Tuesday, October 16, 2012
My Hand! '8^0
I feel that the influence of Renee Fleming or someone channeling her somehow, maybe through me being an experiment, again! made my hand feel like a person for some reason, you know in a disgusting way that is possible, I guess. Needless to say, it's pinpointing key hot spots. It was my right hand first, and it happened again. Something adverse happened, and I thought that she made me turn on my dad and I used the word nigger in the same sentence describing the occurrence.
*Up*
Did you ever consider the movie Up? It features a young Japanese or Chinese or Korean boy with an old English man who looks like he's gonna die.
I was thinking of my brother. He is feisty and something of a devil who's calmed down later in life. He thinks it's funny to be everything I don't want to be and test me for it. What a ditzy thing to do. Why didn't my parents guide him?
Oh, yea, and my mother wanted me to baby my brother. She thinks that's what I'm for. Well, he didn't listen and for some reason he wanted to be with her too much, though he was not accepting of her race, at the core.
So, it seems all these people are acting bad just to make you feel like you're better. I shouldn't get in trouble for it. I already don't want to go there but try to convince them otherwise. People are so silly and think maybe I need to be bad like them. What outlandish idea made that happen? '8^.
I was thinking of my brother. He is feisty and something of a devil who's calmed down later in life. He thinks it's funny to be everything I don't want to be and test me for it. What a ditzy thing to do. Why didn't my parents guide him?
Oh, yea, and my mother wanted me to baby my brother. She thinks that's what I'm for. Well, he didn't listen and for some reason he wanted to be with her too much, though he was not accepting of her race, at the core.
So, it seems all these people are acting bad just to make you feel like you're better. I shouldn't get in trouble for it. I already don't want to go there but try to convince them otherwise. People are so silly and think maybe I need to be bad like them. What outlandish idea made that happen? '8^.
The New Baby ^ ^
Ellen DeGeneres is weird. She is like putting all this stuff over my head set to happen because of other people and the n word thing.
Well, I found that people realize what they did before this happened that was wrong, and that seems to consume them.
Like, I feel that she's like stereotyping me in bad ways like she's afraid of me. I don't know, but it seems Kate Bush did that. At first, I was feeling good from them. Then, I felt them turn on me because of the n word thing. Like, they made me unappealing, the same influence rubbed off from Tim Burton and the world looking like Winona Ryder.
I guess Ellen DeGeneres will never be her brother. She seems to think the youngest should always be the cutest. My mom seems to have made my brother feel more innocent. Well, I'm a girl, and she seems to know about that kind of thing, maybe. I don't really like to think I'm supposed to be like unimportant because I have a little brother. I seem a lot whiter than him, as put in my website, like in my outward desires.
I'm mad at my parents. They truly cannot control me, and sometimes they act like that's okay.
I think my mom really threw me away like trash, ashamed at what she did.
My brother was a bit feistier than me, for whatever reason, and not as fresh. I guess girls are made to be more fresh, and people with older moms tend to feel more in a certain way though maybe may not have as much punch as some people. You get it, it's complicated and too much to go into for me because I'm mixed.
Well, I found that people realize what they did before this happened that was wrong, and that seems to consume them.
Like, I feel that she's like stereotyping me in bad ways like she's afraid of me. I don't know, but it seems Kate Bush did that. At first, I was feeling good from them. Then, I felt them turn on me because of the n word thing. Like, they made me unappealing, the same influence rubbed off from Tim Burton and the world looking like Winona Ryder.
I guess Ellen DeGeneres will never be her brother. She seems to think the youngest should always be the cutest. My mom seems to have made my brother feel more innocent. Well, I'm a girl, and she seems to know about that kind of thing, maybe. I don't really like to think I'm supposed to be like unimportant because I have a little brother. I seem a lot whiter than him, as put in my website, like in my outward desires.
I'm mad at my parents. They truly cannot control me, and sometimes they act like that's okay.
I think my mom really threw me away like trash, ashamed at what she did.
My brother was a bit feistier than me, for whatever reason, and not as fresh. I guess girls are made to be more fresh, and people with older moms tend to feel more in a certain way though maybe may not have as much punch as some people. You get it, it's complicated and too much to go into for me because I'm mixed.
Change the channel!
Ellen DeGeneres seems to be channeling negative energy. She is cynical, and she may be aware of that, already. Why wouldn't she be?
