Thursday, October 18, 2012

Just *beep* my dad.

What's my dad doing now?  Punishing and torturing my daughter because he is a nigger and she is young?

Ellen DeGeneres, just shut up!

You seem nice on your TV show, and there's nothing wrong with that.

Fly

I turned on the light because there's a fly in my room.

What about my daughter's wedding and birthday? 8^0

Might it be up? 8^0

Interruption 8^|

Now, I don't feel all the thick, hard feeling I was getting because I got mad at my dad and blogged like crazy.

Nood Pictures of Me: Flickr! '}8)

Flickr

New Videos of Me Being Loaded on YouTube 8^|

Mainly Singing But the First Throwing Stuff Like Ellen DeGeneres on her show today :)

1 minute + processing left for the first one 8|

YouTube

So Sore

My pelvis and abs are so sore.

I'm tired of posting these bits of information! 8v

I can't let people get away with giving me these secret messages!  ...  They are mean secret messages and suggestive!  They are suggestive in a bad way.

Offensive Private Messages

Also, I was thinking of seeing the Irish singer with Orla Fallon who is having a baby with my aunt.

I was thinking of eating out, too.  My other aunt gave me some food, and I didn't get to go to the grocery store.  I didn't go again recently, for a week.  It reminds me of how a girl from a Barrett side picture had supple, condense legs.  From my other side, someone who died named Vivian when I Was little seemed weak, with some relatives who probably had, like others Scottish last names but not maybe more.  Thought I was gonna say something else, too.

This is so annoying.  I'm tired of these offensive private messages.

Edit



I mean thinking Ellen DeGeneres was causing bad messages by others, but it might be a reiteration of what's in my head.

Not Mad

Aw, I shouldn't have gotten mad.

I think my mom and Ellen DeGeneres supposedly channeling in things and thinking it's funny to be mean made me mad.  My mom made me feel like I wouldn't care about my future daughter a little and that it was funny I was just like a physical piece of shit.

Edit: I mean thinking Ellen DeGeneres was causing bad messages by others, but it might be a reiteration of what's in my head.

Pop

I just felt something physical on top of my head literally go pop.

Funny

Today, I didn't feel as sorta meshed with anyone but kinda felt like I was being touched, after I got mad.  Before, I found myself in a little bind.

Well, that's something like the goal.

I just felt it was a bit blatant.

I guess different people have made me feel different ways.  Tim Burton and Kate Bush being some of the latest.

Furthermore

I also thought of someone not being welcome and how I posted on my blog for my aunt to go back to Hell.

Leave me alone!

I remember when I thought Kate Bush was going "I i i i i" when I was eating cutely and didn't post it.

Also, now I have to look up words and can't right click them, in Safari, which seems Apple powered.  Reminds me a boy from England I talk to who was gonna marry me whose dad died that day's moms' last name is Webster.  His dad has Irish.  His last name is Scottish.  He also has Russian.  Helena Bonham Carter and Winona Ryder have Russian Jewish.  Winona Ryder also has Romanian Jewish, and Helena Bonham Carter has French and Spanish Jewish, maybe just Spanish Spanish.

Also, the thing with Kate Bush happened in the Spring, when I started watching the Ellen DeGeneres show and saw the guy between hers and my mom's and others's ages, Kate Bush and Tim Burton, named Viggo Mortensen.  His dad is Danish, and his mom is American, and he's from South America partly.  He's lived in Denmark.  Ellen DeGeneres's dad is supposedly not from the U.S.  On Ancestry.com, I put up the Facebook I made for her energy ride and my Twitter.  So, Viggo was on all the covers of tLotR.  He was on the David Letterman show.  He has a bowl cut hair, light medium brown, combed to the side, a sunken in face, and a long nose.  His hair is graying fast.

There is probably more.  This is such a waste of my time.  It looks like someone rather let out a big one, so-to-speak, not sure what else to say, going to go eat now..  '8^|

I just moved my noisemaker, which makes white noise of rushing air.  Sometimes, I set it on my blue, leather sofa I borrowed|got from the living room, from by my bed and plugged it in, here.  I'm wearing my yelloe and pink earplugs.

Dream

I was in a class, and I guess Ellen DeGeneres was like the person who had take over it.  In the end I had a copy of a spiral booklet, with lots of pages but not like thick thick and in black and white with lots of comics in the same type and was reading lots of stuff, like sentences that looked as big as paragraphs.  Supposedly, someone as making yellow Answer-Os to be eaten as a souvenir from her ride.  I remember I was the last one in the class, not getting a colored cover book, which I think we were like competing to make or something, not sure who won.

I'm kinda tired, might turn in early and not shower and get dressed today, have some laundry I could do.

Still upset about the morning's events.

Kids!

It seems different kids were treated different ways, like to make others turn off for good.  I like to feel alone, and I feel from others because I've been more expressive.

Going to Bed Soon