I just saw "Paranormal Activity 4." When the girl left for the first time, I saw a white sheet, sorta fuzzy coming at me on the left. I really saw white.
Something else scary is I saw a knife jump off a plate on the side of my eye a few months ago. When I was up north in the laundry room, I literally saw a physical machine bug crawl and go into the tile. It was so advanced yet not as advanced as it could be for the world that really existed. Also, I lay on my bed and one arm was glued over my eyes. The other forearm grew a foot and back in a minute. One direction was the most acute pain I've felt. It's not as miserable as most things, though. It felt so alive after for so long! I still feel the effects, of course. There were drops of blood under my armpits, a week on the right one.
Saturday, October 20, 2012
Friday, October 19, 2012
Story
There was a little girl in pain in a pink dress. Her mother was a witch, and her daddy was a ghost. She had an older brother and an older sister.
She had just come from a dream of being in Looking Glass Land with her pet kitten, a white and milky bluish, shiny kitten, with beady eyes. It was easy to take care of. You just leave it a creamy drink. You give it your leftover sushi and other seafood. It has a little house in her room, which is spacious.
Anyway, witches weren't being hanged for being witches, but people were hunting down other monsters, like zombies that supposedly existed.
(I just smelled a faint whiff of food and felt disturbed, unsure if I can focus, now. I just had some of what we have left of bagels and some bread, too. Hungry. I sense a wrong suggestion, in the air.)
So, it was almost Halloween. They lived in inland Southern England, and it was getting pretty cold outside. Lots of things were happening, deaths from car accidents, paranormal sitings both here and abroad. Little Lottie was scared. Her mother comforted her, and her father protected them. She had some friends who were a little older than her and helped care for the homeless. She also saw some women who were robust yet shapely and in their 30s and 40s who had no children. There were loads of gentlemen in the area into opera and even the ballet. Lottie was too young for ballet.
So, things got dangerous, and Lottie had to go in and help in the town. She was scared, and one of the ladies held her on her lap and made her feel good. In the spirit of events, they decided to proceed still to a theme park that was a ways away, and Lottie went in a big covered caravan. When it slowed up, she would run alongside. They camped out, and when they saw a wolf, one of the ladies picked her up and put her in the caravan. The rest of the children cowered to the parents. So, they reached the grand carnival. First, Lottie went on the ferris wheel alone. It stopped a lot and was jerky and not that fun. Other people were scared out of their wits or just sat and stared into space. There was a historical ride that featured a recording of a prominent figure in the city. She came from a successful family. Some of the kids around her age were being carried the whole time and tried to be fed. Some of the older ones were dancers and never tired out, the older ones. There were some very interesting boat rides and tunnels of love and erotica. She went on these alone.
Later, she went on a big camping trip with her family, relatives, and some others. It was a lot of fun. They "almost died." She even saw a ghost but was not scared of this ghost. It didn't do anything to her.
So, then, she was back home awaiting Halloween. She ordered a costume. She was going to be a wood fairy from inspiration of A Midsummer Night's Dream. She even got a wand that lit up.
Lottie had a computer. She used it to post online to whoever was brave enough to post whatever.
There was a lot of drama going on about witches. Moreso, I think the drama was about sorcerors. Witches were more common, like pirates. Then, there were the Celtic philosophers and magicians and magic recluses.
One of Lottie's favorite pasttimes was the confidence she had around the young toddlers in the soup kitchen. They were there because of their mental condition. Most of them were homeless.
Lottie took a trip to Africa.
...
She had just come from a dream of being in Looking Glass Land with her pet kitten, a white and milky bluish, shiny kitten, with beady eyes. It was easy to take care of. You just leave it a creamy drink. You give it your leftover sushi and other seafood. It has a little house in her room, which is spacious.
Anyway, witches weren't being hanged for being witches, but people were hunting down other monsters, like zombies that supposedly existed.
(I just smelled a faint whiff of food and felt disturbed, unsure if I can focus, now. I just had some of what we have left of bagels and some bread, too. Hungry. I sense a wrong suggestion, in the air.)
So, it was almost Halloween. They lived in inland Southern England, and it was getting pretty cold outside. Lots of things were happening, deaths from car accidents, paranormal sitings both here and abroad. Little Lottie was scared. Her mother comforted her, and her father protected them. She had some friends who were a little older than her and helped care for the homeless. She also saw some women who were robust yet shapely and in their 30s and 40s who had no children. There were loads of gentlemen in the area into opera and even the ballet. Lottie was too young for ballet.
So, things got dangerous, and Lottie had to go in and help in the town. She was scared, and one of the ladies held her on her lap and made her feel good. In the spirit of events, they decided to proceed still to a theme park that was a ways away, and Lottie went in a big covered caravan. When it slowed up, she would run alongside. They camped out, and when they saw a wolf, one of the ladies picked her up and put her in the caravan. The rest of the children cowered to the parents. So, they reached the grand carnival. First, Lottie went on the ferris wheel alone. It stopped a lot and was jerky and not that fun. Other people were scared out of their wits or just sat and stared into space. There was a historical ride that featured a recording of a prominent figure in the city. She came from a successful family. Some of the kids around her age were being carried the whole time and tried to be fed. Some of the older ones were dancers and never tired out, the older ones. There were some very interesting boat rides and tunnels of love and erotica. She went on these alone.
Later, she went on a big camping trip with her family, relatives, and some others. It was a lot of fun. They "almost died." She even saw a ghost but was not scared of this ghost. It didn't do anything to her.
So, then, she was back home awaiting Halloween. She ordered a costume. She was going to be a wood fairy from inspiration of A Midsummer Night's Dream. She even got a wand that lit up.
Lottie had a computer. She used it to post online to whoever was brave enough to post whatever.
There was a lot of drama going on about witches. Moreso, I think the drama was about sorcerors. Witches were more common, like pirates. Then, there were the Celtic philosophers and magicians and magic recluses.
One of Lottie's favorite pasttimes was the confidence she had around the young toddlers in the soup kitchen. They were there because of their mental condition. Most of them were homeless.
Lottie took a trip to Africa.
...
So Uncool
Americans are weak.
They get so affected by not being popular yet are so uncool, you've got me so uncool, you've got me so uncool. Look's like I'm so uncool...
They get so affected by not being popular yet are so uncool, you've got me so uncool, you've got me so uncool. Look's like I'm so uncool...
I'm cooler.
So, I notice older people are acting the way people my age were bad thinking that was pretty sexy, sexily put together.
Unpopular
Why are some people so dischordant with one another, I mean disgusting people? I mean, some people just go by what's popular in a bad way. They try to relish things that are inrelishable.
Orlando
It really affects me. I have guilt in my past, but I rectified it.
Like, physical feelings always overcome me and can affect my thinking and ability to control myself. Oh, and I also stimulate myself.
Like, physical feelings always overcome me and can affect my thinking and ability to control myself. Oh, and I also stimulate myself.
