Friday, October 26, 2012

Dream

I was sitting in a light room.  There was a lady asking questions.  It was catering to ballerinas.  She never picked on me.

Also, I was upset at my dad and aunt.  I was having something done to my eyes.  The lady put liquid in her nose and then put it in my eyes.  Then, she never put in the eye drops, just that dark goo.  Then, a girl came in without a top.  I was getting the picture I was being punished and something about not being communicated to in the right way.

I was in the room with people answering questions based on what it's like to do ballet.  I was with my dad.  It was a light room with dainty tables.  We were about to go on a ride.

Before that, I was in a scene with a professor, like talking to him on Twitter.  I told him philosophy was easy for me.  He was talking about someone with my name.

Why O Why O Why

My dad won't stop making everything I think painful.  Well, he's nice sometimes, but I know my mom uses that as a trap.  Why are people able to wave a magic wand with me, particularly him?

Halp!

I'm still haunted by an ad I saw, thinking of Ellen DeGeneres, of a creepy tall, thin black lady like folding up a laptop!

Why is there so much focus on how I'm a nigger-

it wuz

the wrong page, showed up that way

fixed the link

Songs 30

*link*

A Foo'!

Why am I dictated a foo' to have a father bo'n in 1950!

Cleaning

So, I was just cleaning up some things, might get rid of things, too.  Maybe, find a place to put things, like in my old bedroom in the closet.  I'm looking forward to Halloween.  =^,,^=~

Being Physical

People only trust people from physical places like northern U.S. and from the Baby Boom era.  You have to be in the moment, like fighting all these things on the inside from the outside and covering every thought somehow, maybe pinpointing things.

How I Used to Eat :|

Well, when I was like 12, 13, 14, I used to have 1 or 2 bagels with butter for breakfast.  Now, I have like 4 with a good amount of cream cheese.  It's onion bagels with flavored cream cheese.  I'm this week having beef and squash or spinach.  I have biscuits available.  I'm having swirly, yummy Italian ice.  I have other desserts, quite a variety, but it's not a gingerbread house, exactly.  =}  I guess I'll get more fish next time.  I like the big fish with the skin you peel off.  I have some other leftover fish I need to freeze.  xp  I also have to go out and iron.  The laundry's stopped up, I think.

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I just cleaned the food from my room, today|yesterday.

Now, I just have the rest to clean, maybe even get rid of stuff, again, have to social network better.  I'm pretty sure I'm staying on Blogger, but the categories is nice and for some reason I like to keep updates in a section.  The free website makers are unreliable.

New Video of Me Talking W|o Makeup 8|

Showing you my disgusting toes.  Oh, and w|o a bra.

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*crackle*

Oohhh xp

I cut my toe shaving!  80  I feel kinda disgusting.  I'm a bit fat.  I mean, I'm working out every day, again.  I started eating bagels and cream cheese. '8|  Also, now it's beef stuff and squash or spinach.

I'm loading a video of me talking and you'll see, but I'm not wearing a bra!  80

Thursday, October 25, 2012

*See you all, a little later...*

Hair Color

As I was going about the grocery store, I realized I was strong because I had black hair.  I saw a brunette, later.

*nu video of me talking*

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5 of Me Singing Coming Up

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Halloween Costume

I got my Halloween costume, but it didn't come with the boots.  :|  It came with things to snap on your legs, but they'd fall off, well velcrow.  I'm lucky I finally snug the hat.  It's a Medium|Large and fits me just right|tight but not too tight.  I guess I should keep doing core workouts, maybe find a special DVD on it.  :D

People up North Who Move Down South

Why do they go by a "feeling" and when that "feeling" hits as and feels true, why do they deny any reasoning?  Is that feeling really true because it seems only ideal for them.  8|