Thursday, October 18, 2012
Just *beep* my dad.
What's my dad doing now? Punishing and torturing my daughter because he is a nigger and she is young?
Interruption 8^|
Now, I don't feel all the thick, hard feeling I was getting because I got mad at my dad and blogged like crazy.
New Videos of Me Being Loaded on YouTube 8^|
Mainly Singing But the First Throwing Stuff Like Ellen DeGeneres on her show today :)
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I'm tired of posting these bits of information! 8v
I can't let people get away with giving me these secret messages! ... They are mean secret messages and suggestive! They are suggestive in a bad way.
Offensive Private Messages
Also, I was thinking of seeing the Irish singer with Orla Fallon who is having a baby with my aunt.
I was thinking of eating out, too. My other aunt gave me some food, and I didn't get to go to the grocery store. I didn't go again recently, for a week. It reminds me of how a girl from a Barrett side picture had supple, condense legs. From my other side, someone who died named Vivian when I Was little seemed weak, with some relatives who probably had, like others Scottish last names but not maybe more. Thought I was gonna say something else, too.
This is so annoying. I'm tired of these offensive private messages.
I was thinking of eating out, too. My other aunt gave me some food, and I didn't get to go to the grocery store. I didn't go again recently, for a week. It reminds me of how a girl from a Barrett side picture had supple, condense legs. From my other side, someone who died named Vivian when I Was little seemed weak, with some relatives who probably had, like others Scottish last names but not maybe more. Thought I was gonna say something else, too.
This is so annoying. I'm tired of these offensive private messages.
Edit
I mean thinking Ellen DeGeneres was causing bad messages by others, but it might be a reiteration of what's in my head.
Not Mad
Aw, I shouldn't have gotten mad.
I think my mom and Ellen DeGeneres supposedly channeling in things and thinking it's funny to be mean made me mad. My mom made me feel like I wouldn't care about my future daughter a little and that it was funny I was just like a physical piece of shit.
Edit: I mean thinking Ellen DeGeneres was causing bad messages by others, but it might be a reiteration of what's in my head.
I think my mom and Ellen DeGeneres supposedly channeling in things and thinking it's funny to be mean made me mad. My mom made me feel like I wouldn't care about my future daughter a little and that it was funny I was just like a physical piece of shit.
Edit: I mean thinking Ellen DeGeneres was causing bad messages by others, but it might be a reiteration of what's in my head.
Funny
Today, I didn't feel as sorta meshed with anyone but kinda felt like I was being touched, after I got mad. Before, I found myself in a little bind.
Well, that's something like the goal.
I just felt it was a bit blatant.
I guess different people have made me feel different ways. Tim Burton and Kate Bush being some of the latest.
Well, that's something like the goal.
I just felt it was a bit blatant.
I guess different people have made me feel different ways. Tim Burton and Kate Bush being some of the latest.
Furthermore
I also thought of someone not being welcome and how I posted on my blog for my aunt to go back to Hell.
Leave me alone!
I remember when I thought Kate Bush was going "I i i i i" when I was eating cutely and didn't post it.
Also, now I have to look up words and can't right click them, in Safari, which seems Apple powered. Reminds me a boy from England I talk to who was gonna marry me whose dad died that day's moms' last name is Webster. His dad has Irish. His last name is Scottish. He also has Russian. Helena Bonham Carter and Winona Ryder have Russian Jewish. Winona Ryder also has Romanian Jewish, and Helena Bonham Carter has French and Spanish Jewish, maybe just Spanish Spanish.
Also, the thing with Kate Bush happened in the Spring, when I started watching the Ellen DeGeneres show and saw the guy between hers and my mom's and others's ages, Kate Bush and Tim Burton, named Viggo Mortensen. His dad is Danish, and his mom is American, and he's from South America partly. He's lived in Denmark. Ellen DeGeneres's dad is supposedly not from the U.S. On Ancestry.com, I put up the Facebook I made for her energy ride and my Twitter. So, Viggo was on all the covers of tLotR. He was on the David Letterman show. He has a bowl cut hair, light medium brown, combed to the side, a sunken in face, and a long nose. His hair is graying fast.
