Tuesday, October 23, 2012

My Egg Sack

I feel like my egg sack is going to be ripped out, the right girl one.

It's like more than the world is like pulling and sucking at it.

Well, no, not literally, but maybe it's strong.

Hard to Breath

I got mad!

I stomped my foot at Cracker Barrel and got mad.  I kept talking.  Someone called me a nigger!  Well, he said it.  I think my dad got mad.  Anyway, those people get friendly after they get over their initial shock.  A store worker said hi to me.  A thick Spanish waitress said my purse was on the floor.  It's like a grayish brownish greenish, you can't tell.  Well, I stomped my foot when no one was out there but my dad..  A nice blonde, kinda girlish with medium straight hair and bangs just got in her car..

So.

Think of the word baby and then think of yourself and not yourself as a baby.  8}

Aw, how cute!

ARE YOU STUPID?

So in Line

You're so in line and make me respect people for being lesser than me.

Another Good for Nothing


Just because someone does something nice for me doesn't mean you can sit there like a worthless piece of trash and make me go through it in a tacky way.

Mad

I think that someone has a problem because I got mad at this person talking to my dad.  Then, he was mad around me and I was attacked today privately and publicly online by some people.  So, I went out to eat with him, and I got mad because he was being mean to me.  I couldn't give the time of day for the likes of this!  Just stop being so stupid!  Don't be so stupid as to think you're supposed to be too serious, like, too.  And don't make fun of me because I don't feel like I can even sit still anymore!  80

The N Word Thing 8|

Because people have collectively, my mom, my psychiatrist, and a boy, made me think of curse words, as well as probably the public by calling me them in their thoughts when I go out, my dad has been offed in my getting better from his negligence to my well-being since flunking and the n word thing, but my life was supposed to be just an experiment.  Also, I don't think the psychologist believes I should have been punished for 2 1|2 years for the n word thing.  People won't stop skirting around me being uncomfortable, to extremes, depending on who it is.  8|  It's because I was talking to my grandma too much, and now nothing's the same!  Why did my aunt come on my birthday?  I can say that if I want!

How I Feel 8|

I just ate at Cracker Barrel and feel a bit hurt and agitated.  Some people hurt me and even called me a nigger.  My dad said he was on the phone...

My hand hurts because of Renee Fleming and Julie Andrews. 8|

Anyway, I had a neat time at the mall, better make a video about it and post it here.

I know there was this one old guy who was kinda big who seemed to somehow get the message downstairs at the end that people would start seeing fantasy simplified circles representing frogs, like.  8|

Check out me dancing to the Jellicle Ball if you want..

New Videos of Me Being Uploaded on YouTube

2 Quite Short Ones

YouTube

New Pictures of Me

Flickr

*cooled down but upset it happened*

STOP! 80

Now, I felt the outsides of my head like my dad's nose and my grandma's face, which they molded, like a Native American indian, except mine is smooth with grooves but not straight.  I'm not mean!  Quit ruining my life.  What about other people's lives?  They are not bothered like this, I hope.

I GOTTA GO!

WILL YOU STOP BOTHERING ME!

I GOTTA GO!

I heard a sick car swerving and thought of my brother, who I accidentally ended up posting baby pictures of before.

It sounded kinda metally, made me think of the trash can and my mom..

STOP IT YOU WORTHLESS NIGGERS, i SAID!.

Just because of the n word thing and that things pop in my head ... and stuff ... you think you can ruin my life.

SHUT UP NIGGER

WHAT THE FUCK?  MY BACKGROUND JUST PAUSED AS BLACK.  YOU GAY WORTHLESS FOOL.

CAN YOU JUST SHUT UP YOU WORTHLESS NIGGERS