LEAVE ME ALONE.  I like talking to you, but my dad just came in here and I felt the effects of Kate Bush on my future possible son!  ':{  I don't want a future possible tortured child.  I felt his crap bubble up my left egg sack.  He's just a mimicky, worthless idiot like he makes his sister out to be.
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Decisions, Decisions

Why do people think that some things offend them and other people really get offended and they can't control themselves or chose not to?

Topics While I Was Riled Up

My Dad and Mom

If my dad cares about her so much, why does he lose his temper with her?  He used to do it outwardly but "not yell."  He is very racist, yet open to other races|cultures.

You know, quite frankly, I don't care about your stupid thoughts about your mother, like maybe she disapproves of the food my mom cooks yet you're too stubborn to control what she decides to feed you.


Surprises

Most people have fatal surprises and should let people like me control my own life.  They should listen to me and give me what they owe me, like food and shelter and the like...


Back Off!

I guess some people need to learn to back off.


Getting Mad

Why not just change your life yourself?  If you want something, like me to have a good eating experience and I don't have it, that isn't my fault!  You can certainly work your way around this and even forget about it, somehow...


The Stupid N Word Thing

This is all because of the stupid n word thing.  Why don't you realize that lots of people use that word?


Age and Parents

I guess that we lived our life already and are onto greater things.  I still am growing up.


Racist!

My dad is weird.  He overreacts to how my mom behaves, like her nuances, though she is very nice.  He doesn't want her to do things other people do!  D:{  ...


Ellen DeGeneres

Quit interfering my life because of the stupid n word thing.  My mom keeps threatening me.  Tell her to stop!  Just because you don't have kids does not mean that if I do that they will have to suffer.  You'll all be long gone before that ever happens!  }:D


Quit picking on me.

No one cares about my little brother.  Don't think it couldn't happen to you.  I don't know if it could happen to me.

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