There is probably more. This is such a waste of my time. It looks like someone rather let out a big one, so-to-speak, not sure what else to say, going to go eat now.. '8^|
I just moved my noisemaker, which makes white noise of rushing air. Sometimes, I set it on my blue, leather sofa I borrowed|got from the living room, from by my bed and plugged it in, here. I'm wearing my yelloe and pink earplugs.
Also, now I have to look up words and can't right click them, in Safari, which seems Apple powered. Reminds me a boy from England I talk to who was gonna marry me whose dad died that day's moms' last name is Webster. His dad has Irish. His last name is Scottish. He also has Russian. Helena Bonham Carter and Winona Ryder have Russian Jewish. Winona Ryder also has Romanian Jewish, and Helena Bonham Carter has French and Spanish Jewish, maybe just Spanish Spanish.
Also, the thing with Kate Bush happened in the Spring, when I started watching the Ellen DeGeneres show and saw the guy between hers and my mom's and others's ages, Kate Bush and Tim Burton, named Viggo Mortensen. His dad is Danish, and his mom is American, and he's from South America partly. He's lived in Denmark. Ellen DeGeneres's dad is supposedly not from the U.S. On Ancestry.com, I put up the Facebook I made for her energy ride and my Twitter. So, Viggo was on all the covers of tLotR. He was on the David Letterman show. He has a bowl cut hair, light medium brown, combed to the side, a sunken in face, and a long nose. His hair is graying fast.
There is probably more. This is such a waste of my time. It looks like someone rather let out a big one, so-to-speak, not sure what else to say, going to go eat now.. '8^|
I just moved my noisemaker, which makes white noise of rushing air. Sometimes, I set it on my blue, leather sofa I borrowed|got from the living room, from by my bed and plugged it in, here. I'm wearing my yelloe and pink earplugs.
Dream
I was in a class, and I guess Ellen DeGeneres was like the person who had take over it. In the end I had a copy of a spiral booklet, with lots of pages but not like thick thick and in black and white with lots of comics in the same type and was reading lots of stuff, like sentences that looked as big as paragraphs. Supposedly, someone as making yellow Answer-Os to be eaten as a souvenir from her ride. I remember I was the last one in the class, not getting a colored cover book, which I think we were like competing to make or something, not sure who won.
I'm kinda tired, might turn in early and not shower and get dressed today, have some laundry I could do.
I'm kinda tired, might turn in early and not shower and get dressed today, have some laundry I could do.
Kids!
It seems different kids were treated different ways, like to make others turn off for good. I like to feel alone, and I feel from others because I've been more expressive.
Younger Dads
I guess they're different. What's with people born around 1950? Everyone is different, and happily so are kids, a trend we all know and have known, romantically, from one person to the next...
Something going on?
My parents are who they are, and I'm different. I find that people born around 1960 are more sexual. Well, I thought, I am born in 1986, which is later, so, that's why it's desirable. People born between seem to close up. '8^( They probably haven't always been that way.
Boys
We all have morals and situations, you'll find. Everyone is attracted to boys who have thath bowl cut, which fluffs up some, and the like long pointy nose and sunken in face. Why won't they all rise? What about the worthy girls who won't complain about being ugly?
So this is love!
I guess we're all mad when certain people born in 1958 get in a relationship, like Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres. It just means that we can't play with them. We want to see if we can fight and get closer to them or closest. In the end, someone would win and the rest would disperse.
Lights Camera Action
Something was suggested about not being there and being deleted, cameras, etc. Something about maybe I'm the nigger, but I know I'm really not. I'm just mistreated.
Also, why am I being bothered? My camera isn't working. Since going to the Chinese doctor. I made a successful YouTube where I looked cool saying Asians in the New Orleans area said, "You need more water," and he asked about my bowel movement and I didn't comprende.
What else was I gonna say?
Also, why am I being bothered? My camera isn't working. Since going to the Chinese doctor. I made a successful YouTube where I looked cool saying Asians in the New Orleans area said, "You need more water," and he asked about my bowel movement and I didn't comprende.
