Enflamed

Why are Tim Burton and Johnny Depp so mean?  Let's just be mean, back.  Wait, isn't it other people who try to be like them?  They aren't really normal.  I can see their ways, but they don't really explain it.  I'm not sure what's wrong with mine.

Talking 8|

Ever notice some people just don't want you to talk?

Should I just toss it?

Why?  Nothing's important.  '8|  Didn't you know that already!!!

Germans

Ugh!  I'm so annoyed by mixed Germans.  What I hate most is when everyone but the people I don't like or some people whom I have not met act like they're in a relationship with me yet don't want to be.

Some people have really bothered me.  For instance, I have to live with my parents.

Dream

I was getting a shot.  They made a big hole in my arm.  It was about like the size of a tip of a crayon or a little bigger than a sunflower seed tip.  I was trying to disinfect what would be the hole, which was covered like with a sleeve.  The man squirted it down the hole.  I got my shot, whatever it was.  They poked a small feathery needle in me at the top of my flesh then dug it in all the way to the bottom.  For some reason, I was feeling something else sharp.  Anyway, after the shot, there was a little fountain of gooey blood that kept reproducing but nt flooding.  I got a picture of two and a dark video of it when it stopped overflowing as much.  We were on a plane.  There were some old ladies still behind us.  We were making sure we didn't leave anything.  For some reason, my boxed set of the Little House books and a large set of American Girl books, a set of like maybe checkered books of a set of like 5 with one missing, another set with I don't remember at the moment.  My mom said to leave then, but I'm not sure why.

Johnny Depp

What's been barking up his tree?

I noticed a trend in his actions.  I just get certain messages from his vibes.  Like, he makes you feel so guilty if you're imperfect.  He thinks he's more from Florida, but he's not.  Tim Burton made him believe this.

Back 2 Bed 8)

Say what you mean and mean what you say.

Why can't you idiots even say what you mean in the first place.

Stop acting all cool getting in my face like you're even something.  Literally, you're attacking me right in my brain.  It's possible.

Why do you so hope that someone is right just because they're older than you?  You really can't protect the desire to attack me, unless I'm with people I don't know well.

Someone was tending to me when I was with my brother and maybe someone else.  I was depressed, I think about my brother.

I'm also worried because I have to channel in thoughts of others, and I know it makes people who know them very mad.  I don't know if they'll completely understand.

Stop!

Stop pretending and roping off stupid ideas!

Stop!

...  You can't just keep reacting to me in private, every time I make a fighting point.  I have a right to defend myself.  Someone call 911!

The problem is psychologists won't do anything.  My dad backed off when I said I'd get a psychiatrist ... my parents gaped at me like I was shit and I stood corrected.

I need my parents for money and stuff.  I don't drive.  Then, I will proceed to arrest Ellen DeGeneres, along with Jimmy Fallon, Jay Leno, David Letterman, Bethenny Frankel ... Johnny Depp!

Don't bark at me!

So what if I said r*******?  I already meant to say that.  That's what I meant.  I can say it.  80  You can't hurt me for using a word.  If you're wondering, it shouldn't rub off on me, if you attempt to use it at me.

Dream

Ah, yes, my younger aunt was there.  I told my grandma I was like her.  That wasn't good.

Gay R******

Why do some people like bark and circle at you ... your thoughts ... you find they've been overly prepared and have no substance.  They are so enraptured and think they're all so cool to you but that you're taking their time.  ^o^  *vulture lands*  It's not literally something you did.  In fact, it's not even something I desire.  I guess a thought that would come up would be what would happen otherwise.  Well, I'd deal with it.  I suppose people want to take away my ability to feel, but I would have gotten that, anyway.  I think.

So, like, these people are totally in your mind and don't let you develop your thoughts, give you no freedom.  It's loud and annoying in thought.  It tells you you're retarded.

Dream

With the boy, it was like bleak but colorful bleak.  Maybe, the car, it was a convertible, kinda cartoony but not really.  I saw a shadow of his dad with like a curly wisp of hair saying there'd be no thoughts around the house or something.

Dream

So, I was talking to my dad, too.  He was just showing off.  I said to call 911!  I went in a room with my brother when he was like 4, and I found a little cell phone and called.  It had purple light up in the background.  I'm not sure what happened.

I was taking some pictures with me as I left.  People were getting them for me.  They were in plastic wrappings.

So, yea, there were knives flying through windows.  My dad was thinking, "You cannot get me."  He was lying on the ground after one knife we threw.

In case you didn't notice, he wasn't fighting my mom, but she was just lying on the floor and decided to get serious and I guess threw a knife straight at him.  It probably inadvertently missed.  I think she was in a room, a new looking room, kinda like off kitty cornered.

So, I'm annoyed because that was really taxing for maybe 10 minutes.  I was keeping him from punching me.  Sometimes or once I physically got him and got behind him.

I'm not sure what ticked him so.

Ellen DeGeneres

Why does she impress you and like act like she has to be mean to you for not being literal?  It's become rather violent.  It really bothers me.  I'm not even talking to her.

I'm annoyed.

My dad thinks he's cool because he thinks his dad comes from a vicious background.

Dream

Hello?

I was dodging constantly and physically fighting my dad's desire to knock me out.  My mom and I were even fighting with him with knives and something else.

There was a scene when I was with her as a little girl.

I dreamed that my thumb had been partially cut off, something I'd known before.  My brother had cut off his 2 middle fingers.

I was fighting my dad for a long time.  It was very hard and very stressful, but I knew it wasn't real but was very annoyed and managed to keep up with the thought of him.

Some people picked me up as we left, one girl with a mom born in 1958, and an older woman.  I was leaving with a boy, immediately, who was shy of his father.

It was so stressful fighting my dad.  We had to let him know we wouldn't really hurt him.

Something ... I forget.  Ah, yes, my grandma.  She was there at the beginning, a bit nasty, but left.

Y O Y

Every time I get under the covers, I get so stimulated?  What's gonna happen in my dream now?

Aw Foo Fooy

I couldn't get out of my sofa.