Anyway, I get the feeling she wants to reduce me to my brother. She happens to have a brother, and he's more like what people stereotyped me as when I lived where she lived.
Who would want you to be exactly like someone else? She seems to be well aware she has a fetish.
I don't know, but I don't think it affected me. I just found it insulting.
Anyway, I get the feeling she wants to reduce me to my brother. She happens to have a brother, and he's more like what people stereotyped me as when I lived where she lived.
Who would want you to be exactly like someone else? She seems to be well aware she has a fetish.
I don't know, but I don't think it affected me. I just found it insulting.
A Shot
All my problems are caused by the n word thing, and before that people weren't as honest with me in their emotions and doings, punishing but not as much, still giving me something of a shot.
2 Peas in a Pod
Why do people think that doing "the right thing" or "what you're supposed to do.." 8^. is offensive to them?
Magic 8^|
I'm pretty sure I've seen magic. One example is that when I was in college in Cleveland during Katrina, I was in bed and one arm was over my eyes, like glued to them, and the other forearm grew a foot and back in a minute. I know it was magic because then I woke up and there were blood drops under my armpits.
My Eye! 3^(
Isn't it funny when you feel like a certain way sorta mapped out like you know when people cross their eyes? One of my eyes sorta popped out.
Something Weird
Something weird that has been happening to me was that when I talked to my grandma, my cheeks got bigger. Since I thought something upset at my grandma, my right cheek has been swirling around, but I concentrated it elsewhere. It's kinda a hard disconnected feeling.
..So, did you notice?
Clumsy thumbsy...
Would you say some people go out of their way to hurt people? Also, do you see Tim Burton knocking people out as having a point?
Would you say some people go out of their way to hurt people? Also, do you see Tim Burton knocking people out as having a point?
Scottish
What do you think of people who grow up learning to read like suggestions, like people with major Scottish blood? I grew up thinking I wasn't Scottish but found out I had names that were originally from Scotland, one for sure though being from the northern islands.
*Immersion*
I realized if it's not about the kids immersing into culture, it's not about the parents, neither.
That Guy
I feel like that guy from Peanuts who walks around with the cloud around him, like my dad wants to brand me as a secretly bad person who can't fix it.
Did you ever think of the rules this way?
Like, I called someone the n word, so people can do anything they want to me. Except, I think the person is getting away with making me think they wanted me to do it. Instead, they think they can do bad stuff, stuff that they'd been doing, anyway, sorta unobtrusively. They might think they deserve it. Now, however, they have peaked their pleasure and decided to take certain traits away from me. I think a bunch of people do this, see things in different ways, but have no point and shouldn't be doing this because it isn't smart... It's mean, and that's not okay because I'm not allowed to do the wrong things to them.
Very Good Advice
"Ever since I went to college in Cleveland, which is at the Great Lakes, I've felt like my blankets were a person touching me."
Bread
I didn't get any biscuits because I thought they were better out. I guess next time I will get them. I open them with a knife.
For the first time, I actually got burger and dog buns that weren't wheat. :6 Except I didn't get any hamburgers nor hot dogs the past 2 times.
For the first time, I actually got burger and dog buns that weren't wheat. :6 Except I didn't get any hamburgers nor hot dogs the past 2 times.
Practice makes perfect.
So, I "shouldn't participate" because of the n word thing?
You know how practice makes perfect?
You're supposed to do things that people like to do and not think you're like waiting for someone else to do it or that no one will ever really do it like that, while other people get away with easy, unaccomplished lives.
You know how practice makes perfect?
You're supposed to do things that people like to do and not think you're like waiting for someone else to do it or that no one will ever really do it like that, while other people get away with easy, unaccomplished lives.
Tweet @ARobles125
You are really a sweet guy. =} You look a lot like my second cousin. Her mom was 15 when she was born. She has 2 children, Haylie and Noah. Oh, she's a few months younger than me, the last to pass through the higher grade born at that point in September. The funny thing is that her 2nd child is half black and oh so cute. I'm half Chinese-Indonesian, but I just look Caucasian.
Tweet @Iamcheerbear
Good for people who are able-bodied and well enough to tune in to what's on television as a part of their lives. Ello! 8^)
Wasted Money
I shouldn't have had to have gotten those 3 personality books this month.
Moreoff, I should have already have had the noisemaker.
