Saturday, October 20, 2012
^ Indian ^
Wow, my dad really let it all out. He thinks because I have Native American it counts though it's a little. It's from hime, though! ':0
What the Hell?
Why do I have to sit here and worry about death creeping up my egg sacks, like making my future children not what I want just because of the way I've been talking and made to talk?
Tim Burton
I just realized, I posted on the Pirates of the Caribbean 3 forum on MySpace before I went to other sites, but first I explored Facebook and MySpace, in other ways, became more advanced and got into Tim Burton.
Ellen DeGeneres
I guess she likes people who are 14 and will abandon you when you are 16.
Because she moved then. I don't abandon people when they are a certain age. Well, maybe college age.
Because she moved then. I don't abandon people when they are a certain age. Well, maybe college age.
These Young People
So, these young people post online and act like it's about them but don't tell you who they really are.
What's the use in suing?
Those psychiatrists gave me medicine I don't need! It also made my period go away. It came back but is way light compared to before, not very heavy. It was very light the 3rd time. It took 2 or 3 months to come back, possibly. I can have kids, but I'm wondering if the eggs were affected. I also was trying to grow before but was so excited online! Now, I feel so hated and shitty. For some reason '8I, the medicine made me "shoot up."
Trying to Act Cool
Why does Ellen DeGeneres try to act cool in a bad way just so she doesn't look wrong?
Ellen DeGeneres and Britney Spears
Ellen DeGeneres, as you may know, is from the same area as Britney Spears. I don't know anyone else that famous who lived there a long time. I surveyed the area, but I moved there when I was 12. I lived there all as a teenager. So, I guess Ellen DeGeneres and Britney Spears left when they were a teenager but came back and went to school. It's interesting to see them together. I see Britney Spears looks different now. I know when I lived there I had the same problem. I looked like I wanted to be cool and not cute, but that changed. I changed twice. I'm not sure about people in Orlando, why the young girls, some of them, have very round heads, like it swirls around and around. I wonder if people are like that from the New Orleans area. Britney Spears moved around the area and also lived in Mississippi, but it's very New Orleans feel... I haven't been there a lot, but I've been there maybe 5 times or more, not sure what was there. Anyway, Ellen DeGeneres lived in Texas, too. I guess they can relate in that way. Chloë Moretz is from Georgia. So, I guess they can get along from being from a rural area in the South that's more major. I went to Georgia with my aunt and in-laws and wandered around sometime between Christmas and New Years. So, yea, oooh. I think I walked around for hours, alone, because I thought my aunt was gonna kill me, but I mean she wouldn't physically. My cousin was so annoying, and I stopped when the police chased us and the other kids. It was her fault. She's always very bad, but now she's more withheld. She's nothing like her mom. I don't know why. Her eyes aren't even blue, and her mom had such sparkly eyes. She wears contacts. I think she's an amazing person, as is everyone... It's funny how different people are different weights, too. Like, thin people never feel enough, and neither do the bigger ones. When I lived in the area, in the end, I had a lot of power. I met people from New Orleans, and, as I got more New Orleans influence, I had power over people. I don't have the same kind of power in Orlando, just the power to hurt people's feelings. So, that caroling video on YouTube was cute. Why don't they do more of that? '8^I
Finish Your Thought
I know I can never finish a thought, but I finish it more than most people!
Ugh! Why are we talking about when we were 7 or 8? I mean what year were you 7 or 8? I loved baton when I was 7. Oh, I started stimulating myself, then. I started having weird thoughts at 6. At 4|5, I became unhealthy. That's when I found out my mom was pregnant. They cut my hair. I didn't like where I lived in pre-school, neither, and had a hard time with my family and extended family just because I was mixed as a fact. They treat me like I'm precious, though.
Ugh! Why are we talking about when we were 7 or 8? I mean what year were you 7 or 8? I loved baton when I was 7. Oh, I started stimulating myself, then. I started having weird thoughts at 6. At 4|5, I became unhealthy. That's when I found out my mom was pregnant. They cut my hair. I didn't like where I lived in pre-school, neither, and had a hard time with my family and extended family just because I was mixed as a fact. They treat me like I'm precious, though.
Kinda Trashy
Ellen DeGeneres reminds me of Chloë Moretz. They are pampered by their moms, and their fathers are divorced. Well, it's not the action but the idea that reverberates. I'm not sure what people think. It's like all these people with moms or dads who seem more European let off their reserve. Yet, they want to be American and modern, at the same time. I heard America was cooler, but I don't know. It's kinda trashy.