What else was I gonna say?
Man the boats!
Make sure nothing happens to my future daughter! Nor son. Nor any other close relation.
I got mad when it was suggested Tim Burton and Helena Bonham Carter were close, when I had a bad thought about him and lots of stuff happened, like my eye popping out. I mean that they were like close more than me, like her and her daugther. That they were closer than other couples, I suggested, than other relationships. I have my thought that I have and it is not developed. What I think is that people are different and they just mask their true desires.
I got mad when it was suggested Tim Burton and Helena Bonham Carter were close, when I had a bad thought about him and lots of stuff happened, like my eye popping out. I mean that they were like close more than me, like her and her daugther. That they were closer than other couples, I suggested, than other relationships. I have my thought that I have and it is not developed. What I think is that people are different and they just mask their true desires.
Tears
I was on a good rapport with my dad, but gotta make sure nothing happens... Didn't mean to scare him, but something was suggested further about my livelihood, and the implications made me mad. I have limited vocabulary, still, really. I am on a schedule to get my life better and very miserable, physically, in a way, getting better and cozier, though. '8^) I just take what comes.
It's funny I imagine having kids. I mean, maybe, it's because I don't really talk to other kids much but would like to and have stances on them. I don't go into it too much, but it's fun to do with others.
It's funny I imagine having kids. I mean, maybe, it's because I don't really talk to other kids much but would like to and have stances on them. I don't go into it too much, but it's fun to do with others.
Thoughts
So, Ellen DeGeneres isn't really like Portia but seems to have influence from her a lot. I'm not really influenced in that way, but maybe I am before. I used to live elsewhere.
So, who should she be with, someone who's stuck up? People are all different.
Ellen DeGeneres isn't Italian. I bet she'd like my aunt and my mom. They're 2 and 1 year younger. I know there are other people out there who are very interesting to me. I do feel touchy around younger people, like antsy something will happen or whatever. I like being with people a certain age and type. I also like Orla Fallon, an Irish singer. It's hard to find many people. She probably knows lots of people out there.
Well, Portia seems really, really nice. She is white. I understand, middle Europeans are most white. Still, though, she is technically, as a person. You can be inclined otherwise. It's hard to find people as sweet as her. Why be around people with the same traits? Maybe, she has some of the same values.
So, who should she be with, someone who's stuck up? People are all different.
Ellen DeGeneres isn't Italian. I bet she'd like my aunt and my mom. They're 2 and 1 year younger. I know there are other people out there who are very interesting to me. I do feel touchy around younger people, like antsy something will happen or whatever. I like being with people a certain age and type. I also like Orla Fallon, an Irish singer. It's hard to find many people. She probably knows lots of people out there.
Well, Portia seems really, really nice. She is white. I understand, middle Europeans are most white. Still, though, she is technically, as a person. You can be inclined otherwise. It's hard to find people as sweet as her. Why be around people with the same traits? Maybe, she has some of the same values.
Swirling
My cheek had been swirling from talking to my grandma, who looked like a male indian but with chalk skin. I made it swirl I guess. It was poofing up fast, for some reason.
Some bad thoughts have come to my mind, and my aunt noticed a picture of my lip. Funny, a video of my brother is linked through videos to an old YouTube, and he has an interesting smile, as did the 2 pictures I had up of my cousin at like her best, which were like lighted for some reason when I scanned them.
Some bad thoughts have come to my mind, and my aunt noticed a picture of my lip. Funny, a video of my brother is linked through videos to an old YouTube, and he has an interesting smile, as did the 2 pictures I had up of my cousin at like her best, which were like lighted for some reason when I scanned them.
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I'm just so offended by anything not the 60s generation suggested. Why should I care about other people. I mean 1957|8 - 1961. I think 1957 is okay. I just saw a black man on Ellen's show. Weeks ago. I had up a picture of a girl in my dad's dad's family's pictures with strong, thin legs, looked so stable, and with light, medium brown hair.
So, I was in the bathtub and decided that I couldn't help cursing because I couldn't think of any other word to fit the feeling. I had to think of something like that. Hm.