Unwanted Attention
What do you think of people who experience unwanted attention? Like, people get interested in them just because you were friends with them, but they try to "reach them." They don't try to "reach" you and your needs in this life and world. Why do they "reach" for others, like they pose as a threat? That's what life's about, not giving them the time of day.
I think people are interesting, but why keep coming around for nothing?
Nobody is nothing, but some people just are a strange case.
I mean, I guess people exist.
I think people are interesting, but why keep coming around for nothing?
Nobody is nothing, but some people just are a strange case.
I mean, I guess people exist.
Intelligent Attention
What do you think of people who simplify life and try to make unlikely people succeed over others? Get my suggestions? Like, someone will deserve pleasures and not get them. Someone else, they will feed knowledge to and sorta butter them up. They will have this fascination in their mind of being over the person who deserves the attention, and everyone seems to very much agree they deserve a certain kind of intelligent attention.
I guess you can get into intelligent intention. It means that you give the person the right attention and not some twisted attention based on no morals nor fairness in life. Did you know a big thing of the late 90s and earlier 00s was that life isn't fair? It was literally shouted into our heads every time we tried to succeed. Why did this topic come up recently? Intelligent attention. Hmph. I thought maybe I had something. I guess I never will, living in Orlando.
I guess you can get into intelligent intention. It means that you give the person the right attention and not some twisted attention based on no morals nor fairness in life. Did you know a big thing of the late 90s and earlier 00s was that life isn't fair? It was literally shouted into our heads every time we tried to succeed. Why did this topic come up recently? Intelligent attention. Hmph. I thought maybe I had something. I guess I never will, living in Orlando.
Those Times
What do you thnink of those times in the past, like the 90s and more earlier 00s, where life was stressful like on holding yourself together as a person, more physically, like the head bone's connected to the neck bone...
A Cool Person
So, I was looking up Finding Nemo 2 and noticed Ellen DeGeneres is a face you want to see. So, she's been active since 1981, but I only know what she looked like in like 1984. She seemed to look differente before that. She really seems like a dream person to meet for young people. It seems the same way with Kate Bush, except Kate Bush wasn't as big. She got fat as an adult. I mean Ellen was like a beutiful, pretty, smart, astute, sharp, very human yet very elated child. She was a sweet baby. She was also a sweet toddler. So sweet. :) She seemed very nice, for instance. She was very cute and smart. She was pretty. I guess I don't have a big vocabulary and need to get a storybook. So, yea, and she changed as she got older. When she was an older teenager|young adult, she was very mature and there for you and took on a whole new look. She became the sexiest woman alive as an adult, not to mention became the most well-known. Three cheers for Ellen DeGeneres, and have a good time with all that she is and her life's accomplishments. She is the most accomplished person in the world, especially sexually. =} I'm learning a lot under her offerings.
Leaping
My dad is a leaping loser. He can't man the fact I asked him to buy me a Halloween costume. I don't even know if he ordered it, yet. I've been spending my money on songs on iTunes to sing karaoke. I also got a noisemaker, 3 main complex personality sorter topic books ... what else? 8^| No clothes.
Worried
I feel my dad wants to force rape on me.
They won't stop getting complex in my life and leaving messages that pile up, my dad, who is kinda intrusive, in a way. He seemed happy, in real life, but we just don't stop him.
I felt my right egg sack like it was about to explode. I heard some cars go by. I think they're catching onto the very fact I had my dad buy me my costume for Halloween. Why not? What's the big deal? I'm sure other people have their parents buy them stuff...
I thought of something really nasty and perverted, that people reading into my privacy maybe would be "embraced" by my dad, in a way I don't like, that "feels like rape."
Ever since the n word thing, he's lost his respect for me, like he was waiting for it, like an excuse.
I was thinking lots of people call people the n word. PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE. If you wanna get mad how Nell Burton was raised to look, you're ASKING THE WRONG GODDAMN PERSON. :S It seems someone is so antsy they can't take anything that reminds them of something, neither. WHAT'S YOUR SORRY IDEA BARKING ON ME FOR THINGS I NEED, things I don't do often, neither?
Oh wow, I thought they all wanted me to do it. She's a girl. What does that mean? Oh, were you so creative and stupid that you got that into my life yet ruined it? People think also that calling someone who usually wouldn't be called it is better than calling someone on the streets that, but times have changed.
Now, I'm worried my dad is stupid enough to think he has to be the one to and that anyone would go out of their way to in a weird, complex way hurt a boy I talk to online from England... He hasn't directly talked to me, in awhile. He was suppoesd to.
So, what about it? What's so special about this non-nigger girl?
They won't stop getting complex in my life and leaving messages that pile up, my dad, who is kinda intrusive, in a way. He seemed happy, in real life, but we just don't stop him.
I felt my right egg sack like it was about to explode. I heard some cars go by. I think they're catching onto the very fact I had my dad buy me my costume for Halloween. Why not? What's the big deal? I'm sure other people have their parents buy them stuff...
I thought of something really nasty and perverted, that people reading into my privacy maybe would be "embraced" by my dad, in a way I don't like, that "feels like rape."
Ever since the n word thing, he's lost his respect for me, like he was waiting for it, like an excuse.
I was thinking lots of people call people the n word. PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE. If you wanna get mad how Nell Burton was raised to look, you're ASKING THE WRONG GODDAMN PERSON. :S It seems someone is so antsy they can't take anything that reminds them of something, neither. WHAT'S YOUR SORRY IDEA BARKING ON ME FOR THINGS I NEED, things I don't do often, neither?
Oh wow, I thought they all wanted me to do it. She's a girl. What does that mean? Oh, were you so creative and stupid that you got that into my life yet ruined it? People think also that calling someone who usually wouldn't be called it is better than calling someone on the streets that, but times have changed.
Now, I'm worried my dad is stupid enough to think he has to be the one to and that anyone would go out of their way to in a weird, complex way hurt a boy I talk to online from England... He hasn't directly talked to me, in awhile. He was suppoesd to.
So, what about it? What's so special about this non-nigger girl?
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Why did you just associate a thought with my brother and with being Asian?
WHAT'S YOUR GODDAMN FUCKING PROBLEM?
WHAT'S YOUR GODDAMN FUCKING PROBLEM?
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Please leave me the Hell|fuck alone. I just woke up to the bathroom #2 and got the message I wasn't white associated with the thought of like before you have sex.
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Flag Team ---u
I made it, but my friend didn't. The boy I liked didn't stay, who the whole school wanted to stay. So, I didn't do it. I wish I did, but I shouldn't have auditioned. It was stressful but may have been a learning experience.
I was thinking of band my 3rd year but couldn't play the oboe my 2nd year.
I was thinking of band my 3rd year but couldn't play the oboe my 2nd year.
My Pleasure
Why do people think me doing an activity is a bad thing or doing anything at all that is pleasurable?
* ballet class *
I guess there aren't any special ballet classes I can find out about for actors in movies.
