Saturday, October 20, 2012

^ Indian ^

Wow, my dad really let it all out.  He thinks because I have Native American it counts though it's a little.  It's from hime, though!  ':0
MySpace

'8^, So, I'm the new Lily Rose.

What the Hell?

Why do I have to sit here and worry about death creeping up my egg sacks, like making my future children not what I want just because of the way I've been talking and made to talk?

Tim Burton

I just realized, I posted on the Pirates of the Caribbean 3 forum on MySpace before I went to other sites, but first I explored Facebook and MySpace, in other ways, became more advanced and got into Tim Burton.

Ellen DeGeneres

I guess she likes people who are 14 and will abandon you when you are 16.

Because she moved then.  I don't abandon people when they are a certain age.  Well, maybe college age.

These Young People

So, these young people post online and act like it's about them but don't tell you who they really are.

What's the use in suing?

Those psychiatrists gave me medicine I don't need!  It also made my period go away.  It came back but is way light compared to before, not very heavy.  It was very light the 3rd time.  It took 2 or 3 months to come back, possibly.  I can have kids, but I'm wondering if the eggs were affected.  I also was trying to grow before but was so excited online!  Now, I feel so hated and shitty.  For some reason '8I, the medicine made me "shoot up."

Trying to Act Cool

Why does Ellen DeGeneres try to act cool in a bad way just so she doesn't look wrong?

Ellen DeGeneres and Britney Spears

Ellen DeGeneres, as you may know, is from the same area as Britney Spears.  I don't know anyone else that famous who lived there a long time.  I surveyed the area, but I moved there when I was 12.  I lived there all as a teenager.  So, I guess Ellen DeGeneres and Britney Spears left when they were a teenager but came back and went to school.  It's interesting to see them together.  I see Britney Spears looks different now.  I know when I lived there I had the same problem.  I looked like I wanted to be cool and not cute, but that changed.  I changed twice.  I'm not sure about people in Orlando, why the young girls, some of them, have very round heads, like it swirls around and around.  I wonder if people are like that from the New Orleans area.  Britney Spears moved around the area and also lived in Mississippi, but it's very New Orleans feel...  I haven't been there a lot, but I've been there maybe 5 times or more, not sure what was there.  Anyway, Ellen DeGeneres lived in Texas, too.  I guess they can relate in that way.  Chloë Moretz is from Georgia.  So, I guess they can get along from being from a rural area in the South that's more major.  I went to Georgia with my aunt and in-laws and wandered around sometime between Christmas and New Years.  So, yea, oooh.  I think I walked around for hours, alone, because I thought my aunt was gonna kill me, but I mean she wouldn't physically.  My cousin was so annoying, and I stopped when the police chased us and the other kids.  It was her fault.  She's always very bad, but now she's more withheld.  She's nothing like her mom.  I don't know why.  Her eyes aren't even blue, and her mom had such sparkly eyes.  She wears contacts.  I think she's an amazing person, as is everyone...  It's funny how different people are different weights, too.  Like, thin people never feel enough, and neither do the bigger ones.  When I lived in the area, in the end, I had a lot of power.  I met people from New Orleans, and, as I got more New Orleans influence, I had power over people.  I don't have the same kind of power in Orlando, just the power to hurt people's feelings.  So, that caroling video on YouTube was cute.  Why don't they do more of that?  '8^I

Finish Your Thought

I know I can never finish a thought, but I finish it more than most people!

Ugh!  Why are we talking about when we were 7 or 8?  I mean what year were you 7 or 8?  I loved baton when I was 7.  Oh, I started stimulating myself, then.  I started having weird thoughts at 6.  At 4|5, I became unhealthy.  That's when I found out my mom was pregnant.  They cut my hair.  I didn't like where I lived in pre-school, neither, and had a hard time with my family and extended family just because I was mixed as a fact.  They treat me like I'm precious, though.

Kinda Trashy

Ellen DeGeneres reminds me of Chloë Moretz.  They are pampered by their moms, and their fathers are divorced.  Well, it's not the action but the idea that reverberates.  I'm not sure what people think.  It's like all these people with moms or dads who seem more European let off their reserve.  Yet, they want to be American and modern, at the same time.  I heard America was cooler, but I don't know.  It's kinda trashy.

Americans

Why do people in the U.S. praise English people over Americans, as for other Europeans, and then say well you're not American and your family didn't go through what I went through?

Imagine Ellen DeGeneres.  So, her dad is supposedly not from the U.S., but her mom is.  So, she "is" important, like that's who she is, precious, whereas like I'm not, pretty much, just shit.  I'm not sure if I'm an okay example for comparison, in that way, because I'm different in too many ways.  It's funny, I guess I can connect to people in the U.S. with a European mom.  I mean, I have a hard time connecting to a lot of people, in the U.S.  I can only think of one, now.  I don't remember any others well and never did.  I get pretty annoyed at people in Europe with an American father and a European mom, for some reason, people in the U.S. with a non-American dad, people with a European dad and an American mom, and child stars.

That reminds me of when I watched the David Letterman show.  I saw someone on there, and I thought the show was neat and was gonna watch it but was calling my grandma.  :p  I guess 3 months later, I started watching Ellen.  Oh well.  :6

So, all these people with more "real world" European "experience" are really annoying.  Then, there's people like Helena Bonham Carter in Europe who are mixed who everyone like protects.  Kate Bush, however, seems publicized more secretly.  Helena is part Jewish.

These people think they "are" important, as do many, many Americans.  They think they don't have some opportunity they deserve, still.  I don't know.  Americans get along with me pretty well.

Tim Burton

Did Tim Burton in private want to coach Chloë Moretz to hate me?

Tweet @TheEllenShow

Portia is coming with you?  I know Tim Burton is always with Helena Bonham Carter.  I haven't seen Nell, lately.  I used to be alone a lot and don't see people much, in real life.  I enjoy when I do.

I hope you|Ellen is having fun!  Bon voyage!  8)

I just did some leg lifts and upper body workouts.

The North and the South

What is your problem?  Fine, fetch people who moved here and who never came to the South.  See "what" you "get."

Why do you think you can move to L.A. and stuff?  '}8|  How dare you!  What are you even talking about, playing around with me?  Well, maybe I should "play around" with you!

WHAAAT!

I don't believe in saying I'm a good person but then like saying other things for no reason.  You can try, but I'm not going to accept ... anymore!  '}8D

Obama

He is smart.  You have to be in the right mindset in order to understand things.  8|

Ellen

I guess what makes Ellen DeGeneres so special is that she has to be European and all because her dad is supposedly not from the U.S., though he doesn't seem to be English.