Americans
Why do people in the U.S. praise English people over Americans, as for other Europeans, and then say well you're not American and your family didn't go through what I went through?
Imagine Ellen DeGeneres. So, her dad is supposedly not from the U.S., but her mom is. So, she "is" important, like that's who she is, precious, whereas like I'm not, pretty much, just shit. I'm not sure if I'm an okay example for comparison, in that way, because I'm different in too many ways. It's funny, I guess I can connect to people in the U.S. with a European mom. I mean, I have a hard time connecting to a lot of people, in the U.S. I can only think of one, now. I don't remember any others well and never did. I get pretty annoyed at people in Europe with an American father and a European mom, for some reason, people in the U.S. with a non-American dad, people with a European dad and an American mom, and child stars.
That reminds me of when I watched the David Letterman show. I saw someone on there, and I thought the show was neat and was gonna watch it but was calling my grandma. :p I guess 3 months later, I started watching Ellen. Oh well. :6
So, all these people with more "real world" European "experience" are really annoying. Then, there's people like Helena Bonham Carter in Europe who are mixed who everyone like protects. Kate Bush, however, seems publicized more secretly. Helena is part Jewish.
These people think they "are" important, as do many, many Americans. They think they don't have some opportunity they deserve, still. I don't know. Americans get along with me pretty well.
Imagine Ellen DeGeneres. So, her dad is supposedly not from the U.S., but her mom is. So, she "is" important, like that's who she is, precious, whereas like I'm not, pretty much, just shit. I'm not sure if I'm an okay example for comparison, in that way, because I'm different in too many ways. It's funny, I guess I can connect to people in the U.S. with a European mom. I mean, I have a hard time connecting to a lot of people, in the U.S. I can only think of one, now. I don't remember any others well and never did. I get pretty annoyed at people in Europe with an American father and a European mom, for some reason, people in the U.S. with a non-American dad, people with a European dad and an American mom, and child stars.
That reminds me of when I watched the David Letterman show. I saw someone on there, and I thought the show was neat and was gonna watch it but was calling my grandma. :p I guess 3 months later, I started watching Ellen. Oh well. :6
So, all these people with more "real world" European "experience" are really annoying. Then, there's people like Helena Bonham Carter in Europe who are mixed who everyone like protects. Kate Bush, however, seems publicized more secretly. Helena is part Jewish.
These people think they "are" important, as do many, many Americans. They think they don't have some opportunity they deserve, still. I don't know. Americans get along with me pretty well.
Tweet @TheEllenShow
Portia is coming with you? I know Tim Burton is always with Helena Bonham Carter. I haven't seen Nell, lately. I used to be alone a lot and don't see people much, in real life. I enjoy when I do.
I hope you|Ellen is having fun! Bon voyage! 8)
I hope you|Ellen is having fun! Bon voyage! 8)
The North and the South
What is your problem? Fine, fetch people who moved here and who never came to the South. See "what" you "get."
Why do you think you can move to L.A. and stuff? '}8| How dare you! What are you even talking about, playing around with me? Well, maybe I should "play around" with you!
Why do you think you can move to L.A. and stuff? '}8| How dare you! What are you even talking about, playing around with me? Well, maybe I should "play around" with you!
WHAAAT!
I don't believe in saying I'm a good person but then like saying other things for no reason. You can try, but I'm not going to accept ... anymore! '}8D
Ellen
I guess what makes Ellen DeGeneres so special is that she has to be European and all because her dad is supposedly not from the U.S., though he doesn't seem to be English.
I guess I'll just die and never live my dreams!
Parting is such sweet sorry that I could say good-bye til it be morrow.
I feel like I'm just a ball of light.
I don't have my personality. I've neutralized it out, with replacing it with that of the stars! Oooh! Laa Laa Laa!
This just in.
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* I was looking into some college programs... *
And I realized Ellen DeGeneres wanted to be a veterinarian. She feels good about herself, a phrase which denotes sly sarcasm and stimulation, and sits there and basks in the glory of soaking in the animalistic tendencies of others. I might have just picked up that trait of hers, must be some kind of fetish.
I sorta wanted to be an artist. It would stimulate me a lot and still does in good ways. I've sorta grown with it, like fashion and stuff and seeing backgrounds and things like that.
Oh, well, I think we all enjoy the way people interact with how they feel on like how much attention they get.