Bait
Why would Tim Burton bait people to get interested in him to just taunt them with the fact he's taunting everyone to get interested in him, but he, Johnny Depp, Ellen DeGeneres, and Orla Fallon admit that they are only dedicated to their immediate family?
Tweet @TheEllenShow
I did gymnastics at home for fun when I was only 1 - 1 1|2 and started class when I was 1 3|4 and did it off and on. I took it once or twice a week until I was 8. I noticed I looked ugly after I did gymnastics. I should have been put in singing. I was told I was a chatterbox, though. I did art, too. I think I was a cute person at 1 point. When we went up north. I don't have many pictures since the hurricane but used to have a bunch. My head got big when I added gymnastics, and I never was good at remembering the moves. I think most kids were babied in a different way. It might not have been the most prestigious thing. I should have gotten into more movies. I don't know if I was allowed to listen to any music I wanted. My mom's sister is in music. Piano was fun. It was very theraputic being so involved in the community via it. Well, now, I am just singing popular songs I somehow found out about. I saw this picture of a ballerina in Slidell. http://www.nola.com/community/st-tammany/index.ssf/2010/12/segreti_featured_as_clara_in_t.html I should have went to that school when we moved. It looked too hard. I just looked at a picture of a teen dancer, and she looked older than me, still. http://orlandoballet.org/company/employment-opportunities/company-dancer-audition/ I don't know if I'm well fed enough for this. Maybe, I'll do this: http://www.abt.org/education/nationalaudition.asp.
* Fishing *
Why should we wait for other people in order to do something we like? What if they never do it?
Tweet @TheEllenShow
I'm trying to narrow down my options. I keep coming back for stuff.
I'll probably get tired of music, but I could keep coming back and singing old songs. Eventually, I'd find new ones.
I can't concentrate well doing ballet all day. I used to.
Just posting about Tim Burton, eventually I want to be an actor.
I tried to escape to music school but picked the wrong major. Now, I'm too old. After awhile, I didn't feel good and just felt too old. I left the beginning of my junior year. I also didn't get in a good major. I guess it was a good thing I did what I did, might have been more relaxing some other way. Now, I should think of getting out a CD. Maybe, I should get a TV show on supernatural things. And touching people. That doesn't really match. I still feel like a kid, though. I like kids more and more, still. I get to feeling like funny. Maybe, I should be a singer. I mean like Charlotte Church, except I am older and not from Europe. I'm not looking forward to getting the rights. I'm all over YouTube. I didn't get much interaction there, but I'm there. My voice isn't very strong. It used to be, but it's better now. I was supposed to make a Christmas CD a year ago. I was gonna do it by the summer. Maybe, I'll do some different songs and get a better background and do some dancing. I wonder why other people don't sing. Maybe, they want to see other people sing, first. Something just escaped me. I was gonna be a singer, then I decided to go to college, but I don't know why. Now, I can't pick a major. I looked at a college I was at and see I could go back and they offer Ballet IV. They also took away Ballet I, which I never took at my college in New Orleans though was suggested to go back and do or maybe level II again. :( So, I could do Voice there. I wish my parents would move there. Oh well. I guess I'm just worried about my health. So, how do you watch TV at college? I guess I could watch it online. :) I still feel kinda old to be seen in a college. Maybe, I'll get a job at Disney. I feel too old to be a performer nor be in the college program. I could make a lot of money if I recorded a CD. I'm not sure what I'll do if I don't go to college, but I don't like travelling around Orlando. I just don't feel like working now. The n word thing put me back, too. It also handicapped me.
Thank you, so much, for your help and inspiration! I still fail to see why Hollywood doesn't matter. I'm tailgaiting Tim Burton.
I'll probably get tired of music, but I could keep coming back and singing old songs. Eventually, I'd find new ones.
I can't concentrate well doing ballet all day. I used to.
Just posting about Tim Burton, eventually I want to be an actor.
I tried to escape to music school but picked the wrong major. Now, I'm too old. After awhile, I didn't feel good and just felt too old. I left the beginning of my junior year. I also didn't get in a good major. I guess it was a good thing I did what I did, might have been more relaxing some other way. Now, I should think of getting out a CD. Maybe, I should get a TV show on supernatural things. And touching people. That doesn't really match. I still feel like a kid, though. I like kids more and more, still. I get to feeling like funny. Maybe, I should be a singer. I mean like Charlotte Church, except I am older and not from Europe. I'm not looking forward to getting the rights. I'm all over YouTube. I didn't get much interaction there, but I'm there. My voice isn't very strong. It used to be, but it's better now. I was supposed to make a Christmas CD a year ago. I was gonna do it by the summer. Maybe, I'll do some different songs and get a better background and do some dancing. I wonder why other people don't sing. Maybe, they want to see other people sing, first. Something just escaped me. I was gonna be a singer, then I decided to go to college, but I don't know why. Now, I can't pick a major. I looked at a college I was at and see I could go back and they offer Ballet IV. They also took away Ballet I, which I never took at my college in New Orleans though was suggested to go back and do or maybe level II again. :( So, I could do Voice there. I wish my parents would move there. Oh well. I guess I'm just worried about my health. So, how do you watch TV at college? I guess I could watch it online. :) I still feel kinda old to be seen in a college. Maybe, I'll get a job at Disney. I feel too old to be a performer nor be in the college program. I could make a lot of money if I recorded a CD. I'm not sure what I'll do if I don't go to college, but I don't like travelling around Orlando. I just don't feel like working now. The n word thing put me back, too. It also handicapped me.
Thank you, so much, for your help and inspiration! I still fail to see why Hollywood doesn't matter. I'm tailgaiting Tim Burton.
