Thursday, October 18, 2012
VERY MAD
I was mad at Ellen DeGeneres's impersonation of Kate Bush, just because. I was thinking that ... wait, what?
Ellen DeGeneres is sarcastic but sometimes is in a lame way.
She really has a smug about her, like because of the stupid n word thing.. She thinks I deserve to be tortured, when I deserved respect, before. She shouldn't mind this because she thinks I should suffer. She's just hiding her weaknesses to older people in relation to me... Like, she doesn't want them to hurt her for being nice to me. See what I mean? That was very easy to soak in, like a white person. *gasp* Why talk to her? She just complains, in her head, about having a baby with Portia, and people don't talk to Portia like she's another Ellen DeGeneres mor someone like Johnny Depp mor Tim Burton mor Nell Burton.
So, yea, you could delve into it more, as though she were more white, and then you'd end up thinking, likewise, that ... wait now I forget. Well, I forget! ;0
So, yea, you could delve into it more, as though she were more white, and then you'd end up thinking, likewise, that ... wait now I forget. Well, I forget! ;0
ELLEN DEGENERES
I don't care what other people think that I don't know about. You shouldn't fast forward my life into thinking that people don't mean anything to me.
Want me to explain the implications behind my first sentence? I don't care about it if I don't want to think about it. I can't convince them to be the way I want to be. Why am I not like that? Maybe, I am in some way, but maybe I have problems, caused by my family but also the world, doi. '86
Want me to explain the implications behind my first sentence? I don't care about it if I don't want to think about it. I can't convince them to be the way I want to be. Why am I not like that? Maybe, I am in some way, but maybe I have problems, caused by my family but also the world, doi. '86
Born 8|
Oh, and, Ellen DeGeneres, sending in more stupid messages because of the n word thing. You surely don't believe that people a little older than you are are all, at any age, much cooler? What about Olivia Newton-John? I found her very warm but cynical. She seemed more warm at first, from a distance.
It seems that people think I'm a toy. I've been wound up to "not be" some thing. I have certain goals and fetishes. I do not understand the detail thing. Maybe, being Chinese just takes its toll. Still, I obviously have come a long way and am always making certain kinds of changes until I reach a certain pinnical.
I am so disgusted that people think only the people born around 1960 can be supple, in a certain way. Supple yet strong. Stimulated, important, well-loved. Why won't people admit they decided to curse me for who I am and not for what I do, that I have to be something that suffers?
People born around 1960 are so spoiled. They were made to be that way, like people born in the 70s and 80s were made to be a certain way if they're all white, though they don't have any care nor appreciation at all for it. We all know that. It's been calculated, and you can't take back that fact that it was admitted to be that way and things were acted upon that fact. I'm not sure how nor when that idea particularly died out. True, people born in the 70s can look like shit. They think it's stimulating to people born around 1950 ... oh, and in the 1940s.
People born in 1960 were born, apparently, with straight yet stimulated, sorta in a curvy way, legs. People born in 1961 were funky and thick like people born in 1959. People born in 1958 are probably the most stimulating, generally. People born in 1957 are like a god.
My dad was born in 1950. I see women born in 1951 as young, but I like my mom's generation a lot.
I don't know what I'd do if no one knew my mom was a lot younger than my dad and a year and a half younger than Ellen DeGeneres. =}
People born in 1960 are spoiled. They are allowed to look better than everyone else, for no good reason. Then, they grow up and are inhibited and knock people out with their confidence. They have that thick, strong look, which everyone desires, and people are all told they are shit because of it. I'm not entirely making them up, but I think you see my point. Like I said, it's hard for me to think because I'm mixed race, that my mom is not Caucasian. I'm still alive! 3p
So, I guess you notice that people born in 1962 like Jodie Foster are stimulated by being lose goose, not really molded out, yet still thick. Then, the next generation is simply thick with no form, like people born in 1959, who probably stimulate people a lot if successful like people born around them. 86
Why do people born in 1960 complain so much? Just shut the hell up! 8^0 Or, is it, as I've been thinking, that others are complaing for them? I know I envy their style. I respect that. 8| It's just that it's all against us, people born in 1958-1961.
It seems that people think I'm a toy. I've been wound up to "not be" some thing. I have certain goals and fetishes. I do not understand the detail thing. Maybe, being Chinese just takes its toll. Still, I obviously have come a long way and am always making certain kinds of changes until I reach a certain pinnical.
I am so disgusted that people think only the people born around 1960 can be supple, in a certain way. Supple yet strong. Stimulated, important, well-loved. Why won't people admit they decided to curse me for who I am and not for what I do, that I have to be something that suffers?
