Sunday, October 21, 2012
New Videos of Me
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I'm loading 10 of me speaking, about 10 minutes each. I was trying to recap the day's events, didn't get to everything. I got really, really mad but withheld.
Oh, yes, at the grocery store, a boy, who was like 1 and not much older, toddling along, and he just reflected the spirit of Christmas! I got candy corns. :I It was because of me! 8D
I'm loading 10 of me speaking, about 10 minutes each. I was trying to recap the day's events, didn't get to everything. I got really, really mad but withheld.
Oh, yes, at the grocery store, a boy, who was like 1 and not much older, toddling along, and he just reflected the spirit of Christmas! I got candy corns. :I It was because of me! 8D
Something else bothered me.
Something else bothered me. D8' So, Ellen DeGeneres copies other people but herself isn't much like that in substance?
Then, something else bothered me.
Then, something else bothered me.
D8' Hey!
I just went in and talked to my dad and I felt a disgusting chord on the front of my stomach! It's irritating me now, making me mad! When I think about it, when it comes to me. This is so ridiculous. I don't want to waste my time with this. I wonder what that suggests. Don't get mad at me or whatever just because I made a point. And I didn't do it in English.
More Useless Messages?
Just so you know, the n word thing happened on The Princess and the Frog board, where I am lucky to still have my BabyFrog account.
I sense some gay, stupid things in the air, so shut up before I *beep* you.
I sense that someone like posing as Tim Burton, like someone who did maybe, should be eradicated for talking to me on my Monster-Baby account. My other one I lost. The producer of the movie I made it for died. He also did The Sound of Music...
Then, I sensed myself being like slammed for doing an Anne Frank monologue I couldn't finish. I did a short one they gave me and didn't make it. Now, I'm waiting and filling up before I set out again, waiting until I'm really comfortable. 8I
Oh, and you shouldn't feel offended, so don't. Wait, why do I get the sense I have darker hair, all of a sudden, in a weird way?
I sense some gay, stupid things in the air, so shut up before I *beep* you.
I sense that someone like posing as Tim Burton, like someone who did maybe, should be eradicated for talking to me on my Monster-Baby account. My other one I lost. The producer of the movie I made it for died. He also did The Sound of Music...
Then, I sensed myself being like slammed for doing an Anne Frank monologue I couldn't finish. I did a short one they gave me and didn't make it. Now, I'm waiting and filling up before I set out again, waiting until I'm really comfortable. 8I
Oh, and you shouldn't feel offended, so don't. Wait, why do I get the sense I have darker hair, all of a sudden, in a weird way?
Trying to Set Things Right 8|
So, I guess some things make me feel at ease and some things don't.
I don't really want to get mad and call people niggers.
I don't want to post useless messages to star crossed lovers.
I don't really want to get mad and call people niggers.
I don't want to post useless messages to star crossed lovers.
Don't make me lose my cool!
It seems like when something good happens that doesn't have anything to do with someone, someone will act up.
Since the n word thing, people I know've lost respect for me.
People are just getting antsy hoping something bad would happen to me if they weren't bad to me first and made me lose my cool.
Since the n word thing, people I know've lost respect for me.
People are just getting antsy hoping something bad would happen to me if they weren't bad to me first and made me lose my cool.
Go wallow with the other pigs in the mud! =8e
Oh, so, my dad thinks of something renders a pleasant idea later, it's okay.
CAN YOU PEOPLE STOP LISTENING TO HIM AND SUCKING UP TO HIM AGAINST ME? Why didn't you do it to anyone else? I don't want you to, dummy, but it seemt to fit the bill. Bill?! 80 You made me say that! You don't even know what I'm talking about.
I feel picked on for feeling, and I'm trying to set my life in order at 26. I feel so much pressure and ripping apart. How niggerish.
If you're so fascinated with nigger details, why don't you go wallow in the mud with other pigs like yourself! =8e
CAN YOU PEOPLE STOP LISTENING TO HIM AND SUCKING UP TO HIM AGAINST ME? Why didn't you do it to anyone else? I don't want you to, dummy, but it seemt to fit the bill. Bill?! 80 You made me say that! You don't even know what I'm talking about.
