Sunday, October 21, 2012
Edit on My 1st YouTube Video! 8|
Oh, sorry, I think I said something kinda bad here. Something upset me, that my dad might die... It came to me. That was bad it was so physical. It shouldn't have come to me. Why? When I feel better, it might go away, but I just saw a shadow of a person, not sure, but pretty clearly, and then the feet of a dog elsewhere, by our house. 8| I took pictures and showed my mom.
How could you?
How can you get mad at me for being in a risk for being so good but think other people like in Europe don't have to go through it, specifically?
New Videos of Me
YouTube
I'm loading 10 of me speaking, about 10 minutes each. I was trying to recap the day's events, didn't get to everything. I got really, really mad but withheld.
Oh, yes, at the grocery store, a boy, who was like 1 and not much older, toddling along, and he just reflected the spirit of Christmas! I got candy corns. :I It was because of me! 8D
I'm loading 10 of me speaking, about 10 minutes each. I was trying to recap the day's events, didn't get to everything. I got really, really mad but withheld.
Oh, yes, at the grocery store, a boy, who was like 1 and not much older, toddling along, and he just reflected the spirit of Christmas! I got candy corns. :I It was because of me! 8D
Something else bothered me.
Something else bothered me. D8' So, Ellen DeGeneres copies other people but herself isn't much like that in substance?
Then, something else bothered me.
Then, something else bothered me.
D8' Hey!
I just went in and talked to my dad and I felt a disgusting chord on the front of my stomach! It's irritating me now, making me mad! When I think about it, when it comes to me. This is so ridiculous. I don't want to waste my time with this. I wonder what that suggests. Don't get mad at me or whatever just because I made a point. And I didn't do it in English.
More Useless Messages?
Just so you know, the n word thing happened on The Princess and the Frog board, where I am lucky to still have my BabyFrog account.
I sense some gay, stupid things in the air, so shut up before I *beep* you.
I sense that someone like posing as Tim Burton, like someone who did maybe, should be eradicated for talking to me on my Monster-Baby account. My other one I lost. The producer of the movie I made it for died. He also did The Sound of Music...
Then, I sensed myself being like slammed for doing an Anne Frank monologue I couldn't finish. I did a short one they gave me and didn't make it. Now, I'm waiting and filling up before I set out again, waiting until I'm really comfortable. 8I
Oh, and you shouldn't feel offended, so don't. Wait, why do I get the sense I have darker hair, all of a sudden, in a weird way?
I sense some gay, stupid things in the air, so shut up before I *beep* you.
I sense that someone like posing as Tim Burton, like someone who did maybe, should be eradicated for talking to me on my Monster-Baby account. My other one I lost. The producer of the movie I made it for died. He also did The Sound of Music...
Then, I sensed myself being like slammed for doing an Anne Frank monologue I couldn't finish. I did a short one they gave me and didn't make it. Now, I'm waiting and filling up before I set out again, waiting until I'm really comfortable. 8I
Oh, and you shouldn't feel offended, so don't. Wait, why do I get the sense I have darker hair, all of a sudden, in a weird way?
Trying to Set Things Right 8|
So, I guess some things make me feel at ease and some things don't.
I don't really want to get mad and call people niggers.
I don't want to post useless messages to star crossed lovers.
I don't really want to get mad and call people niggers.
I don't want to post useless messages to star crossed lovers.
Don't make me lose my cool!
It seems like when something good happens that doesn't have anything to do with someone, someone will act up.
Since the n word thing, people I know've lost respect for me.
People are just getting antsy hoping something bad would happen to me if they weren't bad to me first and made me lose my cool.
Since the n word thing, people I know've lost respect for me.
People are just getting antsy hoping something bad would happen to me if they weren't bad to me first and made me lose my cool.
Go wallow with the other pigs in the mud! =8e
Oh, so, my dad thinks of something renders a pleasant idea later, it's okay.