Tweet @TheEllenShow
Hey, you could sit in my lap. Why are you too big to sit in a lap as a tween? I wonder why people think I'm small. I used to have a big period when I came home from college, but the medicine made me lose it. I'm eating a lot more, now, and that might make it come back faster. I was even wearing senior diapers, all the time, and had up on my website that I always used wipes after using the bathroom, which I ended up using frequently. I think my website was MySpace. Sometimes, about other people, I have seriously thought on things like, I guess, you'd wonder, if I'd feel good sitting in their lap like when they touch me... Funny when you're old enough to feel that, you're too big, and when you're younger I guess less social. Maybe, it just took me awhile. I grew up thinking you didn't necessarily experience those things. I also grew up with the idea that you had to do something yourself to really do it others. Also, we are all different, so it wouldn't be exactly the same. I just get that feeling, honestly, when you bring that up, that I would want to sit in somebody's lap. I find that popular people relate to me well. So, it would be very possible, if I wanted to be small. I'm trying to get big, now, and I could get small again. Oh well, I don't know if I'll ever find the answer to my question because I'm 4 races. I guess I have concluded that to like relate to someone you can't just be like big and bad. You have to be like a good stature. Eating a lot, you won't necessarily get too wide nor maybe tall.. I'm not sure how I'm structured, but I do seem to be fatter than I used to be and am certainly heavier since going up north and thinking my life was an experiment and having trouble trying to diet again. I had fasted before and gained weight after that, as well. I don't know why I'm still heavy. I think I lack the good resources. The food in Orlando is different. When I moved to the New Orleans area, I had a fetish with Pizza Pockets, and then they didn't exist like before. I used to watch Cats and have 2 lousy Pizza Pockets. After awhile, they would lose their taste. I also ate a lot of pasta, and my mom said it would make me fat. I'm having a dessert fetish and may get diabetes. I guess I can't diet. I was gonna go eat now but I guess was excited to get on Twitter and may go to bed. I found that older people tend to have a more physical stature, all the time, strange. No one is smaller than me, totally, even my mom. Her thumbnails are bigger than mine, and she's much smaller and shorter. I think I'm bigger than all my aunts. I bet my older one, who is shorter now, would carry me. She never has. Maybe when I was a baby. Neither did the other one. I don't remember sitting in my mom's lap except like on a plane. I don't really remember much. I remember her carrying me a lot when I was scared and hiding behind her skirt when I was a little older, 4 or 5. After that, my life became very fake. I think I remember how my mom felt when I was an infant. She held me in a wrap. It was just a big, overwhelming, not very feeling, feeling of bliss. I think she's graduated, now that I'm 25|26. That's how old she was when I was conceived. 8| Maybe, you did, obviously, I'm sure find your way to those pictures I made, perhaps, I'm pretty sure, even, right away, of you fondling some people. I find the practice stimulating, and it'd be nice to experience real life like that. I'm finding that people are so robotic, but in the arts you find they're the kind you want. I know you're pretty particular. You have like well-behaved kids on your show, and you don't like touch people too much. I am not sure why people in New Orleans don't touch much. I know sometimes. In Florida, I masturbated as a kid and thought of weird things first. It was a little satisfying posting about Tim Burton. When I was up north, I felt the most, but we don't live there. I think I belong in the Midwest. I'd like to find and help more people like you, though. Well, both. Wouldn't it be fun if we went there, unless you still just like your show and that's all and the people who go through it. I'm just imagining stuff because I guess that's how I got into masturbating. When I was up north, I didn't really relate to people physically, other than my relatives in Pennsylvania|New York.
Thursday, October 18, 2012
Just *beep* my dad.
What's my dad doing now? Punishing and torturing my daughter because he is a nigger and she is young?
Interruption 8^|
Now, I don't feel all the thick, hard feeling I was getting because I got mad at my dad and blogged like crazy.
New Videos of Me Being Loaded on YouTube 8^|
Mainly Singing But the First Throwing Stuff Like Ellen DeGeneres on her show today :)
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I'm tired of posting these bits of information! 8v
I can't let people get away with giving me these secret messages! ... They are mean secret messages and suggestive! They are suggestive in a bad way.
Offensive Private Messages
Also, I was thinking of seeing the Irish singer with Orla Fallon who is having a baby with my aunt.
I was thinking of eating out, too. My other aunt gave me some food, and I didn't get to go to the grocery store. I didn't go again recently, for a week. It reminds me of how a girl from a Barrett side picture had supple, condense legs. From my other side, someone who died named Vivian when I Was little seemed weak, with some relatives who probably had, like others Scottish last names but not maybe more. Thought I was gonna say something else, too.
This is so annoying. I'm tired of these offensive private messages.
I was thinking of eating out, too. My other aunt gave me some food, and I didn't get to go to the grocery store. I didn't go again recently, for a week. It reminds me of how a girl from a Barrett side picture had supple, condense legs. From my other side, someone who died named Vivian when I Was little seemed weak, with some relatives who probably had, like others Scottish last names but not maybe more. Thought I was gonna say something else, too.
This is so annoying. I'm tired of these offensive private messages.
Edit
I mean thinking Ellen DeGeneres was causing bad messages by others, but it might be a reiteration of what's in my head.
Not Mad
Aw, I shouldn't have gotten mad.
I think my mom and Ellen DeGeneres supposedly channeling in things and thinking it's funny to be mean made me mad. My mom made me feel like I wouldn't care about my future daughter a little and that it was funny I was just like a physical piece of shit.
Edit: I mean thinking Ellen DeGeneres was causing bad messages by others, but it might be a reiteration of what's in my head.
I think my mom and Ellen DeGeneres supposedly channeling in things and thinking it's funny to be mean made me mad. My mom made me feel like I wouldn't care about my future daughter a little and that it was funny I was just like a physical piece of shit.
Edit: I mean thinking Ellen DeGeneres was causing bad messages by others, but it might be a reiteration of what's in my head.
Funny
Today, I didn't feel as sorta meshed with anyone but kinda felt like I was being touched, after I got mad. Before, I found myself in a little bind.
Well, that's something like the goal.
I just felt it was a bit blatant.
I guess different people have made me feel different ways. Tim Burton and Kate Bush being some of the latest.
Well, that's something like the goal.
I just felt it was a bit blatant.
I guess different people have made me feel different ways. Tim Burton and Kate Bush being some of the latest.
Furthermore
I also thought of someone not being welcome and how I posted on my blog for my aunt to go back to Hell.
Leave me alone!
I remember when I thought Kate Bush was going "I i i i i" when I was eating cutely and didn't post it.
Also, now I have to look up words and can't right click them, in Safari, which seems Apple powered. Reminds me a boy from England I talk to who was gonna marry me whose dad died that day's moms' last name is Webster. His dad has Irish. His last name is Scottish. He also has Russian. Helena Bonham Carter and Winona Ryder have Russian Jewish. Winona Ryder also has Romanian Jewish, and Helena Bonham Carter has French and Spanish Jewish, maybe just Spanish Spanish.
Also, the thing with Kate Bush happened in the Spring, when I started watching the Ellen DeGeneres show and saw the guy between hers and my mom's and others's ages, Kate Bush and Tim Burton, named Viggo Mortensen. His dad is Danish, and his mom is American, and he's from South America partly. He's lived in Denmark. Ellen DeGeneres's dad is supposedly not from the U.S. On Ancestry.com, I put up the Facebook I made for her energy ride and my Twitter. So, Viggo was on all the covers of tLotR. He was on the David Letterman show. He has a bowl cut hair, light medium brown, combed to the side, a sunken in face, and a long nose. His hair is graying fast.
There is probably more. This is such a waste of my time. It looks like someone rather let out a big one, so-to-speak, not sure what else to say, going to go eat now.. '8^|
I just moved my noisemaker, which makes white noise of rushing air. Sometimes, I set it on my blue, leather sofa I borrowed|got from the living room, from by my bed and plugged it in, here. I'm wearing my yelloe and pink earplugs.