After wanting to be an artist, I wanted to be a singer. Soon after, I wanted to be a teacher. I wanted to be a teacher most of the time.
Then, when we moved to New Orleans, I wanted to be in musical theater the whole time.
I sorta wanted to be an artist. It would stimulate me a lot and still does in good ways. I've sorta grown with it, like fashion and stuff and seeing backgrounds and things like that.
Oh, well, I think we all enjoy the way people interact with how they feel on like how much attention they get.
After wanting to be an artist, I wanted to be a singer. Soon after, I wanted to be a teacher. I wanted to be a teacher most of the time.
Then, when we moved to New Orleans, I wanted to be in musical theater the whole time.
See the funny funny clown
Ever wonder about the implications behind the humor of Ellen DeGeneres? Maybe, she's just trying to impress men between her age and my dad's age.
Under Pressure
When I get stressed from too much attention, sometimes I feel like I'm gonna explode in different ways. I have to work a lot often to control what my body does, like the bubbles of energy moving around in it. I feel bubbles of feeling move around in my body. It's not a tingly feeling, just a plain, plastic feeling. It's a feeling I know will go away.
For Later
Why should I accept something I shouldn't have to accept and then worry about accepting it later? That stupid n word thing. Leave me the Hell alone! :0
I might have problems in my life and might not be perfect. F.Y.I., I'm getting around.
I might have problems in my life and might not be perfect. F.Y.I., I'm getting around.
*ly ol ly di i slallow that guy*
AW, did I hurt anyone's feelings? I can't take back some things because they'll come up later and actually come up anyway.
NOW WHAT?
I can see right through you. '}8| My mom left a yellow shirt with a pattern on it on the drying machine ... facing my room.
Stop getting mad at me for going through things that are real issues with you. What are you? Some kind of balloon? I mean, some ting that just floats around and doesn't think? Some figment of my imagination. I know that shirt was put there for a G O D D A M N reason.
Go away, you trashy, good-for-nothing mom. Don't try to stimulate me, you good-for-nothing dad, in that way. Oh, I don't mean go away for good, but maybe I do. You can come back, though.
Stop getting mad at me for going through things that are real issues with you. What are you? Some kind of balloon? I mean, some ting that just floats around and doesn't think? Some figment of my imagination. I know that shirt was put there for a G O D D A M N reason.
Go away, you trashy, good-for-nothing mom. Don't try to stimulate me, you good-for-nothing dad, in that way. Oh, I don't mean go away for good, but maybe I do. You can come back, though.
Looking Ahead
Just because of the n word thing, get it straight through your head, hope that wording doesn't bother you for some stupid reason because phrases COME UP! It hurts people!
You can't just make people turn on me right and left and then find you want to protect other people from it, never make them feel that way. What, is that for the Spanish brunettes? Yes, Spanish brunettes, the only people who would be an attractive mold that we know of for people who resist looking that way.
What a weird world. Why did Johnny Depp change it?
You can't just make people turn on me right and left and then find you want to protect other people from it, never make them feel that way. What, is that for the Spanish brunettes? Yes, Spanish brunettes, the only people who would be an attractive mold that we know of for people who resist looking that way.
What a weird world. Why did Johnny Depp change it?
School
The reason I want to do ballet and singing in college maybe is because I don't want to read nor count.
Watching TV
I haven't really been watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" much. I watched it every day, missed the beginning of season 10, since http://www.imdb.com/user/ur33333333/boards/profile. I got mad at the grocery store. I stomped the floor a few times. I just plainly changed my realization and I guess people left me alone later. Why wouldn't it happen to you, "instead" of to me?
So, I'm wondering why the people who watch her show aren't online. I just feel so out. I mean, I'm enjoying it. I don't know if it's meant to be watched every day. Well, I try not to miss other TV shows, but I have't been watching any. I should probably hack into her Facebook responses and stuff and see what I can find.
So, I'm wondering why the people who watch her show aren't online. I just feel so out. I mean, I'm enjoying it. I don't know if it's meant to be watched every day. Well, I try not to miss other TV shows, but I have't been watching any. I should probably hack into her Facebook responses and stuff and see what I can find.
Check me out.