CAN YOU PEOPLE STOP LISTENING TO HIM AND SUCKING UP TO HIM AGAINST ME? Why didn't you do it to anyone else? I don't want you to, dummy, but it seemt to fit the bill. Bill?! 80 You made me say that! You don't even know what I'm talking about.
I feel picked on for feeling, and I'm trying to set my life in order at 26. I feel so much pressure and ripping apart. How niggerish.
If you're so fascinated with nigger details, why don't you go wallow in the mud with other pigs like yourself! =8e
CAN YOU PEOPLE STOP LISTENING TO HIM AND SUCKING UP TO HIM AGAINST ME? Why didn't you do it to anyone else? I don't want you to, dummy, but it seemt to fit the bill. Bill?! 80 You made me say that! You don't even know what I'm talking about.
I feel picked on for feeling, and I'm trying to set my life in order at 26. I feel so much pressure and ripping apart. How niggerish.
If you're so fascinated with nigger details, why don't you go wallow in the mud with other pigs like yourself! =8e
Leave my friends alone! 80
Stop suggesting things to people just because they annoy me, you racist nigger!
Quit Tailing Me
I keep getting vibes from my dad's nigger orders! I use the word nigger, and he crafts some grand interaction with me through others behind my back. Is that even legal? To bother me? I don't want to arrest you because then it will affect my life. 8|
You don't have to cut off your whole relationship. I don't know why I keep hearing reverberations of annoying interactions. I like being alone. My life is plastered online, and I post videos on YouTube. I'm not sure what we're focusing on, here. 8I
You don't have to cut off your whole relationship. I don't know why I keep hearing reverberations of annoying interactions. I like being alone. My life is plastered online, and I post videos on YouTube. I'm not sure what we're focusing on, here. 8I
What the Hell?
What are you disgusting figment of my imagination doing to my blog? Are you stupid? 80
Get Down, Slave!
Oh, so, you want me to put you down just so I can't look up to you? Maybe, you shouldn't look up to who you chose to.
Also, it's people who aren't white who won't keep a good idea going.
Also, it's people who aren't white who won't keep a good idea going.
Why do you keep popping up?
So, why do you keep popping up like a perv? Why is that gonna happen? YOU KNOW, MOST PEOPLE DON'T WANT IT TO.
A Spoiled Brat
Now, my arm feels stimulated after seeing that disgusting rendering of a black woman. QUIT IT! WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM? SHOULD WE SOMEHOW SHAKE YOU AND NOT HARM YOU, or is that impossible ... to take out our anger or something? Oh, you wanna suggest I'd do that to people. You're way out of your league. You think you're so cute and sexy in that way, like Johnny Depp or my dad, but you're just a spoiled brat.
The Chinese
Hey, why did you send me a perverted message? Are you jealous of my relationship?
I just got the message that this person thinks I will always be "a nigger" to someone. Don't call me that, you nigger, just because you are one. You just did it to be stupid and worthless beyond reason. What's your problem? Are you just some mental nut online or in your head or whatever? Oh, and then you associated it with ... well, I saw an ad on my computer and it bothered me. It was a thin black woman with short hair with a laptop who looked kinda stupid ... hey, Ellen posted pictures of stupid babies. Hey, I can say whatever I want about you and am pretty nice. You quit your stupid attitude about the n word thing. I could just *beep* you for being stupid for pretend and sucking up to my dad. All these messages came from you. You think I'm insane, but you want the world to "know" things, things that aren't real. You're just showing off reveling in Helena Bonham Carter and her daughter. You keep avoiding the facts and do nothing because you're scared of my stupid father who just gripes about the n word thing, which is his fault. You think you're so powerful, but you're not. You never were. You're just a toy. Why don't you QUIT! You're probably dreaming of torturing my future daughter. You don't even know what you're doing. You think you do. I read your father wasn't from America and that your mom was from New Orleans and so is your brother. Why don't you get in with the crap and shut up? You don't like good people. I tried to get you to. How do I know, knowing my life is an experiment, that you didn't get that hacked on my computer. I don't know "who did it." I just know that it's your fault. Now, my dad will gayly joke about that. He's sleeping now. What's your problem? You're mean. I don't care if you're famous. You can be messed up. Maybe, you're on target, but you're spoiled. I didn't mean necessarily by your parents. I don't know "what" you think of me, but I find other people disgusting! ';6 And I don't mean to offend anyone nor the reader|you.
