Monday, October 22, 2012
Nell Burton
Wow, Nell Burton used to want attention for wanting to be dirty. I see she went to school and grew up. She does seem stimulated a lot but in an intellectual way, kinda like Ellen DeGeneres but not really...
Bitter
Why do people who aren't like white|Caucasian plan out everything so much and then get bitter?
What a Waste of Time
Hm. I think that Ellen DeGeneres is playing around with Nell Burton, thinking she deserves to be like her in a good way. Nell Burton can't get over herself, not literally, but that's how people make her feel. Well, wait, that makes sense. I just found that I was to be a different way. I'm trying to pick a certain way to be out of my mind, if that's alright. I also end up looking like the people I follow. Some things take awhile. 8|
Well, I guess that's an interesting "thing." I just felt that it was that she was more repsected, really, and she doesn't have to do anything to get stimulated. Well, she is rich. Why like rub it in? I mena, like that? Who's going to participate?
Also, why are people older than me more impressive? I mean with older parents? Well, they aren't all older than me.
I do want Nell Burton to be like her in a good way. I feel better about the sentiment, now. Why should I feel bad about myself? I DON'T DESERVE NOTHING. JUST FORGET IT! I think I'm my own person. I sorta did "what I was supposed to do," and I find myself on top.
Nell Burton is so like the most stimulated person in the world, feels so good about herself. Why is that suggestive to you? Suggestive to evolve into more "intelligence?" I guess that's "how it went." Hm. I'm at a blank and ready to have some fun now... I'm sorry if you want to complain about your childhood to me. R.I.P. <*>
So, Nell hasn't from those around her showed up herself to be like ready to present herself as wanting to be a certain way and is encouraged to be that way over me.
Hm, I have a picture of sisters with white hair, but I don't think those girls are the same, anymore. They're from Hollywood and moved to Florida.
Hm, when I was a baby I wasn't sexed up.
Bah! 8I
Well, I guess that's an interesting "thing." I just felt that it was that she was more repsected, really, and she doesn't have to do anything to get stimulated. Well, she is rich. Why like rub it in? I mena, like that? Who's going to participate?
Also, why are people older than me more impressive? I mean with older parents? Well, they aren't all older than me.
I do want Nell Burton to be like her in a good way. I feel better about the sentiment, now. Why should I feel bad about myself? I DON'T DESERVE NOTHING. JUST FORGET IT! I think I'm my own person. I sorta did "what I was supposed to do," and I find myself on top.
Nell Burton is so like the most stimulated person in the world, feels so good about herself. Why is that suggestive to you? Suggestive to evolve into more "intelligence?" I guess that's "how it went." Hm. I'm at a blank and ready to have some fun now... I'm sorry if you want to complain about your childhood to me. R.I.P. <*>
So, Nell hasn't from those around her showed up herself to be like ready to present herself as wanting to be a certain way and is encouraged to be that way over me.
Hm, I have a picture of sisters with white hair, but I don't think those girls are the same, anymore. They're from Hollywood and moved to Florida.
Hm, when I was a baby I wasn't sexed up.
Bah! 8I
I should have said it differently. ^0^
I just meant that you seem to have desires other than that which you entice.
Ellen DeGeneres
Why do you think you're so good, just a tool? Everything is a joke, something I wouldn't get up and do. What does that say about you? '8|
I don't know if where you're from is perfect.
Ah!
Leave me alone! I keep getting hints from my dad pressing things on me. Don't press them on me. Some things shouldn't happen. He wants me to be affected by his paying attention to me because of the n word thing. I don't want him. He's hurting me. I feel a lot of inner pressure. It's taking so much energy. It didn't before. It's only a mistake from the n word thing!
What are you doing? Stop ruining my life.
Oh, Ellen DeGeneres doesn't understand anything. She makes up things. Like, you have a picture up I guess and you look more like it. Also, I don't think I'm Native American. What if I am? It's not that much. I'm not like that. Most people must be more.
My dad needs to stop. He doesn't make sense. He's trying to get me into a trap.
