Monday, October 22, 2012

Mad

I don't like being stimulated like I have to think of something that has to do with nothing just because something is different.

Do the math.

My dad just thought of something really weird.

I heard a noise and thought of math.

Threat?

What do you mean you're gonna fool me into meeting you?

How mean!

Can you believe how mean people will be to you?

Sick!

If you think someone with a young mom is special, don't have to make everyone else suffer what you did.  :I

Authorities!

The police came in here and took me away to the mental hospital, no arguing, no believing me.  What if I called on my parents?  They'd trace my mental record.  If I get really mad, they do that, and now they won't have me back.

Also, I was recommended medicine that took away my period.  It's light now I've stopped.  I also know I didn't need the medicine.  I was prescribed it at 16, but I got off it.

Leading Ellen Astray

I don't know about always being with Portia and her mom in her spare time.  She just followed suit in L.A. like Tim Burton when he left.  I wonder what's so weird about him.  ☂

SPAM!

I don't really care how creative you are.  Well, I should because I'm an artist.  Well, I've done art, in a good way.  :I  Um, excuse me?  Leave me alone!  I just got a message on IMDb about Obama.  I get a sense of foreboding.  Of what's to cum.  I just find that like my family are very tacky and nasty.  They spam me.  They spam my life.

Spam! '=D

I said that you could call someone a nigger and it'd matter if you were older.  Why do you keep spamming me with stupid insults?

Well

Well, my dad has been affecting my life and my mom's life and probably my brother's and so has my mom because of the likes of his family.  I don't care what they think.  It's about me for me, and I deserve my privacy in that regard|way.  I like attention, but I also ... So, yes, my dad has been basing my life on his aunt because she talked to me and thinks highly of me.  It's about her inklings and racist ways and ways of thinking I'm different, for some reason.  He's beat me to a pulp without me knowing, just because he's mean or I dunno what "stupid."  I saw him one day with my mom, well, in my head.

Unimportant ':0

I solve things, but I don't like say I'm gonna not like it, in the end.  I'm not even about doing like the most best thing you can do, if it doesn't work out, and it doesn't.  I have health issues.  I have mental goals.  At some point in my life, I'm going to experience feeling good.  I'm sick.  I'm hungry.  I'm tired.  I want to be left alone.  I post online, though, and want people to come to me.  I wouldn't actually mind if I somehow saw people, but I need rest and time alone.  I know I do get a lot of that, though.  So, that's good.  It's nice to be alone.  I actually get bothered if I'm not, enough.  It would be nice to be reclused away, but I wonder how I could do that.  It's fun living a more urban gamed life, too, LOL.  ':D

Barking Around

My dad thinks that people older than me are to be babied, as well as made precious.  I know people are barking around.

What's wrong with you? ':0

WILL YOU QUIT BOTHERING ME AND HURTING ME?  I WANTED TO HAVE A REAL LIFE.  YOU'RE GETTING IN THE WAY.  STOP MAKING ME LOOK TACKY AND HOW I DON'T WANT.  IF YOU LIKE MY GRANDMA AND DAD SO MUCH, WHY DON'T YOU JUST DO WHAT YOU DO TO ME?  I'M NOT DOING THAT TO MY KIDS, NOT JUST LIKE THAT.  Wait, why does my perverted dad already know about this?  He needs to back off.  He knows I don't want him in my life like that.

Gay and Nasty and Stupid

That's just gay and nasty and stupid.  Why would you change how I look because you're too gay to accept that I do something that poses as like a risk?  But not really.  Something weird.

MY DAD WON'T STOP!

He won't stop suggesting it's the pinnacle of existence to damage the way I look and stuff, well stuff in general.  What's going on here?  How did that happen?  Why are you allowed to do this to me?  I guess I'll never have any real friends.  Well, maybe, but it looks like the friends I have are no good.  Well, that stands to reason.

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My drumming got cut off.

I added a note.  :6

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Onto Others

Why do people get onto others who do one thing wrong?  And then people associated with them who are nice to them.  8|

I just thought of something weird.

Wait, no, I didn't.  My dad did, or his mom made him think it.