I also got a movie that was cool but not like as interesting as you'd want.
What else? I was overspent on iTunes. I guess I just kept wasting money.
I have some cash to put on my credit card that I took out of another credit card. I've been using it on the other, and there is a small fee.
My dad is getting me my Halloween costume, though, which should be okay. We started going to the movies since a certain time, too, when I was in my room sick, kinda, like feeling tired. I just posted online. I didn't go to IMDb, though, until later. My dad was laid off when I was 16, when I lost my 4.0, too, and somehow he got by trying to give presentations. He went to Las Vegas and brought me back a souvenier, which I asked for, I think a pen.
The Halloween costume I am getting is at ebay and costs like $25 but comes with shoes and a hat and is very nice. I guess I'll wait and look for a trick-or-treat bag, around. :6
Moreoff, I should have already have had the noisemaker.
I also got a movie that was cool but not like as interesting as you'd want.
What else? I was overspent on iTunes. I guess I just kept wasting money.
I have some cash to put on my credit card that I took out of another credit card. I've been using it on the other, and there is a small fee.
My dad is getting me my Halloween costume, though, which should be okay. We started going to the movies since a certain time, too, when I was in my room sick, kinda, like feeling tired. I just posted online. I didn't go to IMDb, though, until later. My dad was laid off when I was 16, when I lost my 4.0, too, and somehow he got by trying to give presentations. He went to Las Vegas and brought me back a souvenier, which I asked for, I think a pen.
The Halloween costume I am getting is at ebay and costs like $25 but comes with shoes and a hat and is very nice. I guess I'll wait and look for a trick-or-treat bag, around. :6
Lame
What do you think of the way people are reacting, it seems, that like it's outrageous we want to be treated like the person who is an adult to us like as a parental figure age is sorta domineering over us, emotionally, and sorta dark and sexy? It seems to have spun off all around in various ways in the hidden background with hidden motives, too. 80
What do you think of people who shrug off this kind of thinking as disrespectful, when they define themselves to have the kinks of the majority? Like, they claim they are downplaying themselves not to look as good because they are not inherently perfect, but they are not more perfect than you are.
What do you think of people who shrug off this kind of thinking as disrespectful, when they define themselves to have the kinks of the majority? Like, they claim they are downplaying themselves not to look as good because they are not inherently perfect, but they are not more perfect than you are.
^ Living a Life of Misery 86 ^
Just because my dad's mom's dad's dad is part Native American indian does not mean I have to live my life tortured even in private as though I messed up when I wasn't even a person yet.
Also, I would only think it a blessing to have a minority of a most non-white race.
I'm not sure. I mean, it's my dad's mom's side that has Native American. I'm not sure which of his sides has it, guessing his dad's dad's or his mom's, but it may not matter. We're all different...
Also, I would only think it a blessing to have a minority of a most non-white race.
I'm not sure. I mean, it's my dad's mom's side that has Native American. I'm not sure which of his sides has it, guessing his dad's dad's or his mom's, but it may not matter. We're all different...
Dream
My first dream was scary.
While I remember the 2nd dream, I was hugging someone and they were hugging me and it felt really good.
Hard to remember the 1st one now, but I woke up to go to the bathroom.
Ah, yes, a car woke me up as it roared by.
So, I felt the hug because of my sheets. When I lie in bed, I feel kinda like that, like a person is touching me. Usually, I have to think of a real person, and then for a long time it sorta fuels me. I try not to, but I usually end up doing that now. I remember a time when it wasn't like that. It started, I think, after I was in college or thought my life turned into like an experiment...
Speaking of which, having your life be like an experiment is kinda weird. I hope there are other people like me in the same experiment.
Time for breatkfast. :)
While I remember the 2nd dream, I was hugging someone and they were hugging me and it felt really good.
Hard to remember the 1st one now, but I woke up to go to the bathroom.
Ah, yes, a car woke me up as it roared by.
So, I felt the hug because of my sheets. When I lie in bed, I feel kinda like that, like a person is touching me. Usually, I have to think of a real person, and then for a long time it sorta fuels me. I try not to, but I usually end up doing that now. I remember a time when it wasn't like that. It started, I think, after I was in college or thought my life turned into like an experiment...
Speaking of which, having your life be like an experiment is kinda weird. I hope there are other people like me in the same experiment.
Time for breatkfast. :)
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