Not Mad

Aw, I shouldn't have gotten mad.

I think my mom and Ellen DeGeneres supposedly channeling in things and thinking it's funny to be mean made me mad.  My mom made me feel like I wouldn't care about my future daughter a little and that it was funny I was just like a physical piece of shit.

Edit: I mean thinking Ellen DeGeneres was causing bad messages by others, but it might be a reiteration of what's in my head.