You must be Jewish. ':( What the fuck do you think I am? My ancestors? You shouldn't even know who they are, eh, because I don't? I mean, it would be nice if you did or anyone, in reality, but it doesn't mean I'm stupid. Why are you Jewish people so stupid and kill us Europeans for feeling things? People deny the Jewish were really bad in the Holocaust. I guess the Jewish like stupid people. I don't know why you and Helena Bonham Carter think you're over and above everyone. Because you're not. You're weak sissies who cower in relationships, and I don't mean that in a stupid way. I'm not pointing fingers at her in particular.
I'm tired of you gay Jews thinking you can look Chinese but are disgusting. Don't blame me! I don't make anyone like the Chinese in weird ways. There are very attractive, likeable Chinese out there.
Anyway, just checking in to whatever I thought online for no good reason.
Why do you people think you have a race with such big noses and are dominant over me? Make you "feel good?" Well, I don't think that's how things have to be.
Also, I'm my own person.
I don't know why you blame your problems on the Chinese.
OH, QUIT DOING THINGS LIKE CENTERED IN THIS WAY ... however it is to be described ... BECAUSE OF WHAT'S UP ON MY WEBSITE AND THE N WORD THING.
All my dad does is sit there and get back at me. Something good happens or someone makes a point that makes me feel good but not them.
I just got the message that this person thinks I will always be "a nigger" to someone. Don't call me that, you nigger, just because you are one. You just did it to be stupid and worthless beyond reason. What's your problem? Are you just some mental nut online or in your head or whatever? Oh, and then you associated it with ... well, I saw an ad on my computer and it bothered me. It was a thin black woman with short hair with a laptop who looked kinda stupid ... hey, Ellen posted pictures of stupid babies. Hey, I can say whatever I want about you and am pretty nice. You quit your stupid attitude about the n word thing. I could just *beep* you for being stupid for pretend and sucking up to my dad. All these messages came from you. You think I'm insane, but you want the world to "know" things, things that aren't real. You're just showing off reveling in Helena Bonham Carter and her daughter. You keep avoiding the facts and do nothing because you're scared of my stupid father who just gripes about the n word thing, which is his fault. You think you're so powerful, but you're not. You never were. You're just a toy. Why don't you QUIT! You're probably dreaming of torturing my future daughter. You don't even know what you're doing. You think you do. I read your father wasn't from America and that your mom was from New Orleans and so is your brother. Why don't you get in with the crap and shut up? You don't like good people. I tried to get you to. How do I know, knowing my life is an experiment, that you didn't get that hacked on my computer. I don't know "who did it." I just know that it's your fault. Now, my dad will gayly joke about that. He's sleeping now. What's your problem? You're mean. I don't care if you're famous. You can be messed up. Maybe, you're on target, but you're spoiled. I didn't mean necessarily by your parents. I don't know "what" you think of me, but I find other people disgusting! ';6 And I don't mean to offend anyone nor the reader|you.
You must be Jewish. ':( What the fuck do you think I am? My ancestors? You shouldn't even know who they are, eh, because I don't? I mean, it would be nice if you did or anyone, in reality, but it doesn't mean I'm stupid. Why are you Jewish people so stupid and kill us Europeans for feeling things? People deny the Jewish were really bad in the Holocaust. I guess the Jewish like stupid people. I don't know why you and Helena Bonham Carter think you're over and above everyone. Because you're not. You're weak sissies who cower in relationships, and I don't mean that in a stupid way. I'm not pointing fingers at her in particular.
I'm tired of you gay Jews thinking you can look Chinese but are disgusting. Don't blame me! I don't make anyone like the Chinese in weird ways. There are very attractive, likeable Chinese out there.