Oh, and now my nose tends to swirl, but I should get over it because it's weird.
So, I was in the bathtub and decided that I couldn't help cursing because I couldn't think of any other word to fit the feeling. I had to think of something like that. Hm.
Oh, and now my nose tends to swirl, but I should get over it because it's weird.
Dream * * *
Ellen DeGeneres was so caring and noticed me in an audience. More happened. Her eyes were glowing and blue and got tiny and went in. '8o I think she disappeared. I got in a bus, and it was about kids. I was mad. I cared about my kids, thinking of if I had kids, just because. People do like it, but I don't do it to her, of course, unless I think of it in a certain light, since I do it for fun. I was mad because I was interested in immortality. Hey, reminds me, Ellen sang with a girl who looked like a cross between two blonde friends, a bit older, kinda groovy but with a more flat face and a long nose. It's one thing on my present main Tumblr. Also, something popped up, the idea of a frog in a bubble, like on my Tumblr, with the Swedish singer, born a little before my aunt. Hey, what's the big idea! Ellen DeGeneres, do not hoard your generation nor send offensive messages because you're touchy. Why can't you even accept I'm younger but deny that I suffer? I have my own desires and lack certain guilts. So, you think immortality is shit? Oh, and I sang a less well-known Celine Dion song today, one of many. I hide a minor Andrew Lloyd Webber one Sarah Brightman sang, who is about my aunt's age, the other one, born in 1960. However, my grandma is born in 1928, October ... I thought 11 but 12. I used to mess up the year to 1929. Where I lived in the nation's oldest city was 3 gas stations, where we were closest to downtown. Funny about the Michael Jackson exhibit with him leaning over in a like 20 foot graveyard with the sudden I called "retarded" yesterday skippintg Tweeting, posting on my blog... That reminds me of a conspiracy with an obese singer named Tommy Fleming with 2 adorable teens, born after a boy I talk to from England with a Scottish last name plus some Russian. Helena Bonham Carter is part Russian Jewish, and Winona Ryder has that and Romanian Jewish. Helena Boham Carter has more, French Jewish and Spanish and maybe Spanish Jewish I think. So, my dad told me the cackling was from one of his songs. Oh yes, some things are only on my blog and others on my site. So, one gas stations was made into a 3D motion theater. People used to ride bikes there, when they closed. One is opened. My grandma's birthday was there, and there were like falling bookshelves. I forget what else I was going to say. D8' Ah, yes. My brother told me to leave the oldes schoolhouse early. There were a bunch of Spanish peopel coming. I asked my mom before crossing the line. She cornered me against the wall in the kitchen where I had birthday pictures, where I looked like I was born in with him 1957 and there once 1960. My dad stressed it seemed in his head how I fasted on my birthday, but I had cake after. So, also, at Epcot, my brother shoved over the Chinese food, mad my dad wasn't respectful of him getting his teeth pulled. That's very evil and racist, and he will be punished, I'd think, the way people in public have punished me, or he will punish himself. I'm just saying. If he got away with it, it would be something else to talk about. Not sure what else to waste my energy doing.
Anyway, Ellen was like scary. She probably wasn't in the former stage. '8|
Oh, and I took "Dreaming" off my site at Ellen's show and that I was from New Orleans, just like Ellen, and my old Twitter, which I posted on my blog. I remember Ellen Retweeted someone who was going on her show, and Helena Bonham Carter Retweeted Michelle Pfeiffer, that like things should always be good or something, like some thing is always okay. Her last Twitter is gone. I found out how you can say it is suspended. Just post to a lot of people in one Tweet, but you can get it back at least the first time.
Anyway, Ellen was like scary. She probably wasn't in the former stage. '8|
Oh, and I took "Dreaming" off my site at Ellen's show and that I was from New Orleans, just like Ellen, and my old Twitter, which I posted on my blog. I remember Ellen Retweeted someone who was going on her show, and Helena Bonham Carter Retweeted Michelle Pfeiffer, that like things should always be good or something, like some thing is always okay. Her last Twitter is gone. I found out how you can say it is suspended. Just post to a lot of people in one Tweet, but you can get it back at least the first time.
