Sunday, October 21, 2012

Edit on My 1st YouTube Video! 8|

Oh, sorry, I think I said something kinda bad here. Something upset me, that my dad might die... It came to me. That was bad it was so physical. It shouldn't have come to me. Why? When I feel better, it might go away, but I just saw a shadow of a person, not sure, but pretty clearly, and then the feet of a dog elsewhere, by our house. 8| I took pictures and showed my mom.

Hey, it's still bothering me. 8|

How could you?

How can you get mad at me for being in a risk for being so good but think other people like in Europe don't have to go through it, specifically?

Sorry, I meant 5.

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I'm loading 10 of me speaking, about 10 minutes each.  I was trying to recap the day's events, didn't get to everything.  I got really, really mad but withheld.

Oh, yes, at the grocery store, a boy, who was like 1 and not much older, toddling along, and he just reflected the spirit of Christmas!  I got candy corns.  :I  It was because of me!  8D

Something else bothered me.

Something else bothered me.  D8'  So, Ellen DeGeneres copies other people but herself isn't much like that in substance?

Then, something else bothered me.

D8' Hey!

I just went in and talked to my dad and I felt a disgusting chord on the front of my stomach!  It's irritating me now, making me mad!  When I think about it, when it comes to me.  This is so ridiculous.  I don't want to waste my time with this.  I wonder what that suggests.  Don't get mad at me or whatever just because I made a point.  And I didn't do it in English.

New Photo - yummy - how cute - 8D

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More Useless Messages?

Just so you know, the n word thing happened on The Princess and the Frog board, where I am lucky to still have my BabyFrog account.

I sense some gay, stupid things in the air, so shut up before I *beep* you.

I sense that someone like posing as Tim Burton, like someone who did maybe, should be eradicated for talking to me on my Monster-Baby account.  My other one I lost.  The producer of the movie I made it for died.  He also did The Sound of Music...

Then, I sensed myself being like slammed for doing an Anne Frank monologue I couldn't finish.  I did a short one they gave me and didn't make it.  Now, I'm waiting and filling up before I set out again, waiting until I'm really comfortable.  8I

Oh, and you shouldn't feel offended, so don't.  Wait, why do I get the sense I have darker hair, all of a sudden, in a weird way?

Trying to Set Things Right 8|

So, I guess some things make me feel at ease and some things don't.

I don't really want to get mad and call people niggers.

I don't want to post useless messages to star crossed lovers.

Don't make me lose my cool!

It seems like when something good happens that doesn't have anything to do with someone, someone will act up.

Since the n word thing, people I know've lost respect for me.

People are just getting antsy hoping something bad would happen to me if they weren't bad to me first and made me lose my cool.

Go wallow with the other pigs in the mud! =8e

Oh, so, my dad thinks of something renders a pleasant idea later, it's okay.

CAN YOU PEOPLE STOP LISTENING TO HIM AND SUCKING UP TO HIM AGAINST ME?  Why didn't you do it to anyone else?  I don't want you to, dummy, but it seemt to fit the bill.  Bill?!  80  You made me say that!  You don't even know what I'm talking about.

I feel picked on for feeling, and I'm trying to set my life in order at 26.  I feel so much pressure and ripping apart.  How niggerish.

If you're so fascinated with nigger details, why don't you go wallow in the mud with other pigs like yourself!  =8e

Leave my friends alone! 80

Stop suggesting things to people just because they annoy me, you racist nigger!

Ah, I need to get out! 8o

Quit Tailing Me

I keep getting vibes from my dad's nigger orders!  I use the word nigger, and he crafts some grand interaction with me through others behind my back.  Is that even legal?  To bother me?  I don't want to arrest you because then it will affect my life.  8|

You don't have to cut off your whole relationship.  I don't know why I keep hearing reverberations of annoying interactions.  I like being alone.  My life is plastered online, and I post videos on YouTube.  I'm not sure what we're focusing on, here.  8I

What the Hell?

What are you disgusting figment of my imagination doing to my blog?  Are you stupid?  80

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"Viking last name + Scottish, Jewish, French, Irish, English"

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They have affected my frame of being.  '8|

Get Down, Slave!

Oh, so, you want me to put you down just so I can't look up to you?  Maybe, you shouldn't look up to who you chose to.

Also, it's people who aren't white who won't keep a good idea going.