I pay attention to different people and pick up bad things, but this is just really bad. It's because of lots of things, mainly the n word thing, which shouldn't matter and isn't caused by me. It doesn't matter because I was sent a message in an uncomfortable way to do it, and no one admits that. So, there is no issue, there, but there seems to be. I already solved that problem, and I wasn't being visious, so quit getting me that way. Look at my blog.
Why am I being bothered by other people? I can only guess that I'm becoming more aware in a Mickey Mouse way but an in a lot of turmoil and pressure. I don't feel I'm quite all there, neither, which is a good feeling.
So, I guess Ellen DeGeneres is sensitive about her short hair. I don't want to think she's better because of it. She's pretty good at sporting short hair. I haven't had much hair, lately, but I never wanted it that way. Maybe, I'll grow better hair, myself, if that's okay. Why do people think of things in weird ways, like oh it has to be white hair, not that it means anything. Everything isn't white. Gold is a more medium color to focus on. Dark hair is okay, though. I don't know if anyone really wants it. I think that people with medium brown hair are often different, like dirty blondes. Remember, before, in the 90s and probably before I'm pretty sure it was a big deal how dirty blondes sported their hair, or should I say medium blondes? Like, they had it lighter than some people, but like they sported it like dirt? Like they didn't even care? Oh well, bye for the moment.
I don't know if where you're from is perfect.
Ah!
Leave me alone! I keep getting hints from my dad pressing things on me. Don't press them on me. Some things shouldn't happen. He wants me to be affected by his paying attention to me because of the n word thing. I don't want him. He's hurting me. I feel a lot of inner pressure. It's taking so much energy. It didn't before. It's only a mistake from the n word thing!
What are you doing? Stop ruining my life.
Oh, Ellen DeGeneres doesn't understand anything. She makes up things. Like, you have a picture up I guess and you look more like it. Also, I don't think I'm Native American. What if I am? It's not that much. I'm not like that. Most people must be more.
My dad needs to stop. He doesn't make sense. He's trying to get me into a trap.
I pay attention to different people and pick up bad things, but this is just really bad. It's because of lots of things, mainly the n word thing, which shouldn't matter and isn't caused by me. It doesn't matter because I was sent a message in an uncomfortable way to do it, and no one admits that. So, there is no issue, there, but there seems to be. I already solved that problem, and I wasn't being visious, so quit getting me that way. Look at my blog.
Why am I being bothered by other people? I can only guess that I'm becoming more aware in a Mickey Mouse way but an in a lot of turmoil and pressure. I don't feel I'm quite all there, neither, which is a good feeling.
So, I guess Ellen DeGeneres is sensitive about her short hair. I don't want to think she's better because of it. She's pretty good at sporting short hair. I haven't had much hair, lately, but I never wanted it that way. Maybe, I'll grow better hair, myself, if that's okay. Why do people think of things in weird ways, like oh it has to be white hair, not that it means anything. Everything isn't white. Gold is a more medium color to focus on. Dark hair is okay, though. I don't know if anyone really wants it. I think that people with medium brown hair are often different, like dirty blondes. Remember, before, in the 90s and probably before I'm pretty sure it was a big deal how dirty blondes sported their hair, or should I say medium blondes? Like, they had it lighter than some people, but like they sported it like dirt? Like they didn't even care? Oh well, bye for the moment.
White People
You all don't really have everything you like should. Don't get mad at me because you presented something a certain way. Some people won't contend to life. Don't complain to me for your decisions because it's too late. You can change, but you're not, I see.