Also, now I have to look up words and can't right click them, in Safari, which seems Apple powered. Reminds me a boy from England I talk to who was gonna marry me whose dad died that day's moms' last name is Webster. His dad has Irish. His last name is Scottish. He also has Russian. Helena Bonham Carter and Winona Ryder have Russian Jewish. Winona Ryder also has Romanian Jewish, and Helena Bonham Carter has French and Spanish Jewish, maybe just Spanish Spanish.
Also, the thing with Kate Bush happened in the Spring, when I started watching the Ellen DeGeneres show and saw the guy between hers and my mom's and others's ages, Kate Bush and Tim Burton, named Viggo Mortensen. His dad is Danish, and his mom is American, and he's from South America partly. He's lived in Denmark. Ellen DeGeneres's dad is supposedly not from the U.S. On Ancestry.com, I put up the Facebook I made for her energy ride and my Twitter. So, Viggo was on all the covers of tLotR. He was on the David Letterman show. He has a bowl cut hair, light medium brown, combed to the side, a sunken in face, and a long nose. His hair is graying fast.
There is probably more. This is such a waste of my time. It looks like someone rather let out a big one, so-to-speak, not sure what else to say, going to go eat now.. '8^|
I just moved my noisemaker, which makes white noise of rushing air. Sometimes, I set it on my blue, leather sofa I borrowed|got from the living room, from by my bed and plugged it in, here. I'm wearing my yelloe and pink earplugs.
Dream
I was in a class, and I guess Ellen DeGeneres was like the person who had take over it. In the end I had a copy of a spiral booklet, with lots of pages but not like thick thick and in black and white with lots of comics in the same type and was reading lots of stuff, like sentences that looked as big as paragraphs. Supposedly, someone as making yellow Answer-Os to be eaten as a souvenir from her ride. I remember I was the last one in the class, not getting a colored cover book, which I think we were like competing to make or something, not sure who won.
I'm kinda tired, might turn in early and not shower and get dressed today, have some laundry I could do.
I'm kinda tired, might turn in early and not shower and get dressed today, have some laundry I could do.
Kids!
It seems different kids were treated different ways, like to make others turn off for good. I like to feel alone, and I feel from others because I've been more expressive.
Younger Dads
I guess they're different. What's with people born around 1950? Everyone is different, and happily so are kids, a trend we all know and have known, romantically, from one person to the next...
Something going on?
My parents are who they are, and I'm different. I find that people born around 1960 are more sexual. Well, I thought, I am born in 1986, which is later, so, that's why it's desirable. People born between seem to close up. '8^( They probably haven't always been that way.
Boys
We all have morals and situations, you'll find. Everyone is attracted to boys who have thath bowl cut, which fluffs up some, and the like long pointy nose and sunken in face. Why won't they all rise? What about the worthy girls who won't complain about being ugly?
So this is love!
I guess we're all mad when certain people born in 1958 get in a relationship, like Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres. It just means that we can't play with them. We want to see if we can fight and get closer to them or closest. In the end, someone would win and the rest would disperse.
Lights Camera Action
Something was suggested about not being there and being deleted, cameras, etc. Something about maybe I'm the nigger, but I know I'm really not. I'm just mistreated.
Also, why am I being bothered? My camera isn't working. Since going to the Chinese doctor. I made a successful YouTube where I looked cool saying Asians in the New Orleans area said, "You need more water," and he asked about my bowel movement and I didn't comprende.
What else was I gonna say?
Also, why am I being bothered? My camera isn't working. Since going to the Chinese doctor. I made a successful YouTube where I looked cool saying Asians in the New Orleans area said, "You need more water," and he asked about my bowel movement and I didn't comprende.
What else was I gonna say?
Man the boats!
Make sure nothing happens to my future daughter! Nor son. Nor any other close relation.
I got mad when it was suggested Tim Burton and Helena Bonham Carter were close, when I had a bad thought about him and lots of stuff happened, like my eye popping out. I mean that they were like close more than me, like her and her daugther. That they were closer than other couples, I suggested, than other relationships. I have my thought that I have and it is not developed. What I think is that people are different and they just mask their true desires.
I got mad when it was suggested Tim Burton and Helena Bonham Carter were close, when I had a bad thought about him and lots of stuff happened, like my eye popping out. I mean that they were like close more than me, like her and her daugther. That they were closer than other couples, I suggested, than other relationships. I have my thought that I have and it is not developed. What I think is that people are different and they just mask their true desires.
Tears
I was on a good rapport with my dad, but gotta make sure nothing happens... Didn't mean to scare him, but something was suggested further about my livelihood, and the implications made me mad. I have limited vocabulary, still, really. I am on a schedule to get my life better and very miserable, physically, in a way, getting better and cozier, though. '8^) I just take what comes.
It's funny I imagine having kids. I mean, maybe, it's because I don't really talk to other kids much but would like to and have stances on them. I don't go into it too much, but it's fun to do with others.
It's funny I imagine having kids. I mean, maybe, it's because I don't really talk to other kids much but would like to and have stances on them. I don't go into it too much, but it's fun to do with others.
Thoughts
So, Ellen DeGeneres isn't really like Portia but seems to have influence from her a lot. I'm not really influenced in that way, but maybe I am before. I used to live elsewhere.
So, who should she be with, someone who's stuck up? People are all different.
Ellen DeGeneres isn't Italian. I bet she'd like my aunt and my mom. They're 2 and 1 year younger. I know there are other people out there who are very interesting to me. I do feel touchy around younger people, like antsy something will happen or whatever. I like being with people a certain age and type. I also like Orla Fallon, an Irish singer. It's hard to find many people. She probably knows lots of people out there.
Well, Portia seems really, really nice. She is white. I understand, middle Europeans are most white. Still, though, she is technically, as a person. You can be inclined otherwise. It's hard to find people as sweet as her. Why be around people with the same traits? Maybe, she has some of the same values.
So, who should she be with, someone who's stuck up? People are all different.
Ellen DeGeneres isn't Italian. I bet she'd like my aunt and my mom. They're 2 and 1 year younger. I know there are other people out there who are very interesting to me. I do feel touchy around younger people, like antsy something will happen or whatever. I like being with people a certain age and type. I also like Orla Fallon, an Irish singer. It's hard to find many people. She probably knows lots of people out there.
Well, Portia seems really, really nice. She is white. I understand, middle Europeans are most white. Still, though, she is technically, as a person. You can be inclined otherwise. It's hard to find people as sweet as her. Why be around people with the same traits? Maybe, she has some of the same values.
Swirling
My cheek had been swirling from talking to my grandma, who looked like a male indian but with chalk skin. I made it swirl I guess. It was poofing up fast, for some reason.
Some bad thoughts have come to my mind, and my aunt noticed a picture of my lip. Funny, a video of my brother is linked through videos to an old YouTube, and he has an interesting smile, as did the 2 pictures I had up of my cousin at like her best, which were like lighted for some reason when I scanned them.
Some bad thoughts have come to my mind, and my aunt noticed a picture of my lip. Funny, a video of my brother is linked through videos to an old YouTube, and he has an interesting smile, as did the 2 pictures I had up of my cousin at like her best, which were like lighted for some reason when I scanned them.
y? ? ?