I feel picked on for feeling, and I'm trying to set my life in order at 26. I feel so much pressure and ripping apart. How niggerish.
If you're so fascinated with nigger details, why don't you go wallow in the mud with other pigs like yourself! =8e
Leave my friends alone! 80
Stop suggesting things to people just because they annoy me, you racist nigger!
Quit Tailing Me
I keep getting vibes from my dad's nigger orders! I use the word nigger, and he crafts some grand interaction with me through others behind my back. Is that even legal? To bother me? I don't want to arrest you because then it will affect my life. 8|
You don't have to cut off your whole relationship. I don't know why I keep hearing reverberations of annoying interactions. I like being alone. My life is plastered online, and I post videos on YouTube. I'm not sure what we're focusing on, here. 8I
You don't have to cut off your whole relationship. I don't know why I keep hearing reverberations of annoying interactions. I like being alone. My life is plastered online, and I post videos on YouTube. I'm not sure what we're focusing on, here. 8I
What the Hell?
What are you disgusting figment of my imagination doing to my blog? Are you stupid? 80
Get Down, Slave!
Oh, so, you want me to put you down just so I can't look up to you? Maybe, you shouldn't look up to who you chose to.
Also, it's people who aren't white who won't keep a good idea going.
Also, it's people who aren't white who won't keep a good idea going.
Why do you keep popping up?
So, why do you keep popping up like a perv? Why is that gonna happen? YOU KNOW, MOST PEOPLE DON'T WANT IT TO.
A Spoiled Brat
Now, my arm feels stimulated after seeing that disgusting rendering of a black woman. QUIT IT! WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM? SHOULD WE SOMEHOW SHAKE YOU AND NOT HARM YOU, or is that impossible ... to take out our anger or something? Oh, you wanna suggest I'd do that to people. You're way out of your league. You think you're so cute and sexy in that way, like Johnny Depp or my dad, but you're just a spoiled brat.
The Chinese
Hey, why did you send me a perverted message? Are you jealous of my relationship?
I just got the message that this person thinks I will always be "a nigger" to someone. Don't call me that, you nigger, just because you are one. You just did it to be stupid and worthless beyond reason. What's your problem? Are you just some mental nut online or in your head or whatever? Oh, and then you associated it with ... well, I saw an ad on my computer and it bothered me. It was a thin black woman with short hair with a laptop who looked kinda stupid ... hey, Ellen posted pictures of stupid babies. Hey, I can say whatever I want about you and am pretty nice. You quit your stupid attitude about the n word thing. I could just *beep* you for being stupid for pretend and sucking up to my dad. All these messages came from you. You think I'm insane, but you want the world to "know" things, things that aren't real. You're just showing off reveling in Helena Bonham Carter and her daughter. You keep avoiding the facts and do nothing because you're scared of my stupid father who just gripes about the n word thing, which is his fault. You think you're so powerful, but you're not. You never were. You're just a toy. Why don't you QUIT! You're probably dreaming of torturing my future daughter. You don't even know what you're doing. You think you do. I read your father wasn't from America and that your mom was from New Orleans and so is your brother. Why don't you get in with the crap and shut up? You don't like good people. I tried to get you to. How do I know, knowing my life is an experiment, that you didn't get that hacked on my computer. I don't know "who did it." I just know that it's your fault. Now, my dad will gayly joke about that. He's sleeping now. What's your problem? You're mean. I don't care if you're famous. You can be messed up. Maybe, you're on target, but you're spoiled. I didn't mean necessarily by your parents. I don't know "what" you think of me, but I find other people disgusting! ';6 And I don't mean to offend anyone nor the reader|you.