Halloween 8| [*]
I asked my dad to order my costume before! He didn't, though! Why? Why'd he ruin my life? What is he, some kind of sissy? >8< It will supposedly be delivered on the 23-29. I WANT IT. It's just a little costume from eBay. Why do you think you deserve to dress up? I didn't get any clothes this month! '8I Will you weird people leave me alone? Oh, you don't really dress up on Halloween, so it doesn't matter, eh? WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY DAD? HE'S GONNA DIE AND LEAVE ME AND GO TO HEAVEN? WHY? You all don't deserve to make any statements. You all deserve to *beep* for ruining my life! I'll just ruin yours! Wait, will I? Isn't your life already ruined? You deserve to be punished. For ruining others's lives. Stop doing twisted things to stimulate my life in suggestive ways that are shitty. Your life should be ... in a different way... Please, don't sit here and play word games like there's no tomorrow. You just back off. You weird person who thinks that you're so smart. Just go away, you can't be someone else. You can't play around with me. Not like that... I don't feel well and don't know what to type. Stop ruining my life. You're not my mother ... hey, and don't interfere with my other relationships. Stop, making me type this stuff! '8E Hey! Just go away and leave me alone. I want you to be t******* forever! Stop! You can't make someone else the princess. Stop saying I don't deserve this and that. Next time I see you, you're gonna act like it's okay again.
Ellen DeGeneres is mean. Your messages are not good. This is all ruined because of the n word thing, and you can't ruin my life because of it. I'm not gonna say I'm not on some accord. Why do you affect me so? Anyway, why are you so antsy about if I will like submit to guilt from it? I am very mad. I don't need my dad in this way. I'm 26 and responsible. Why can't you accept what that means? Why do I "have to say it?" What's wrong with you? Why are you wasting everybody's time?'
WHEN I FEEL BAD, SOMETIMES I'M PRETTY SURE I HEAR LITTLE NOISES. WHAT IF THAT HAPPENED TO YOU? YOU'D ALL DIE!
Ellen DeGeneres is mean. Your messages are not good. This is all ruined because of the n word thing, and you can't ruin my life because of it. I'm not gonna say I'm not on some accord. Why do you affect me so? Anyway, why are you so antsy about if I will like submit to guilt from it? I am very mad. I don't need my dad in this way. I'm 26 and responsible. Why can't you accept what that means? Why do I "have to say it?" What's wrong with you? Why are you wasting everybody's time?'
WHEN I FEEL BAD, SOMETIMES I'M PRETTY SURE I HEAR LITTLE NOISES. WHAT IF THAT HAPPENED TO YOU? YOU'D ALL DIE!
Never! '80
Ellen DeGeneres, quit ruining my life because of the n word thing! You can't dictate what you want me to feel from my dad! What the Hell? What do you think you're doing! '80
Sunday, October 21, 2012
Edit on My 1st YouTube Video! 8|
Oh, sorry, I think I said something kinda bad here. Something upset me, that my dad might die... It came to me. That was bad it was so physical. It shouldn't have come to me. Why? When I feel better, it might go away, but I just saw a shadow of a person, not sure, but pretty clearly, and then the feet of a dog elsewhere, by our house. 8| I took pictures and showed my mom.
How could you?
How can you get mad at me for being in a risk for being so good but think other people like in Europe don't have to go through it, specifically?
New Videos of Me
YouTube
I'm loading 10 of me speaking, about 10 minutes each. I was trying to recap the day's events, didn't get to everything. I got really, really mad but withheld.
Oh, yes, at the grocery store, a boy, who was like 1 and not much older, toddling along, and he just reflected the spirit of Christmas! I got candy corns. :I It was because of me! 8D
I'm loading 10 of me speaking, about 10 minutes each. I was trying to recap the day's events, didn't get to everything. I got really, really mad but withheld.
Oh, yes, at the grocery store, a boy, who was like 1 and not much older, toddling along, and he just reflected the spirit of Christmas! I got candy corns. :I It was because of me! 8D
Something else bothered me.
Something else bothered me. D8' So, Ellen DeGeneres copies other people but herself isn't much like that in substance?
Then, something else bothered me.
Then, something else bothered me.
D8' Hey!
I just went in and talked to my dad and I felt a disgusting chord on the front of my stomach! It's irritating me now, making me mad! When I think about it, when it comes to me. This is so ridiculous. I don't want to waste my time with this. I wonder what that suggests. Don't get mad at me or whatever just because I made a point. And I didn't do it in English.
More Useless Messages?
Just so you know, the n word thing happened on The Princess and the Frog board, where I am lucky to still have my BabyFrog account.