People born around 1960 are so spoiled. They were made to be that way, like people born in the 70s and 80s were made to be a certain way if they're all white, though they don't have any care nor appreciation at all for it. We all know that. It's been calculated, and you can't take back that fact that it was admitted to be that way and things were acted upon that fact. I'm not sure how nor when that idea particularly died out. True, people born in the 70s can look like shit. They think it's stimulating to people born around 1950 ... oh, and in the 1940s.
People born in 1960 were born, apparently, with straight yet stimulated, sorta in a curvy way, legs. People born in 1961 were funky and thick like people born in 1959. People born in 1958 are probably the most stimulating, generally. People born in 1957 are like a god.
My dad was born in 1950. I see women born in 1951 as young, but I like my mom's generation a lot.
I don't know what I'd do if no one knew my mom was a lot younger than my dad and a year and a half younger than Ellen DeGeneres. =}
People born in 1960 are spoiled. They are allowed to look better than everyone else, for no good reason. Then, they grow up and are inhibited and knock people out with their confidence. They have that thick, strong look, which everyone desires, and people are all told they are shit because of it. I'm not entirely making them up, but I think you see my point. Like I said, it's hard for me to think because I'm mixed race, that my mom is not Caucasian. I'm still alive! 3p
So, I guess you notice that people born in 1962 like Jodie Foster are stimulated by being lose goose, not really molded out, yet still thick. Then, the next generation is simply thick with no form, like people born in 1959, who probably stimulate people a lot if successful like people born around them. 86
Why do people born in 1960 complain so much? Just shut the hell up! 8^0 Or, is it, as I've been thinking, that others are complaing for them? I know I envy their style. I respect that. 8| It's just that it's all against us, people born in 1958-1961.
Ellen DeGeneres
You can't channel in Kate Bush in private and then hurt my mom.
I hope you don't have your next accident like that. :p You hurt my mom! :o Stop being racist! Leave Kate Bush alone!
I hope you don't have your next accident like that. :p You hurt my mom! :o Stop being racist! Leave Kate Bush alone!
More
When I watch a video on YouTube, usually mine, I see the bar pop up at the bottom sometimes 5 times a song.
f.y.i.
She did it to my brother's future daughter first, explained at some point in my blog. Ah, yes, when we were at Epcot, my brother shoved the Chinese food at my dad, probably because he was being mean to him about feeling it was special he got his wisdom teeth removed. Then, my dad went haywire. He doesn't seem to do this to other people. I can't stand people who think they're good but play with if other people are really good. It's like they don't want to be friends and don't want them to make friends.
How Worthless
I get hints of being menialized by my aunt. I think she just called my future son stupid and my brother's and I's future daughters invalids. I said something about stupid animals, big, clunky, stupid animals.
I also said that lots of people call people the n word. It doesn't matter because I thought someone wanted me to do it. Why does it matter how old you are?
I also said that lots of people call people the n word. It doesn't matter because I thought someone wanted me to do it. Why does it matter how old you are?
More Sad News
When I load a profile picture to Twitter, if I load it in the original size, it says I didn't load a picture.
Opera
When I load my singing to YouTube, when I go to edit the boxes as I load, the mouse butterflies over it, like the Chinese|Oriental story opera, Madame Butterfly.
Didn't have to.
I didn't have to edit the last one.
Also, when I copy my posts, frequently, I have to get the first letter|s again, from Notepad-
Stupid English People ~ I am not Johnny frickin' Depp.
Why do they have to get it out with me? I am not Johnny frickin' Depp.
Blogger and YouTube
http://christina-fl86.blogspot.com/2012/10/blogger.html
http://christina-fl86.blogspot.com/2012/10/blogger-is-weird.html
When I load on YouTube, I have to load each song, individually.
I get the vibe it's because of people older than me tackily sucking up to my grandma, who was a storekeeper or booker at her brother's craft store, where she was fired from when having an operation. My dad went to the hospital recently for kidney stones, and my 2nd cousin did at one point. She has 2 kids, and her son is half African.
http://christina-fl86.blogspot.com/2012/10/blogger-is-weird.html
When I load on YouTube, I have to load each song, individually.
I get the vibe it's because of people older than me tackily sucking up to my grandma, who was a storekeeper or booker at her brother's craft store, where she was fired from when having an operation. My dad went to the hospital recently for kidney stones, and my 2nd cousin did at one point. She has 2 kids, and her son is half African.
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