I'm just so offended by anything not the 60s generation suggested. Why should I care about other people. I mean 1957|8 - 1961. I think 1957 is okay. I just saw a black man on Ellen's show. Weeks ago. I had up a picture of a girl in my dad's dad's family's pictures with strong, thin legs, looked so stable, and with light, medium brown hair.
So, I was in the bathtub and decided that I couldn't help cursing because I couldn't think of any other word to fit the feeling. I had to think of something like that. Hm.
Oh, and now my nose tends to swirl, but I should get over it because it's weird.
So, I was in the bathtub and decided that I couldn't help cursing because I couldn't think of any other word to fit the feeling. I had to think of something like that. Hm.
Oh, and now my nose tends to swirl, but I should get over it because it's weird.
Dream * * *
Ellen DeGeneres was so caring and noticed me in an audience. More happened. Her eyes were glowing and blue and got tiny and went in. '8o I think she disappeared. I got in a bus, and it was about kids. I was mad. I cared about my kids, thinking of if I had kids, just because. People do like it, but I don't do it to her, of course, unless I think of it in a certain light, since I do it for fun. I was mad because I was interested in immortality. Hey, reminds me, Ellen sang with a girl who looked like a cross between two blonde friends, a bit older, kinda groovy but with a more flat face and a long nose. It's one thing on my present main Tumblr. Also, something popped up, the idea of a frog in a bubble, like on my Tumblr, with the Swedish singer, born a little before my aunt. Hey, what's the big idea! Ellen DeGeneres, do not hoard your generation nor send offensive messages because you're touchy. Why can't you even accept I'm younger but deny that I suffer? I have my own desires and lack certain guilts. So, you think immortality is shit? Oh, and I sang a less well-known Celine Dion song today, one of many. I hide a minor Andrew Lloyd Webber one Sarah Brightman sang, who is about my aunt's age, the other one, born in 1960. However, my grandma is born in 1928, October ... I thought 11 but 12. I used to mess up the year to 1929. Where I lived in the nation's oldest city was 3 gas stations, where we were closest to downtown. Funny about the Michael Jackson exhibit with him leaning over in a like 20 foot graveyard with the sudden I called "retarded" yesterday skippintg Tweeting, posting on my blog... That reminds me of a conspiracy with an obese singer named Tommy Fleming with 2 adorable teens, born after a boy I talk to from England with a Scottish last name plus some Russian. Helena Bonham Carter is part Russian Jewish, and Winona Ryder has that and Romanian Jewish. Helena Boham Carter has more, French Jewish and Spanish and maybe Spanish Jewish I think. So, my dad told me the cackling was from one of his songs. Oh yes, some things are only on my blog and others on my site. So, one gas stations was made into a 3D motion theater. People used to ride bikes there, when they closed. One is opened. My grandma's birthday was there, and there were like falling bookshelves. I forget what else I was going to say. D8' Ah, yes. My brother told me to leave the oldes schoolhouse early. There were a bunch of Spanish peopel coming. I asked my mom before crossing the line. She cornered me against the wall in the kitchen where I had birthday pictures, where I looked like I was born in with him 1957 and there once 1960. My dad stressed it seemed in his head how I fasted on my birthday, but I had cake after. So, also, at Epcot, my brother shoved over the Chinese food, mad my dad wasn't respectful of him getting his teeth pulled. That's very evil and racist, and he will be punished, I'd think, the way people in public have punished me, or he will punish himself. I'm just saying. If he got away with it, it would be something else to talk about. Not sure what else to waste my energy doing.
Anyway, Ellen was like scary. She probably wasn't in the former stage. '8|
Oh, and I took "Dreaming" off my site at Ellen's show and that I was from New Orleans, just like Ellen, and my old Twitter, which I posted on my blog. I remember Ellen Retweeted someone who was going on her show, and Helena Bonham Carter Retweeted Michelle Pfeiffer, that like things should always be good or something, like some thing is always okay. Her last Twitter is gone. I found out how you can say it is suspended. Just post to a lot of people in one Tweet, but you can get it back at least the first time.
Anyway, Ellen was like scary. She probably wasn't in the former stage. '8|
Oh, and I took "Dreaming" off my site at Ellen's show and that I was from New Orleans, just like Ellen, and my old Twitter, which I posted on my blog. I remember Ellen Retweeted someone who was going on her show, and Helena Bonham Carter Retweeted Michelle Pfeiffer, that like things should always be good or something, like some thing is always okay. Her last Twitter is gone. I found out how you can say it is suspended. Just post to a lot of people in one Tweet, but you can get it back at least the first time.
* * * What a nigger. * * *
My dad is such a useless pervert. He thinks he can call me a nigger and cater to Nell Burton when he wanted me to call her one. Just shut up, you stupid, good for nothing.
Hm, I almost used ( ( ( , which was used on Delphi Forums, which I was on all day once when a yoga teacher from Canada was here. I posted myself watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," a famous guy who was with Johnny Depp who made his own movies as his character and looked cute with his eyebrows raised out, like that youngest girl in Beethoven, named Ricky Gervais, and recently, yesterday, Emma Watson. Her name was Kate Potter.
I had made a point, which apparently he betalized, that lots of people call people niggers. I think he just killed himself. IT WAS BECAUSE I WAS GIVEN SIGHNS ONLY SHE WANTED IT FOR FUN. I EVEN HESITATED TIMES IN ADVANCE BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO BE CALLED ONE, MYSELF, BY HER, NOR ANYONE! WHY? NO ONE EVER REALLY WOULD.
Oh, and to make matters worse, a girl from Orlando was on today. I told her she was going to die. I think her mom was sorry for me because the medicine made my period lighter. I also threatened in a way my mom would go to the mental hospital instead of me but indirectly was able to type that. There was another couple from Orlando with 2 kids, today, and one was an infant. The mom looked Spanish. I don't know why they seemed the same as me, just to be nice. I saw a couple at the doctor, when I filmed myself outside and left my mom and my phone broke. Well, I saw the dad, Spanish, and the mom was Cuaucasian. The kids looked Asian. They were reading a book and seemed to think I was smart, like for talking to Johnny Depp. It's funny, I went to the bathroom, and the show came back on, supposed to bring their kids on. I heard a rapping at the window. I came in late, for some reason, after looking up something on the internet.
Hm, I almost used ( ( ( , which was used on Delphi Forums, which I was on all day once when a yoga teacher from Canada was here. I posted myself watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," a famous guy who was with Johnny Depp who made his own movies as his character and looked cute with his eyebrows raised out, like that youngest girl in Beethoven, named Ricky Gervais, and recently, yesterday, Emma Watson. Her name was Kate Potter.