I'm not sure how people knew about me. I mean, I get views on my blog. Who would check IMDb and not post there? :| Anyway, I just get a feeling of power. I can imagine Johnny Depp and Tim Burton checking because their life is made- I don't know, I mean other feelings come in and out. Like, I feel agitated and very hurt. I stimulate myself over other people acting too stimulated. I do that, anyway. It's because I moved. I didn't do it when I lived in New Orleans. It happened when I was in college in the city. I lived in the area all as a teenager. After the n word thing, people were mean to me all over the world, and it had worried me for years. I suppose before, I felt bad going out in public. It wasn't any weird feeling. It wasn't too like fleshy, like just sorta feeling body parts. I don't worry too much except about weird things happening. I mean, already, I know my reputation is not the cause.
On the Internet
On the internet, I was hoping to wave through the crowd and maybe someday meet some actors. Now, I'm having fun, following Ellen DeGeneres, a sweet girl. Well, older woman. I encourage other people to. I don't know if they really like me following her but act like it. I know I can still follow her on IMDb.
Fame!
How famous is Ellen DeGeneres? I know I've heard of Jay Leno and David Letterman and their shows. Well, isn't she tons more attractive, not that they're not? Maybe, they tickled her fancy, a bit.
How "retarded!"
I can already see the retard. Or the retardation, at least.
Ooh, now I see something really stupid...
Ooh, now I see something really stupid...
Stop!
Stop shoving yourself in my life! See what happens to other people if you treat them the wrong way.
You can be in the shit and suffer.
I'm not gonna submit myself for worthless people. You can be in the shit and suffer.
What a stupid bunch of retards!
I'm tired of you pervs KNOCKING PEOPLE OUT WITH THEIR IDEAS AND SAYING IT MEANS SOMETHING. WHY CAN'T WE KNOCK YOU OUT FOR GOOD?
I'M TIRED OF YOUR DISRESPECT AND DISREGARD FOR ME AFTER THE N WORD THING AND FOR JOHNNY DEPP FOR ACTING LIKE I SHOULD CALL HIM STUPID.
I'M NOT FALLING INTO YOUR TRAP OF CLOWNING AROUND WITH KIDS!!!!! JUST *BEEP* YOURSELF, LOSERS!
I'm not gonna sit here and tickle your fancy as though I'm nothing. WHAT A STUPID BUNCH OF RETARDS!
WHAT AM I GONNA DO FOR MY WEEKEND, NOW? ARE YOU A RETARD? I DESERVE TO GO OUT, TOO!
I'M TIRED OF YOUR DISRESPECT AND DISREGARD FOR ME AFTER THE N WORD THING AND FOR JOHNNY DEPP FOR ACTING LIKE I SHOULD CALL HIM STUPID.
I'M NOT FALLING INTO YOUR TRAP OF CLOWNING AROUND WITH KIDS!!!!! JUST *BEEP* YOURSELF, LOSERS!
I'm not gonna sit here and tickle your fancy as though I'm nothing. WHAT A STUPID BUNCH OF RETARDS!
WHAT AM I GONNA DO FOR MY WEEKEND, NOW? ARE YOU A RETARD? I DESERVE TO GO OUT, TOO!
Pre-Conceived Dispostions
I HATE YOU PEOPLE WHO THINK THAT YOU HAVE TO DO CERTAIN THINGS AND THAT CERTAIN THINGS MEAN THINGS BECAUSE YOU ARE STUPID AND WORTHLESS AND DON'T BARK ON ME FOR THAT. PROVES YOU AREN'T NICE TO ME AND NEVER WANTED TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH ME. MAYBE, YOUR LIFE IS GUIDED BY FATE AND YOU SHOULD SHUT UP.
Weird Orlando Workers
WHY ARE YOU PEOPLE SO IMPRESSED WITH BEING MEAN? CHANGING ALL OF A SUDDEN? TURNING PEOPLE OFF. WHAT IF WE TURNED YOU OFF? I'M NOT GONNA PLAY AROUND WITH YOUR INABILITY TO MAKE A DECISION.
Complications }8{
Isn't Ellen DeGeneres lame? I bet she feels sorry for that girl, in a way, on Paranormal Activity 4. She just wants to look cool. That doesn't make her cool. That just makes her a perv. I wonder what she thinks of herself. She thinks no one should achieve anything when she sees other people not achieve them.
I guess people have a problem with everyone.
I can tell she already disses people for no good reason, how retarded, for the stupid n word thing! ':0 She's already thought I Was stupid. She would never go out and admit it. I don't believe I think people are stupid that easily.
I don't really know if she's the most famous person in the world nor the most liked because I used to think that of Johnny Depp and Tim Burton. I thought only grade A actors were considered the most famous, more than the President. I think that you just get an elated feeling from performing. I don't know about things like drugs.