* * * What a nigger. * * *
My dad is such a useless pervert. He thinks he can call me a nigger and cater to Nell Burton when he wanted me to call her one. Just shut up, you stupid, good for nothing.
Hm, I almost used ( ( ( , which was used on Delphi Forums, which I was on all day once when a yoga teacher from Canada was here. I posted myself watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," a famous guy who was with Johnny Depp who made his own movies as his character and looked cute with his eyebrows raised out, like that youngest girl in Beethoven, named Ricky Gervais, and recently, yesterday, Emma Watson. Her name was Kate Potter.
I had made a point, which apparently he betalized, that lots of people call people niggers. I think he just killed himself. IT WAS BECAUSE I WAS GIVEN SIGHNS ONLY SHE WANTED IT FOR FUN. I EVEN HESITATED TIMES IN ADVANCE BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO BE CALLED ONE, MYSELF, BY HER, NOR ANYONE! WHY? NO ONE EVER REALLY WOULD.
Oh, and to make matters worse, a girl from Orlando was on today. I told her she was going to die. I think her mom was sorry for me because the medicine made my period lighter. I also threatened in a way my mom would go to the mental hospital instead of me but indirectly was able to type that. There was another couple from Orlando with 2 kids, today, and one was an infant. The mom looked Spanish. I don't know why they seemed the same as me, just to be nice. I saw a couple at the doctor, when I filmed myself outside and left my mom and my phone broke. Well, I saw the dad, Spanish, and the mom was Cuaucasian. The kids looked Asian. They were reading a book and seemed to think I was smart, like for talking to Johnny Depp. It's funny, I went to the bathroom, and the show came back on, supposed to bring their kids on. I heard a rapping at the window. I came in late, for some reason, after looking up something on the internet.
Hm, I almost used ( ( ( , which was used on Delphi Forums, which I was on all day once when a yoga teacher from Canada was here. I posted myself watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," a famous guy who was with Johnny Depp who made his own movies as his character and looked cute with his eyebrows raised out, like that youngest girl in Beethoven, named Ricky Gervais, and recently, yesterday, Emma Watson. Her name was Kate Potter.
I had made a point, which apparently he betalized, that lots of people call people niggers. I think he just killed himself. IT WAS BECAUSE I WAS GIVEN SIGHNS ONLY SHE WANTED IT FOR FUN. I EVEN HESITATED TIMES IN ADVANCE BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO BE CALLED ONE, MYSELF, BY HER, NOR ANYONE! WHY? NO ONE EVER REALLY WOULD.
Oh, and to make matters worse, a girl from Orlando was on today. I told her she was going to die. I think her mom was sorry for me because the medicine made my period lighter. I also threatened in a way my mom would go to the mental hospital instead of me but indirectly was able to type that. There was another couple from Orlando with 2 kids, today, and one was an infant. The mom looked Spanish. I don't know why they seemed the same as me, just to be nice. I saw a couple at the doctor, when I filmed myself outside and left my mom and my phone broke. Well, I saw the dad, Spanish, and the mom was Cuaucasian. The kids looked Asian. They were reading a book and seemed to think I was smart, like for talking to Johnny Depp. It's funny, I went to the bathroom, and the show came back on, supposed to bring their kids on. I heard a rapping at the window. I came in late, for some reason, after looking up something on the internet.
JUST *BEEP* HIM
HE'S MESSING UP MY BLOG, THAT STUPID PIECE OF SHIT! I WAS GOING TO A MOVIE SOON! '8^0
LEAVE ME ALONE WITH THIS ... MRS. ELLEN DEGENERES! I CAN GET HIM TO BUY ME MY HALLOWEEN COSTUME. FINE, BE INTERESTEED... WAIT, WHY? WHAT'S THE IDEA? FEED YOUR PET PARAKEET. CATER TO LILY ROSE OR NELL. CARE FOR THE ELDERLY. '8^0 WOW, I HOPE THAT PEOPLE EVEN TAKE CARE OF THEMSELVES. I BET YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY.