I had made a point, which apparently he betalized, that lots of people call people niggers. I think he just killed himself. IT WAS BECAUSE I WAS GIVEN SIGHNS ONLY SHE WANTED IT FOR FUN. I EVEN HESITATED TIMES IN ADVANCE BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO BE CALLED ONE, MYSELF, BY HER, NOR ANYONE! WHY? NO ONE EVER REALLY WOULD.
Oh, and to make matters worse, a girl from Orlando was on today. I told her she was going to die. I think her mom was sorry for me because the medicine made my period lighter. I also threatened in a way my mom would go to the mental hospital instead of me but indirectly was able to type that. There was another couple from Orlando with 2 kids, today, and one was an infant. The mom looked Spanish. I don't know why they seemed the same as me, just to be nice. I saw a couple at the doctor, when I filmed myself outside and left my mom and my phone broke. Well, I saw the dad, Spanish, and the mom was Cuaucasian. The kids looked Asian. They were reading a book and seemed to think I was smart, like for talking to Johnny Depp. It's funny, I went to the bathroom, and the show came back on, supposed to bring their kids on. I heard a rapping at the window. I came in late, for some reason, after looking up something on the internet.
JUST *BEEP* HIM
HE'S MESSING UP MY BLOG, THAT STUPID PIECE OF SHIT! I WAS GOING TO A MOVIE SOON! '8^0
LEAVE ME ALONE WITH THIS ... MRS. ELLEN DEGENERES! I CAN GET HIM TO BUY ME MY HALLOWEEN COSTUME. FINE, BE INTERESTEED... WAIT, WHY? WHAT'S THE IDEA? FEED YOUR PET PARAKEET. CATER TO LILY ROSE OR NELL. CARE FOR THE ELDERLY. '8^0 WOW, I HOPE THAT PEOPLE EVEN TAKE CARE OF THEMSELVES. I BET YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY.
OH, AND THE POLICE WRITE IN ALL CAPS. MY AUNT WAS A POLICE.
LEAVE ME ALONE WITH THIS ... MRS. ELLEN DEGENERES! I CAN GET HIM TO BUY ME MY HALLOWEEN COSTUME. FINE, BE INTERESTEED... WAIT, WHY? WHAT'S THE IDEA? FEED YOUR PET PARAKEET. CATER TO LILY ROSE OR NELL. CARE FOR THE ELDERLY. '8^0 WOW, I HOPE THAT PEOPLE EVEN TAKE CARE OF THEMSELVES. I BET YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY.
OH, AND THE POLICE WRITE IN ALL CAPS. MY AUNT WAS A POLICE.
*My Nigger Dad*
I think he just suggested I was supposed to be the kid of someone my aunt's age and that I was a nigger to watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." Just *beep* him. I just got up to go to the bathroom. Oh, and I kicked my brother's family tree. He seems to think I should be taken to the mental hospital and that I'm a NIGGER. JUST *BEEP* THAT PIECE OF SHIT. Oh, and I associated the word "nigger" with him when I thought the influence of Renee Fleming made me turn on him.
What overcame that nigger? I was feeling good and rested and getting more solid. I don't want any pointers. First, my mom had the door with the blue in the back. Then, he had it slightly opened. Now, it's open wide and yellow. He's been waking up earlier, again, too. Now, my stomach kinda hurts, like I ate too much, but I didn't eat that much.
What overcame that nigger? I was feeling good and rested and getting more solid. I don't want any pointers. First, my mom had the door with the blue in the back. Then, he had it slightly opened. Now, it's open wide and yellow. He's been waking up earlier, again, too. Now, my stomach kinda hurts, like I ate too much, but I didn't eat that much.
* Nighty Night *
Good night for now. I don't even feel like using the bathroom right now but may... 8| I hope I have a restful, somewhat stimulating night..
Vibes
I hope I didn't send bad vibes to my dad. I was a bit rough, but I don't know if I technically made any noises loud enough to have bothered him.
Mad
So, I didn't bother my dad, but I realized he was sleeping and he realizes sometimes I'm just there.
Also, I splashed water on Tim Burton's face. 8|
Also, I splashed water on Tim Burton's face. 8|
*Shit*
Not Funny
So, it seems my mom had to go ahead and make me feel like I was simple shit and didn't care for my future baby girl. It was just a little feeling, reminded me of an orbiting webcam I want. Like my right egg sack. Then, I felt it being polished, like rubbed with a cloth. Like a thin cloth. Sorta, warm and tingly but shitty.
So, it seems my mom had to go ahead and make me feel like I was simple shit and didn't care for my future baby girl. It was just a little feeling, reminded me of an orbiting webcam I want. Like my right egg sack. Then, I felt it being polished, like rubbed with a cloth. Like a thin cloth. Sorta, warm and tingly but shitty.
HEY! }={
There's no views on my YouTubes. Does that mean no one has looked them up nor is online? 8'|
"I ain't dumb."
You can't get mad at me just because you think you won't get mad at Ellen DeGeneres, just right now. That's obviously not gonna work. "I ain't dumb."
VERY MAD
I was mad at Ellen DeGeneres's impersonation of Kate Bush, just because. I was thinking that ... wait, what?
Ellen DeGeneres is sarcastic but sometimes is in a lame way.
She really has a smug about her, like because of the stupid n word thing.. She thinks I deserve to be tortured, when I deserved respect, before. She shouldn't mind this because she thinks I should suffer. She's just hiding her weaknesses to older people in relation to me... Like, she doesn't want them to hurt her for being nice to me. See what I mean? That was very easy to soak in, like a white person. *gasp* Why talk to her? She just complains, in her head, about having a baby with Portia, and people don't talk to Portia like she's another Ellen DeGeneres mor someone like Johnny Depp mor Tim Burton mor Nell Burton.
So, yea, you could delve into it more, as though she were more white, and then you'd end up thinking, likewise, that ... wait now I forget. Well, I forget! ;0
So, yea, you could delve into it more, as though she were more white, and then you'd end up thinking, likewise, that ... wait now I forget. Well, I forget! ;0
ELLEN DEGENERES
I don't care what other people think that I don't know about. You shouldn't fast forward my life into thinking that people don't mean anything to me.
Want me to explain the implications behind my first sentence? I don't care about it if I don't want to think about it. I can't convince them to be the way I want to be. Why am I not like that? Maybe, I am in some way, but maybe I have problems, caused by my family but also the world, doi. '86
Want me to explain the implications behind my first sentence? I don't care about it if I don't want to think about it. I can't convince them to be the way I want to be. Why am I not like that? Maybe, I am in some way, but maybe I have problems, caused by my family but also the world, doi. '86
Born 8|
Oh, and, Ellen DeGeneres, sending in more stupid messages because of the n word thing. You surely don't believe that people a little older than you are are all, at any age, much cooler? What about Olivia Newton-John? I found her very warm but cynical. She seemed more warm at first, from a distance.
