Tuesday, October 16, 2012
My Hand! '8^0
I feel that the influence of Renee Fleming or someone channeling her somehow, maybe through me being an experiment, again! made my hand feel like a person for some reason, you know in a disgusting way that is possible, I guess. Needless to say, it's pinpointing key hot spots. It was my right hand first, and it happened again. Something adverse happened, and I thought that she made me turn on my dad and I used the word nigger in the same sentence describing the occurrence.
*Up*
Did you ever consider the movie Up? It features a young Japanese or Chinese or Korean boy with an old English man who looks like he's gonna die.
I was thinking of my brother. He is feisty and something of a devil who's calmed down later in life. He thinks it's funny to be everything I don't want to be and test me for it. What a ditzy thing to do. Why didn't my parents guide him?
Oh, yea, and my mother wanted me to baby my brother. She thinks that's what I'm for. Well, he didn't listen and for some reason he wanted to be with her too much, though he was not accepting of her race, at the core.
So, it seems all these people are acting bad just to make you feel like you're better. I shouldn't get in trouble for it. I already don't want to go there but try to convince them otherwise. People are so silly and think maybe I need to be bad like them. What outlandish idea made that happen? '8^.
I was thinking of my brother. He is feisty and something of a devil who's calmed down later in life. He thinks it's funny to be everything I don't want to be and test me for it. What a ditzy thing to do. Why didn't my parents guide him?
Oh, yea, and my mother wanted me to baby my brother. She thinks that's what I'm for. Well, he didn't listen and for some reason he wanted to be with her too much, though he was not accepting of her race, at the core.
So, it seems all these people are acting bad just to make you feel like you're better. I shouldn't get in trouble for it. I already don't want to go there but try to convince them otherwise. People are so silly and think maybe I need to be bad like them. What outlandish idea made that happen? '8^.
The New Baby ^ ^
Ellen DeGeneres is weird. She is like putting all this stuff over my head set to happen because of other people and the n word thing.
Well, I found that people realize what they did before this happened that was wrong, and that seems to consume them.
Like, I feel that she's like stereotyping me in bad ways like she's afraid of me. I don't know, but it seems Kate Bush did that. At first, I was feeling good from them. Then, I felt them turn on me because of the n word thing. Like, they made me unappealing, the same influence rubbed off from Tim Burton and the world looking like Winona Ryder.
I guess Ellen DeGeneres will never be her brother. She seems to think the youngest should always be the cutest. My mom seems to have made my brother feel more innocent. Well, I'm a girl, and she seems to know about that kind of thing, maybe. I don't really like to think I'm supposed to be like unimportant because I have a little brother. I seem a lot whiter than him, as put in my website, like in my outward desires.
I'm mad at my parents. They truly cannot control me, and sometimes they act like that's okay.
I think my mom really threw me away like trash, ashamed at what she did.
My brother was a bit feistier than me, for whatever reason, and not as fresh. I guess girls are made to be more fresh, and people with older moms tend to feel more in a certain way though maybe may not have as much punch as some people. You get it, it's complicated and too much to go into for me because I'm mixed.
Well, I found that people realize what they did before this happened that was wrong, and that seems to consume them.
Like, I feel that she's like stereotyping me in bad ways like she's afraid of me. I don't know, but it seems Kate Bush did that. At first, I was feeling good from them. Then, I felt them turn on me because of the n word thing. Like, they made me unappealing, the same influence rubbed off from Tim Burton and the world looking like Winona Ryder.
I guess Ellen DeGeneres will never be her brother. She seems to think the youngest should always be the cutest. My mom seems to have made my brother feel more innocent. Well, I'm a girl, and she seems to know about that kind of thing, maybe. I don't really like to think I'm supposed to be like unimportant because I have a little brother. I seem a lot whiter than him, as put in my website, like in my outward desires.
I'm mad at my parents. They truly cannot control me, and sometimes they act like that's okay.
I think my mom really threw me away like trash, ashamed at what she did.
My brother was a bit feistier than me, for whatever reason, and not as fresh. I guess girls are made to be more fresh, and people with older moms tend to feel more in a certain way though maybe may not have as much punch as some people. You get it, it's complicated and too much to go into for me because I'm mixed.
Change the channel!
Ellen DeGeneres seems to be channeling negative energy. She is cynical, and she may be aware of that, already. Why wouldn't she be?
Anyway, I get the feeling she wants to reduce me to my brother. She happens to have a brother, and he's more like what people stereotyped me as when I lived where she lived.
Who would want you to be exactly like someone else? She seems to be well aware she has a fetish.
I don't know, but I don't think it affected me. I just found it insulting.
Anyway, I get the feeling she wants to reduce me to my brother. She happens to have a brother, and he's more like what people stereotyped me as when I lived where she lived.
Who would want you to be exactly like someone else? She seems to be well aware she has a fetish.
I don't know, but I don't think it affected me. I just found it insulting.
A Shot
All my problems are caused by the n word thing, and before that people weren't as honest with me in their emotions and doings, punishing but not as much, still giving me something of a shot.
2 Peas in a Pod
Why do people think that doing "the right thing" or "what you're supposed to do.." 8^. is offensive to them?
Magic 8^|
I'm pretty sure I've seen magic. One example is that when I was in college in Cleveland during Katrina, I was in bed and one arm was over my eyes, like glued to them, and the other forearm grew a foot and back in a minute. I know it was magic because then I woke up and there were blood drops under my armpits.
My Eye! 3^(
Isn't it funny when you feel like a certain way sorta mapped out like you know when people cross their eyes? One of my eyes sorta popped out.
Something Weird
Something weird that has been happening to me was that when I talked to my grandma, my cheeks got bigger. Since I thought something upset at my grandma, my right cheek has been swirling around, but I concentrated it elsewhere. It's kinda a hard disconnected feeling.
..So, did you notice?
Clumsy thumbsy...
Would you say some people go out of their way to hurt people? Also, do you see Tim Burton knocking people out as having a point?
Would you say some people go out of their way to hurt people? Also, do you see Tim Burton knocking people out as having a point?
Scottish
What do you think of people who grow up learning to read like suggestions, like people with major Scottish blood? I grew up thinking I wasn't Scottish but found out I had names that were originally from Scotland, one for sure though being from the northern islands.
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