Anyway, just checking in to whatever I thought online for no good reason.
Why do you people think you have a race with such big noses and are dominant over me? Make you "feel good?" Well, I don't think that's how things have to be.
Also, I'm my own person.
I don't know why you blame your problems on the Chinese.
OH, QUIT DOING THINGS LIKE CENTERED IN THIS WAY ... however it is to be described ... BECAUSE OF WHAT'S UP ON MY WEBSITE AND THE N WORD THING.
All my dad does is sit there and get back at me. Something good happens or someone makes a point that makes me feel good but not them.
Getting Attention ;|
I, in some way, realized Ellen DeGeneres is just there attacking people for not being smart blonde public speakers. She finds every little thing about you, mainly, that is wrong, and she doesn't really fix it but does something to compensate for it. She finds reasons for them later, I know, but I don't. It seems she really enjoys small things in life. I don't understand why people relish in my submission. I just know that I don't feel like everyone else just because she's different from most people. She's nice, but she's very weird if you think about her implications, which I believe are obvious, for some reason. I'm not even sure if she's really fully aware of this fact, just yet, in how she will, whereas lots of people are aware only of this. It just tells me she not only has nothing original to say (ah hard to get into, I don't feel well! ah!) and that she's going off what she looked like before and "doesn't really do it" anymore though is encouraged to. It doesn't make me like someone else more. I'm not in a way as fixated as reveling in I think one particular picture of when she was little I may post later when I feel okay. I'm not as bemused and bewildered as most. In a way. Whatever it is I'm thinking of doesn't affect me in a physical way to like think of pondering on because not much does. I guess we should let her be and help people. It's nice I guess when she meets someone who meshes, but I think it's about giving people opportunities. I guess that makes her feel good. She meets lots of neat people, and they're getting younger. I'm used to meeting neat people and feel better when I do. I've gotten over some of them for some reason. Some no. I guess people want to put her in line and not give her too much attention. Maybe, they think she's sorta lose and laid back. A lot of people are interested in living in certain ways more. She's a nice healthy person. I just worry about her, what she deserves and needs. I know she sees her mom and is with a younger, Italian-Australian girl. Maybe, she wants to know more adults. I know I do. I guess there's just not enough. I have her, Tim Burton ... Johnny Depp, Orla Fallon, some people I used to know. Who does she have? No one. I can't force anything on her, but it is a vial topic. After she reaches a certain age, it could be too late because people get older. She seems to always be catering to younger people now. I admit she is older. Maybe, her life wasn't exactly how she wanted and people weren't just right for her. I don't quite understand her fascination with young people so much if we're always worrying about her relationship with older people. Maybe, I'll get back to this, later.
Also, I'm looking up more people online, decided it was safe. :) People of different ages. '}8) Maybe, I can get them into Ellen DeGeneres? Couldn't get them into Johnny Depp.
Also, I'm looking up more people online, decided it was safe. :) People of different ages. '}8) Maybe, I can get them into Ellen DeGeneres? Couldn't get them into Johnny Depp.
Why don't you get to the point?
Ellen DeGeneres does not get to the point! Ellen DeGeneres does not have a point! What does that mean? The same thing? Maybe, I know everything about her. '}:)
I need to talk to more people and get them to watch her show. I'm creating a forum for her, as we speak. :| I just got interrupted by some niggerin'.
I need to talk to more people and get them to watch her show. I'm creating a forum for her, as we speak. :| I just got interrupted by some niggerin'.
GO TO HELL!
Quit being a stupid retard because I'm Chinese. Wait, why do we have the word "retard" in our vocabulary, so I don't say stupid?
You can't use me. You think you're so cool and sexy, but you're just a Jewish nigger, and I'm Jewish and I'm not a Jewish nigger.
You can't use me. You think you're so cool and sexy, but you're just a Jewish nigger, and I'm Jewish and I'm not a Jewish nigger.
What the Hell?