It seems that people think I'm a toy. I've been wound up to "not be" some thing. I have certain goals and fetishes. I do not understand the detail thing. Maybe, being Chinese just takes its toll. Still, I obviously have come a long way and am always making certain kinds of changes until I reach a certain pinnical.
I am so disgusted that people think only the people born around 1960 can be supple, in a certain way. Supple yet strong. Stimulated, important, well-loved. Why won't people admit they decided to curse me for who I am and not for what I do, that I have to be something that suffers?
People born around 1960 are so spoiled. They were made to be that way, like people born in the 70s and 80s were made to be a certain way if they're all white, though they don't have any care nor appreciation at all for it. We all know that. It's been calculated, and you can't take back that fact that it was admitted to be that way and things were acted upon that fact. I'm not sure how nor when that idea particularly died out. True, people born in the 70s can look like shit. They think it's stimulating to people born around 1950 ... oh, and in the 1940s.
People born in 1960 were born, apparently, with straight yet stimulated, sorta in a curvy way, legs. People born in 1961 were funky and thick like people born in 1959. People born in 1958 are probably the most stimulating, generally. People born in 1957 are like a god.
My dad was born in 1950. I see women born in 1951 as young, but I like my mom's generation a lot.
I don't know what I'd do if no one knew my mom was a lot younger than my dad and a year and a half younger than Ellen DeGeneres. =}
People born in 1960 are spoiled. They are allowed to look better than everyone else, for no good reason. Then, they grow up and are inhibited and knock people out with their confidence. They have that thick, strong look, which everyone desires, and people are all told they are shit because of it. I'm not entirely making them up, but I think you see my point. Like I said, it's hard for me to think because I'm mixed race, that my mom is not Caucasian. I'm still alive! 3p
So, I guess you notice that people born in 1962 like Jodie Foster are stimulated by being lose goose, not really molded out, yet still thick. Then, the next generation is simply thick with no form, like people born in 1959, who probably stimulate people a lot if successful like people born around them. 86
Why do people born in 1960 complain so much? Just shut the hell up! 8^0 Or, is it, as I've been thinking, that others are complaing for them? I know I envy their style. I respect that. 8| It's just that it's all against us, people born in 1958-1961.
It seems that people think I'm a toy. I've been wound up to "not be" some thing. I have certain goals and fetishes. I do not understand the detail thing. Maybe, being Chinese just takes its toll. Still, I obviously have come a long way and am always making certain kinds of changes until I reach a certain pinnical.
I am so disgusted that people think only the people born around 1960 can be supple, in a certain way. Supple yet strong. Stimulated, important, well-loved. Why won't people admit they decided to curse me for who I am and not for what I do, that I have to be something that suffers?
People born around 1960 are so spoiled. They were made to be that way, like people born in the 70s and 80s were made to be a certain way if they're all white, though they don't have any care nor appreciation at all for it. We all know that. It's been calculated, and you can't take back that fact that it was admitted to be that way and things were acted upon that fact. I'm not sure how nor when that idea particularly died out. True, people born in the 70s can look like shit. They think it's stimulating to people born around 1950 ... oh, and in the 1940s.
People born in 1960 were born, apparently, with straight yet stimulated, sorta in a curvy way, legs. People born in 1961 were funky and thick like people born in 1959. People born in 1958 are probably the most stimulating, generally. People born in 1957 are like a god.
My dad was born in 1950. I see women born in 1951 as young, but I like my mom's generation a lot.
I don't know what I'd do if no one knew my mom was a lot younger than my dad and a year and a half younger than Ellen DeGeneres. =}
People born in 1960 are spoiled. They are allowed to look better than everyone else, for no good reason. Then, they grow up and are inhibited and knock people out with their confidence. They have that thick, strong look, which everyone desires, and people are all told they are shit because of it. I'm not entirely making them up, but I think you see my point. Like I said, it's hard for me to think because I'm mixed race, that my mom is not Caucasian. I'm still alive! 3p
So, I guess you notice that people born in 1962 like Jodie Foster are stimulated by being lose goose, not really molded out, yet still thick. Then, the next generation is simply thick with no form, like people born in 1959, who probably stimulate people a lot if successful like people born around them. 86
Why do people born in 1960 complain so much? Just shut the hell up! 8^0 Or, is it, as I've been thinking, that others are complaing for them? I know I envy their style. I respect that. 8| It's just that it's all against us, people born in 1958-1961.
Ellen DeGeneres
You can't channel in Kate Bush in private and then hurt my mom.
I hope you don't have your next accident like that. :p You hurt my mom! :o Stop being racist! Leave Kate Bush alone!
I hope you don't have your next accident like that. :p You hurt my mom! :o Stop being racist! Leave Kate Bush alone!
More
When I watch a video on YouTube, usually mine, I see the bar pop up at the bottom sometimes 5 times a song.
f.y.i.
She did it to my brother's future daughter first, explained at some point in my blog. Ah, yes, when we were at Epcot, my brother shoved the Chinese food at my dad, probably because he was being mean to him about feeling it was special he got his wisdom teeth removed. Then, my dad went haywire. He doesn't seem to do this to other people. I can't stand people who think they're good but play with if other people are really good. It's like they don't want to be friends and don't want them to make friends.
How Worthless
I get hints of being menialized by my aunt. I think she just called my future son stupid and my brother's and I's future daughters invalids. I said something about stupid animals, big, clunky, stupid animals.
I also said that lots of people call people the n word. It doesn't matter because I thought someone wanted me to do it. Why does it matter how old you are?
I also said that lots of people call people the n word. It doesn't matter because I thought someone wanted me to do it. Why does it matter how old you are?
More Sad News
When I load a profile picture to Twitter, if I load it in the original size, it says I didn't load a picture.
Opera
When I load my singing to YouTube, when I go to edit the boxes as I load, the mouse butterflies over it, like the Chinese|Oriental story opera, Madame Butterfly.
Didn't have to.
I didn't have to edit the last one.
Also, when I copy my posts, frequently, I have to get the first letter|s again, from Notepad-
Stupid English People ~ I am not Johnny frickin' Depp.
Why do they have to get it out with me? I am not Johnny frickin' Depp.
Blogger and YouTube
http://christina-fl86.blogspot.com/2012/10/blogger.html
http://christina-fl86.blogspot.com/2012/10/blogger-is-weird.html
When I load on YouTube, I have to load each song, individually.
I get the vibe it's because of people older than me tackily sucking up to my grandma, who was a storekeeper or booker at her brother's craft store, where she was fired from when having an operation. My dad went to the hospital recently for kidney stones, and my 2nd cousin did at one point. She has 2 kids, and her son is half African.
http://christina-fl86.blogspot.com/2012/10/blogger-is-weird.html
When I load on YouTube, I have to load each song, individually.
I get the vibe it's because of people older than me tackily sucking up to my grandma, who was a storekeeper or booker at her brother's craft store, where she was fired from when having an operation. My dad went to the hospital recently for kidney stones, and my 2nd cousin did at one point. She has 2 kids, and her son is half African.
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