So, I was using Tim Burton to help me feel because I think he really wants you to. I can't seem to focus and have to use what I got from him. It's the same processing through what you frrom feel Ellen DeGeneres.
I guess I was upset I thought some people were in pain, but then I left. I am concerned about lesser people in pain.
Also, blondes are better. Brunettes are nice, but they're usually too brunette.
Lots of people could become special actors. I'm having problems with like eating enough. Also, before, I wasn't feeling well, often. I was thinking of going to college and doing ballet + singing. It would be nice to fit in somewhere. Maybe, I should wait until more people come out. I'm 26, so we'll see what happens. Ugh, I'm going back to bed! I want to eat sometime, too. Now, I'm worried about how my parents will react to me. :( I don't think my dad wanted me to answer him. That was so cute, I think, him passing me in the hallway. My mom was coming, too. I was thinking of how they weren't really that good. I mean, like they thought I just wasn't cool and they were like more supple and stuff. Maybe, they're used to showing off around me. Oh, and if you're wondering about how I feel, too, I do like to feel stimulation from my blankets but found that when I lay on the couch I felt it, too, sometimes trying to escape it, there. I see my mom is doing the laundry and now I don't listen to music but have a noisemaker. It doesn't really bother me. Now, what are my parents gonna do? In the background, be fascinated with me throwing the ball against the wall? I saw Ellen throwing stuff on her show, and I tried to do it and posted it on YouTube. Well, she was knocking some men into water. I don't know why she's so weird. I mean, Tim Burton is from L.A. I see people from L.A. I thought in her audience. They're not weird. I guess if you move away from L.A. to direct or move there to host a show, you become mean.
WHY THE HELL DO YOU PEOPLE KEEP POSING PERVERTED IDEAS ON ME? I can take the general public, but why does it seep into my personal relationships? If you want to know me, you will have to respect me. People think I brought them into my life, but people have brought themselves into mine. They want to tear up my life.
Also, no, I didn't take a shower last night. That shouldn't get people riled up and want to make fun of me for it.
Also, I'm not impressed with your impositions and how you get away with everything. I guess my life wasn't good enough.
I guess people have a problem with everyone.
I can tell she already disses people for no good reason, how retarded, for the stupid n word thing! ':0 She's already thought I Was stupid. She would never go out and admit it. I don't believe I think people are stupid that easily.
I don't really know if she's the most famous person in the world nor the most liked because I used to think that of Johnny Depp and Tim Burton. I thought only grade A actors were considered the most famous, more than the President. I think that you just get an elated feeling from performing. I don't know about things like drugs.
So, I was using Tim Burton to help me feel because I think he really wants you to. I can't seem to focus and have to use what I got from him. It's the same processing through what you frrom feel Ellen DeGeneres.
I guess I was upset I thought some people were in pain, but then I left. I am concerned about lesser people in pain.
Also, blondes are better. Brunettes are nice, but they're usually too brunette.
Lots of people could become special actors. I'm having problems with like eating enough. Also, before, I wasn't feeling well, often. I was thinking of going to college and doing ballet + singing. It would be nice to fit in somewhere. Maybe, I should wait until more people come out. I'm 26, so we'll see what happens. Ugh, I'm going back to bed! I want to eat sometime, too. Now, I'm worried about how my parents will react to me. :( I don't think my dad wanted me to answer him. That was so cute, I think, him passing me in the hallway. My mom was coming, too. I was thinking of how they weren't really that good. I mean, like they thought I just wasn't cool and they were like more supple and stuff. Maybe, they're used to showing off around me. Oh, and if you're wondering about how I feel, too, I do like to feel stimulation from my blankets but found that when I lay on the couch I felt it, too, sometimes trying to escape it, there. I see my mom is doing the laundry and now I don't listen to music but have a noisemaker. It doesn't really bother me. Now, what are my parents gonna do? In the background, be fascinated with me throwing the ball against the wall? I saw Ellen throwing stuff on her show, and I tried to do it and posted it on YouTube. Well, she was knocking some men into water. I don't know why she's so weird. I mean, Tim Burton is from L.A. I see people from L.A. I thought in her audience. They're not weird. I guess if you move away from L.A. to direct or move there to host a show, you become mean.