OH, AND THE POLICE WRITE IN ALL CAPS. MY AUNT WAS A POLICE.
LEAVE ME ALONE WITH THIS ... MRS. ELLEN DEGENERES! I CAN GET HIM TO BUY ME MY HALLOWEEN COSTUME. FINE, BE INTERESTEED... WAIT, WHY? WHAT'S THE IDEA? FEED YOUR PET PARAKEET. CATER TO LILY ROSE OR NELL. CARE FOR THE ELDERLY. '8^0 WOW, I HOPE THAT PEOPLE EVEN TAKE CARE OF THEMSELVES. I BET YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY.
OH, AND THE POLICE WRITE IN ALL CAPS. MY AUNT WAS A POLICE.
*My Nigger Dad*
I think he just suggested I was supposed to be the kid of someone my aunt's age and that I was a nigger to watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." Just *beep* him. I just got up to go to the bathroom. Oh, and I kicked my brother's family tree. He seems to think I should be taken to the mental hospital and that I'm a NIGGER. JUST *BEEP* THAT PIECE OF SHIT. Oh, and I associated the word "nigger" with him when I thought the influence of Renee Fleming made me turn on him.
What overcame that nigger? I was feeling good and rested and getting more solid. I don't want any pointers. First, my mom had the door with the blue in the back. Then, he had it slightly opened. Now, it's open wide and yellow. He's been waking up earlier, again, too. Now, my stomach kinda hurts, like I ate too much, but I didn't eat that much.
What overcame that nigger? I was feeling good and rested and getting more solid. I don't want any pointers. First, my mom had the door with the blue in the back. Then, he had it slightly opened. Now, it's open wide and yellow. He's been waking up earlier, again, too. Now, my stomach kinda hurts, like I ate too much, but I didn't eat that much.
* Nighty Night *
Good night for now. I don't even feel like using the bathroom right now but may... 8| I hope I have a restful, somewhat stimulating night..
Vibes
I hope I didn't send bad vibes to my dad. I was a bit rough, but I don't know if I technically made any noises loud enough to have bothered him.
Mad
So, I didn't bother my dad, but I realized he was sleeping and he realizes sometimes I'm just there.
Also, I splashed water on Tim Burton's face. 8|
Also, I splashed water on Tim Burton's face. 8|
*Shit*
Not Funny
So, it seems my mom had to go ahead and make me feel like I was simple shit and didn't care for my future baby girl. It was just a little feeling, reminded me of an orbiting webcam I want. Like my right egg sack. Then, I felt it being polished, like rubbed with a cloth. Like a thin cloth. Sorta, warm and tingly but shitty.
So, it seems my mom had to go ahead and make me feel like I was simple shit and didn't care for my future baby girl. It was just a little feeling, reminded me of an orbiting webcam I want. Like my right egg sack. Then, I felt it being polished, like rubbed with a cloth. Like a thin cloth. Sorta, warm and tingly but shitty.
HEY! }={
There's no views on my YouTubes. Does that mean no one has looked them up nor is online? 8'|
"I ain't dumb."
You can't get mad at me just because you think you won't get mad at Ellen DeGeneres, just right now. That's obviously not gonna work. "I ain't dumb."
VERY MAD
I was mad at Ellen DeGeneres's impersonation of Kate Bush, just because. I was thinking that ... wait, what?
Ellen DeGeneres is sarcastic but sometimes is in a lame way.
She really has a smug about her, like because of the stupid n word thing.. She thinks I deserve to be tortured, when I deserved respect, before. She shouldn't mind this because she thinks I should suffer. She's just hiding her weaknesses to older people in relation to me... Like, she doesn't want them to hurt her for being nice to me. See what I mean? That was very easy to soak in, like a white person. *gasp* Why talk to her? She just complains, in her head, about having a baby with Portia, and people don't talk to Portia like she's another Ellen DeGeneres mor someone like Johnny Depp mor Tim Burton mor Nell Burton.