I DON'T WANT HELENA BONHAM CARTER'S DAUGHTER AND ELLEN DEGENERES PAIRING UP LIKE THIS, LIKE NIGGERS, ABSOLUTE NIGGERS, which is the good way of using the word, just to teach you that lesson! They planned this out on my blog! 80 If my dad had anything to do with it, I'll *beep* him. Wait, how should I have said that??
ELLEN, YOU *BEEP* - Fine, see if she likes that. See if she "likes" that. '}:| Why don't you just leave me alone? I like talking to you, but you're so mean. I SAID QUIT LISTENING TO MY FATHER. I SAID I DIDN'T CARE IF JOHNNY DEPP *BEEP*ED BECAUSE HE LISTENS TO THE LIKES OF HIM. I'LL SAY THE SAME FOR YOU SINCE YOU PROBABLY WILL ANYWAY. AND THAT'S WHY! Oh, but he probably knew everything. How disgusting! Why don't you just talk to him, pancake! If you agreed to agree to something, you can't get back at me, you GODDAMN NIGGER!
ELLEN, YOU *BEEP* - Fine, see if she likes that. See if she "likes" that. '}:| Why don't you just leave me alone? I like talking to you, but you're so mean. I SAID QUIT LISTENING TO MY FATHER. I SAID I DIDN'T CARE IF JOHNNY DEPP *BEEP*ED BECAUSE HE LISTENS TO THE LIKES OF HIM. I'LL SAY THE SAME FOR YOU SINCE YOU PROBABLY WILL ANYWAY. AND THAT'S WHY! Oh, but he probably knew everything. How disgusting! Why don't you just talk to him, pancake! If you agreed to agree to something, you can't get back at me, you GODDAMN NIGGER!
NEWS FLASH!
Ellen DeGeneres and Helena Bonham Carter channeled bad energy. I just got the image of them ransacking around my mom, unsure how you heard of the word.
They want to hurt the prettiest Chinese girl. It's not really in me to hurt people, but I can't stop it from happening.
They don't seem to be so well off themselves. They don't really seem to eat the best food. They don't seem to know what good food tastes like. I said it because I caught right away they were picking on my mom instead of me because of the food I ate. I don't know why Helena Bonham Carter seems kinda American, and like it seems too American to me.
I find that they and Tim Burton are quite "niggers." I just got the idea of them hurting my supposed future husband's sperm. What do you think that means to me? What if we caused Tim Burton's sperm to be created miserable? What if we bothered my dad so he writhed in pain? I don't want to, but I feel that's what I'm doing all the time. :I I don't think I will, and I won't on purpose. He's kinda stupid and sensitive with suggestions, pretends he's really British but doesn't produce it in the meat for some reason. He and Ellen DeGeneres are like niggers, pristine and in place but can't move because they're not white enough. They don't have much substance, and they don't know their place. They're weak in the world, like Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, useless "Whores."
They want to hurt the prettiest Chinese girl. It's not really in me to hurt people, but I can't stop it from happening.
They don't seem to be so well off themselves. They don't really seem to eat the best food. They don't seem to know what good food tastes like. I said it because I caught right away they were picking on my mom instead of me because of the food I ate. I don't know why Helena Bonham Carter seems kinda American, and like it seems too American to me.
I find that they and Tim Burton are quite "niggers." I just got the idea of them hurting my supposed future husband's sperm. What do you think that means to me? What if we caused Tim Burton's sperm to be created miserable? What if we bothered my dad so he writhed in pain? I don't want to, but I feel that's what I'm doing all the time. :I I don't think I will, and I won't on purpose. He's kinda stupid and sensitive with suggestions, pretends he's really British but doesn't produce it in the meat for some reason. He and Ellen DeGeneres are like niggers, pristine and in place but can't move because they're not white enough. They don't have much substance, and they don't know their place. They're weak in the world, like Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, useless "Whores."
Kids!
If I don't have kids, I won't let it be because it ruined my eggs from taking my period away so much, for over a year, and now it's not heavy and was so heavy before when I came home from college and after we moved to the city, in Orlando. The psychiatric medicine I didn't need.
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