You must be Jewish. ':( What the fuck do you think I am? My ancestors? You shouldn't even know who they are, eh, because I don't? I mean, it would be nice if you did or anyone, in reality, but it doesn't mean I'm stupid. Why are you Jewish people so stupid and kill us Europeans for feeling things? People deny the Jewish were really bad in the Holocaust. I guess the Jewish like stupid people. I don't know why you and Helena Bonham Carter think you're over and above everyone. Because you're not. You're weak sissies who cower in relationships, and I don't mean that in a stupid way. I'm not pointing fingers at her in particular.
I'm tired of you gay Jews thinking you can look Chinese but are disgusting. Don't blame me! I don't make anyone like the Chinese in weird ways. There are very attractive, likeable Chinese out there.
Anyway, just checking in to whatever I thought online for no good reason.
Why do you people think you have a race with such big noses and are dominant over me? Make you "feel good?" Well, I don't think that's how things have to be.
Also, I'm my own person.
I don't know why you blame your problems on the Chinese.
OH, QUIT DOING THINGS LIKE CENTERED IN THIS WAY ... however it is to be described ... BECAUSE OF WHAT'S UP ON MY WEBSITE AND THE N WORD THING.
All my dad does is sit there and get back at me. Something good happens or someone makes a point that makes me feel good but not them.
I just got the message that this person thinks I will always be "a nigger" to someone. Don't call me that, you nigger, just because you are one. You just did it to be stupid and worthless beyond reason. What's your problem? Are you just some mental nut online or in your head or whatever? Oh, and then you associated it with ... well, I saw an ad on my computer and it bothered me. It was a thin black woman with short hair with a laptop who looked kinda stupid ... hey, Ellen posted pictures of stupid babies. Hey, I can say whatever I want about you and am pretty nice. You quit your stupid attitude about the n word thing. I could just *beep* you for being stupid for pretend and sucking up to my dad. All these messages came from you. You think I'm insane, but you want the world to "know" things, things that aren't real. You're just showing off reveling in Helena Bonham Carter and her daughter. You keep avoiding the facts and do nothing because you're scared of my stupid father who just gripes about the n word thing, which is his fault. You think you're so powerful, but you're not. You never were. You're just a toy. Why don't you QUIT! You're probably dreaming of torturing my future daughter. You don't even know what you're doing. You think you do. I read your father wasn't from America and that your mom was from New Orleans and so is your brother. Why don't you get in with the crap and shut up? You don't like good people. I tried to get you to. How do I know, knowing my life is an experiment, that you didn't get that hacked on my computer. I don't know "who did it." I just know that it's your fault. Now, my dad will gayly joke about that. He's sleeping now. What's your problem? You're mean. I don't care if you're famous. You can be messed up. Maybe, you're on target, but you're spoiled. I didn't mean necessarily by your parents. I don't know "what" you think of me, but I find other people disgusting! ';6 And I don't mean to offend anyone nor the reader|you.
You must be Jewish. ':( What the fuck do you think I am? My ancestors? You shouldn't even know who they are, eh, because I don't? I mean, it would be nice if you did or anyone, in reality, but it doesn't mean I'm stupid. Why are you Jewish people so stupid and kill us Europeans for feeling things? People deny the Jewish were really bad in the Holocaust. I guess the Jewish like stupid people. I don't know why you and Helena Bonham Carter think you're over and above everyone. Because you're not. You're weak sissies who cower in relationships, and I don't mean that in a stupid way. I'm not pointing fingers at her in particular.
I'm tired of you gay Jews thinking you can look Chinese but are disgusting. Don't blame me! I don't make anyone like the Chinese in weird ways. There are very attractive, likeable Chinese out there.
Anyway, just checking in to whatever I thought online for no good reason.
Why do you people think you have a race with such big noses and are dominant over me? Make you "feel good?" Well, I don't think that's how things have to be.
Also, I'm my own person.
I don't know why you blame your problems on the Chinese.
OH, QUIT DOING THINGS LIKE CENTERED IN THIS WAY ... however it is to be described ... BECAUSE OF WHAT'S UP ON MY WEBSITE AND THE N WORD THING.
All my dad does is sit there and get back at me. Something good happens or someone makes a point that makes me feel good but not them.
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