So, yea, you could delve into it more, as though she were more white, and then you'd end up thinking, likewise, that ... wait now I forget. Well, I forget! ;0
So, yea, you could delve into it more, as though she were more white, and then you'd end up thinking, likewise, that ... wait now I forget. Well, I forget! ;0
ELLEN DEGENERES
I don't care what other people think that I don't know about. You shouldn't fast forward my life into thinking that people don't mean anything to me.
Want me to explain the implications behind my first sentence? I don't care about it if I don't want to think about it. I can't convince them to be the way I want to be. Why am I not like that? Maybe, I am in some way, but maybe I have problems, caused by my family but also the world, doi. '86
Want me to explain the implications behind my first sentence? I don't care about it if I don't want to think about it. I can't convince them to be the way I want to be. Why am I not like that? Maybe, I am in some way, but maybe I have problems, caused by my family but also the world, doi. '86
Born 8|
Oh, and, Ellen DeGeneres, sending in more stupid messages because of the n word thing. You surely don't believe that people a little older than you are are all, at any age, much cooler? What about Olivia Newton-John? I found her very warm but cynical. She seemed more warm at first, from a distance.
It seems that people think I'm a toy. I've been wound up to "not be" some thing. I have certain goals and fetishes. I do not understand the detail thing. Maybe, being Chinese just takes its toll. Still, I obviously have come a long way and am always making certain kinds of changes until I reach a certain pinnical.
I am so disgusted that people think only the people born around 1960 can be supple, in a certain way. Supple yet strong. Stimulated, important, well-loved. Why won't people admit they decided to curse me for who I am and not for what I do, that I have to be something that suffers?
People born around 1960 are so spoiled. They were made to be that way, like people born in the 70s and 80s were made to be a certain way if they're all white, though they don't have any care nor appreciation at all for it. We all know that. It's been calculated, and you can't take back that fact that it was admitted to be that way and things were acted upon that fact. I'm not sure how nor when that idea particularly died out. True, people born in the 70s can look like shit. They think it's stimulating to people born around 1950 ... oh, and in the 1940s.
People born in 1960 were born, apparently, with straight yet stimulated, sorta in a curvy way, legs. People born in 1961 were funky and thick like people born in 1959. People born in 1958 are probably the most stimulating, generally. People born in 1957 are like a god.
My dad was born in 1950. I see women born in 1951 as young, but I like my mom's generation a lot.
I don't know what I'd do if no one knew my mom was a lot younger than my dad and a year and a half younger than Ellen DeGeneres. =}
People born in 1960 are spoiled. They are allowed to look better than everyone else, for no good reason. Then, they grow up and are inhibited and knock people out with their confidence. They have that thick, strong look, which everyone desires, and people are all told they are shit because of it. I'm not entirely making them up, but I think you see my point. Like I said, it's hard for me to think because I'm mixed race, that my mom is not Caucasian. I'm still alive! 3p
So, I guess you notice that people born in 1962 like Jodie Foster are stimulated by being lose goose, not really molded out, yet still thick. Then, the next generation is simply thick with no form, like people born in 1959, who probably stimulate people a lot if successful like people born around them. 86
Why do people born in 1960 complain so much? Just shut the hell up! 8^0 Or, is it, as I've been thinking, that others are complaing for them? I know I envy their style. I respect that. 8| It's just that it's all against us, people born in 1958-1961.
It seems that people think I'm a toy. I've been wound up to "not be" some thing. I have certain goals and fetishes. I do not understand the detail thing. Maybe, being Chinese just takes its toll. Still, I obviously have come a long way and am always making certain kinds of changes until I reach a certain pinnical.
I am so disgusted that people think only the people born around 1960 can be supple, in a certain way. Supple yet strong. Stimulated, important, well-loved. Why won't people admit they decided to curse me for who I am and not for what I do, that I have to be something that suffers?
People born around 1960 are so spoiled. They were made to be that way, like people born in the 70s and 80s were made to be a certain way if they're all white, though they don't have any care nor appreciation at all for it. We all know that. It's been calculated, and you can't take back that fact that it was admitted to be that way and things were acted upon that fact. I'm not sure how nor when that idea particularly died out. True, people born in the 70s can look like shit. They think it's stimulating to people born around 1950 ... oh, and in the 1940s.
