Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Oof! Xp

So full!  I had 3 donuts and a meal with sushi!

Wasted Money

I shouldn't have had to have gotten those 3 personality books this month.

Moreoff, I should have already have had the noisemaker.

I also got a movie that was cool but not like as interesting as you'd want.

What else?  I was overspent on iTunes.  I guess I just kept wasting money.

I have some cash to put on my credit card that I took out of another credit card.  I've been using it on the other, and there is a small fee.

My dad is getting me my Halloween costume, though, which should be okay.  We started going to the movies since a certain time, too, when I was in my room sick, kinda, like feeling tired.  I just posted online.  I didn't go to IMDb, though, until later.  My dad was laid off when I was 16, when I lost my 4.0, too, and somehow he got by trying to give presentations.  He went to Las Vegas and brought me back a souvenier, which I asked for, I think a pen.

The Halloween costume I am getting is at ebay and costs like $25 but comes with shoes and a hat and is very nice.  I guess I'll wait and look for a trick-or-treat bag, around.  :6

Lame

What do you think of the way people are reacting, it seems, that like it's outrageous we want to be treated like the person who is an adult to us like as a parental figure age is sorta domineering over us, emotionally, and sorta dark and sexy?  It seems to have spun off all around in various ways in the hidden background with hidden motives, too.  80

What do you think of people who shrug off this kind of thinking as disrespectful, when they define themselves to have the kinks of the majority?  Like, they claim they are downplaying themselves not to look as good because they are not inherently perfect, but they are not more perfect than you are.

^ Living a Life of Misery 86 ^

Just because my dad's mom's dad's dad is part Native American indian does not mean I have to live my life tortured even in private as though I messed up when I wasn't even a person yet.

Also, I would only think it a blessing to have a minority of a most non-white race.

I'm not sure.  I mean, it's my dad's mom's side that has Native American.  I'm not sure which of his sides has it, guessing his dad's dad's or his mom's, but it may not matter.  We're all different...

Dream

My first dream was scary.

While I remember the 2nd dream, I was hugging someone and they were hugging me and it felt really good.

Hard to remember the 1st one now, but I woke up to go to the bathroom.


Ah, yes, a car woke me up as it roared by.

So, I felt the hug because of my sheets.  When I lie in bed, I feel kinda like that, like a person is touching me.  Usually, I have to think of a real person, and then for a long time it sorta fuels me.  I try not to, but I usually end up doing that now.  I remember a time when it wasn't like that.  It started, I think, after I was in college or thought my life turned into like an experiment...


Speaking of which, having your life be like an experiment is kinda weird.  I hope there are other people like me in the same experiment.

Time for breatkfast.  :)

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I also changed my race to Pacific Islander.

Monday, October 15, 2012

New Photos of Me

Flickr
Check out this YouTube of me: YouTube.

My Cuz!

Her boyfriend committed suicide!  Talk to #AskEllen!

This was probably 2 weeks ago, a week before Frankenweenie.  I had a cute suicide background up at my old Twitter, BarrettXtina.

D:  He shouldn't have!

Nu Vid of Me on U Tube Cumming Up

in 20 minutes

YouTube

I'd better not drop in.

>*..*<~

Making Things Up

What do you think of people who make up things to stay safe?  Not everyone does that.  In fact, it will get you into trouble.

I am very suspicious and mad.  First, Tim Burton rules out that my mom is recognized as a generation, while Helena Bonham Carter makes people think it's right to be scary-looking.  Now, I'm getting the vibe it's catching on, in the same fashion, that my daughter and supposedly son will be an invalid.  It's too bad I've been thinking like that.  Well, actually, it makes sense.  I don't accept that because I'm not an invalid, and I don't think that my husband would be more of an invalid than me.  I don't care about perverted, bad people, who blame you for things racially and corner you.  I'm not up for perverted, mixed people, neither, like my own relations.  Don't go and ruin my life like some stupid animal.

Details 8|

I noticed that some people are rather lunky, what other word to describe the marvelous, sought after *sensation*  8|

I just noticed that I have fetishes for some reason, but I don't really though I could get them.  }:)

Grocery Store

I just

*Pain*

I have a pain, like I hit something hard but like a sorta rubbing pain, on my right hand, between my pointer finger and thumb.  It goes just below the joint to the end of that bump.  8|

New Videos of Me Being Uploaded 8|

YouTube  :6
New Photos of Me on Flickr 8|

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I had a Philosophy professor my 2nd year 2nd semester after a hurricane from Saint Louis.  I was studying at a Jesuit school in the downtown area of New Orleans.  He was really cool, quite a perfect, astounding person, humble, though, and apprently without much money  ...  He had black hair, dark eyes, and black skin.  I spoke to him once in person and once over e-mail, I think both times to do with me not turning in an essay, but he liked me.

http://tinyurl.com/mjy4oky3  It looks like a nice place.  I studied there, too.  I took a graduate course in Foundations of Education.  It was a week long course.  It was after my 1st year of college in Music Education, though I was just kicked out of it and Voice Lessons.  I had such a hard time walking to eat.  It was all graduate students who were teachers.  Anyway, I walked to a place under this huge, huge, fancy church or cathedral.  After school, I ate at the cafe.  There wasn't anything digestible there, actually.  I saw some very slick girls, who looked like they could be in junior high or high school, with light-medium blonde hair.  When I was near the Cleveland area, next semester, during Hurricane Katrina, I saw some blondes with thick, white glittery hair and sharp, strong noses, who seemed like 2 years younger than me.  I had quite an adventure in Washington, D.C.  I couldn't do any of the homework.  That was my first flunk in college.  One of many.  Well, I started out a 4.0 student and became a procrastinator.  I also participated in a plethora of extra-curricular activities.

I wanted to go back to Jacksonville to see Pink perform, but apparently it's in Orlando.  Jacksonville is in Northeastern Florida.  I live in Orlando.  I used to live in the Jacksonville area.  When I was 9-11, I lived in the nation's oldest continuing city, there.  I lived in the city itself, which encompasses the entire county about, when I was 5, 6, and a little at 7.

Wish I could chat longer, just don't know what to say...  8^.  So, have a marvelous time!

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@TheEllenShow is probably the most famous person in the world.  What an accomplishment!  Well, I don't know about other talk show hosts.  ^66^
Me Growing Up, on Flickr 8|