WHY THE HELL DO YOU PEOPLE KEEP POSING PERVERTED IDEAS ON ME? I can take the general public, but why does it seep into my personal relationships? If you want to know me, you will have to respect me. People think I brought them into my life, but people have brought themselves into mine. They want to tear up my life.
Also, no, I didn't take a shower last night. That shouldn't get people riled up and want to make fun of me for it.
Also, I'm not impressed with your impositions and how you get away with everything. I guess my life wasn't good enough.
More Info.
So, when I came out of the movie, my stomach and arms were orange. I guess my family is peering into my blog. Why don't you just knock yourself out?
My Nigger Family
I was trying to feel good, as usual, and was interrupted.
Anyway, I've been sensing a lot of commotion. It definitely means something. I don't want to sense it. I know there's a reason and it's not me.
So, my mom came in and did the laundry. It was at a funny time. I guess she was feeling antsy and wanted to please some niggers or something. I don't know who the niggers are. Anyway, they're racist.
So, then, I went out to go to the bathroom. My dad passed by carrying some things and he like did something stupid and tacky and rubbed up a feeling somehow, what a perverted loser, up my right egg sack, which I've been thinking is a girl, and thought it felt good, kinda like a disconnected feeling of balls, and thought of the word nigger after a snap. He said hello, but I just went into my bathroom and ignored him like my grandma does. I saw my cupboard doors '}:0 were opened. Just *beep* that stupid *beep* Throw her in as a patient in a mental hospital, a real one with beds.
So, I got so mad I looked for my yoga block but instead found a little rubber ball in a basket from my brother and threw it against the wall!!!! Just *beep* the lot of those creeps for propping into my life like worthless retards because it's in a mean way, of course, and if you didn't know that I guess you're not one of many words, yourself. Oh well, too much alcohol? ':0
So, then, I proceeded to hitting my couch.
Now, my parents are worthless *beep* so they'll be focusing on this for their livelihood and stimulation, thinking they deserve to be something.
I WAS TRYING TO SLEEP! ':0
Anyway, I've been sensing a lot of commotion. It definitely means something. I don't want to sense it. I know there's a reason and it's not me.
So, my mom came in and did the laundry. It was at a funny time. I guess she was feeling antsy and wanted to please some niggers or something. I don't know who the niggers are. Anyway, they're racist.
So, then, I went out to go to the bathroom. My dad passed by carrying some things and he like did something stupid and tacky and rubbed up a feeling somehow, what a perverted loser, up my right egg sack, which I've been thinking is a girl, and thought it felt good, kinda like a disconnected feeling of balls, and thought of the word nigger after a snap. He said hello, but I just went into my bathroom and ignored him like my grandma does. I saw my cupboard doors '}:0 were opened. Just *beep* that stupid *beep* Throw her in as a patient in a mental hospital, a real one with beds.
So, I got so mad I looked for my yoga block but instead found a little rubber ball in a basket from my brother and threw it against the wall!!!! Just *beep* the lot of those creeps for propping into my life like worthless retards because it's in a mean way, of course, and if you didn't know that I guess you're not one of many words, yourself. Oh well, too much alcohol? ':0
So, then, I proceeded to hitting my couch.
Now, my parents are worthless *beep* so they'll be focusing on this for their livelihood and stimulation, thinking they deserve to be something.
I WAS TRYING TO SLEEP! ':0
"Paranormal Activity 4"
I just saw "Paranormal Activity 4." When the girl left for the first time, I saw a white sheet, sorta fuzzy coming at me on the left. I really saw white.
Something else scary is I saw a knife jump off a plate on the side of my eye a few months ago. When I was up north in the laundry room, I literally saw a physical machine bug crawl and go into the tile. It was so advanced yet not as advanced as it could be for the world that really existed. Also, I lay on my bed and one arm was glued over my eyes. The other forearm grew a foot and back in a minute. One direction was the most acute pain I've felt. It's not as miserable as most things, though. It felt so alive after for so long! I still feel the effects, of course. There were drops of blood under my armpits, a week on the right one.
Something else scary is I saw a knife jump off a plate on the side of my eye a few months ago. When I was up north in the laundry room, I literally saw a physical machine bug crawl and go into the tile. It was so advanced yet not as advanced as it could be for the world that really existed. Also, I lay on my bed and one arm was glued over my eyes. The other forearm grew a foot and back in a minute. One direction was the most acute pain I've felt. It's not as miserable as most things, though. It felt so alive after for so long! I still feel the effects, of course. There were drops of blood under my armpits, a week on the right one.
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