People born in 1960 were born, apparently, with straight yet stimulated, sorta in a curvy way, legs. People born in 1961 were funky and thick like people born in 1959. People born in 1958 are probably the most stimulating, generally. People born in 1957 are like a god.
My dad was born in 1950. I see women born in 1951 as young, but I like my mom's generation a lot.
I don't know what I'd do if no one knew my mom was a lot younger than my dad and a year and a half younger than Ellen DeGeneres. =}
People born in 1960 are spoiled. They are allowed to look better than everyone else, for no good reason. Then, they grow up and are inhibited and knock people out with their confidence. They have that thick, strong look, which everyone desires, and people are all told they are shit because of it. I'm not entirely making them up, but I think you see my point. Like I said, it's hard for me to think because I'm mixed race, that my mom is not Caucasian. I'm still alive! 3p
So, I guess you notice that people born in 1962 like Jodie Foster are stimulated by being lose goose, not really molded out, yet still thick. Then, the next generation is simply thick with no form, like people born in 1959, who probably stimulate people a lot if successful like people born around them. 86
Why do people born in 1960 complain so much? Just shut the hell up! 8^0 Or, is it, as I've been thinking, that others are complaing for them? I know I envy their style. I respect that. 8| It's just that it's all against us, people born in 1958-1961.
Ellen DeGeneres
You can't channel in Kate Bush in private and then hurt my mom.
I hope you don't have your next accident like that. :p You hurt my mom! :o Stop being racist! Leave Kate Bush alone!
I hope you don't have your next accident like that. :p You hurt my mom! :o Stop being racist! Leave Kate Bush alone!
More
When I watch a video on YouTube, usually mine, I see the bar pop up at the bottom sometimes 5 times a song.
f.y.i.
She did it to my brother's future daughter first, explained at some point in my blog. Ah, yes, when we were at Epcot, my brother shoved the Chinese food at my dad, probably because he was being mean to him about feeling it was special he got his wisdom teeth removed. Then, my dad went haywire. He doesn't seem to do this to other people. I can't stand people who think they're good but play with if other people are really good. It's like they don't want to be friends and don't want them to make friends.
How Worthless
I get hints of being menialized by my aunt. I think she just called my future son stupid and my brother's and I's future daughters invalids. I said something about stupid animals, big, clunky, stupid animals.
I also said that lots of people call people the n word. It doesn't matter because I thought someone wanted me to do it. Why does it matter how old you are?
I also said that lots of people call people the n word. It doesn't matter because I thought someone wanted me to do it. Why does it matter how old you are?
More Sad News
When I load a profile picture to Twitter, if I load it in the original size, it says I didn't load a picture.
Opera
When I load my singing to YouTube, when I go to edit the boxes as I load, the mouse butterflies over it, like the Chinese|Oriental story opera, Madame Butterfly.
Didn't have to.
I didn't have to edit the last one.
Also, when I copy my posts, frequently, I have to get the first letter|s again, from Notepad-
Stupid English People ~ I am not Johnny frickin' Depp.
Why do they have to get it out with me? I am not Johnny frickin' Depp.
Blogger and YouTube
http://christina-fl86.blogspot.com/2012/10/blogger.html
http://christina-fl86.blogspot.com/2012/10/blogger-is-weird.html
When I load on YouTube, I have to load each song, individually.
I get the vibe it's because of people older than me tackily sucking up to my grandma, who was a storekeeper or booker at her brother's craft store, where she was fired from when having an operation. My dad went to the hospital recently for kidney stones, and my 2nd cousin did at one point. She has 2 kids, and her son is half African.
http://christina-fl86.blogspot.com/2012/10/blogger-is-weird.html
When I load on YouTube, I have to load each song, individually.
I get the vibe it's because of people older than me tackily sucking up to my grandma, who was a storekeeper or booker at her brother's craft store, where she was fired from when having an operation. My dad went to the hospital recently for kidney stones, and my 2nd cousin did at one point. She has 2 kids, and her son is half African.
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