I sense some gay, stupid things in the air, so shut up before I *beep* you.
I sense that someone like posing as Tim Burton, like someone who did maybe, should be eradicated for talking to me on my Monster-Baby account. My other one I lost. The producer of the movie I made it for died. He also did The Sound of Music...
Then, I sensed myself being like slammed for doing an Anne Frank monologue I couldn't finish. I did a short one they gave me and didn't make it. Now, I'm waiting and filling up before I set out again, waiting until I'm really comfortable. 8I
Oh, and you shouldn't feel offended, so don't. Wait, why do I get the sense I have darker hair, all of a sudden, in a weird way?
I sense some gay, stupid things in the air, so shut up before I *beep* you.
I sense that someone like posing as Tim Burton, like someone who did maybe, should be eradicated for talking to me on my Monster-Baby account. My other one I lost. The producer of the movie I made it for died. He also did The Sound of Music...
Then, I sensed myself being like slammed for doing an Anne Frank monologue I couldn't finish. I did a short one they gave me and didn't make it. Now, I'm waiting and filling up before I set out again, waiting until I'm really comfortable. 8I
Oh, and you shouldn't feel offended, so don't. Wait, why do I get the sense I have darker hair, all of a sudden, in a weird way?
Trying to Set Things Right 8|
So, I guess some things make me feel at ease and some things don't.
I don't really want to get mad and call people niggers.
I don't want to post useless messages to star crossed lovers.
I don't really want to get mad and call people niggers.
I don't want to post useless messages to star crossed lovers.
Don't make me lose my cool!
It seems like when something good happens that doesn't have anything to do with someone, someone will act up.
Since the n word thing, people I know've lost respect for me.
People are just getting antsy hoping something bad would happen to me if they weren't bad to me first and made me lose my cool.
Since the n word thing, people I know've lost respect for me.
People are just getting antsy hoping something bad would happen to me if they weren't bad to me first and made me lose my cool.
Go wallow with the other pigs in the mud! =8e
Oh, so, my dad thinks of something renders a pleasant idea later, it's okay.
CAN YOU PEOPLE STOP LISTENING TO HIM AND SUCKING UP TO HIM AGAINST ME? Why didn't you do it to anyone else? I don't want you to, dummy, but it seemt to fit the bill. Bill?! 80 You made me say that! You don't even know what I'm talking about.
I feel picked on for feeling, and I'm trying to set my life in order at 26. I feel so much pressure and ripping apart. How niggerish.
If you're so fascinated with nigger details, why don't you go wallow in the mud with other pigs like yourself! =8e
CAN YOU PEOPLE STOP LISTENING TO HIM AND SUCKING UP TO HIM AGAINST ME? Why didn't you do it to anyone else? I don't want you to, dummy, but it seemt to fit the bill. Bill?! 80 You made me say that! You don't even know what I'm talking about.
I feel picked on for feeling, and I'm trying to set my life in order at 26. I feel so much pressure and ripping apart. How niggerish.
If you're so fascinated with nigger details, why don't you go wallow in the mud with other pigs like yourself! =8e
Leave my friends alone! 80
Stop suggesting things to people just because they annoy me, you racist nigger!
Quit Tailing Me
I keep getting vibes from my dad's nigger orders! I use the word nigger, and he crafts some grand interaction with me through others behind my back. Is that even legal? To bother me? I don't want to arrest you because then it will affect my life. 8|
You don't have to cut off your whole relationship. I don't know why I keep hearing reverberations of annoying interactions. I like being alone. My life is plastered online, and I post videos on YouTube. I'm not sure what we're focusing on, here. 8I
You don't have to cut off your whole relationship. I don't know why I keep hearing reverberations of annoying interactions. I like being alone. My life is plastered online, and I post videos on YouTube. I'm not sure what we're focusing on, here. 8I
What the Hell?
What are you disgusting figment of my imagination doing to my blog? Are you stupid? 80
Get Down, Slave!
Oh, so, you want me to put you down just so I can't look up to you? Maybe, you shouldn't look up to who you chose to.
Also, it's people who aren't white who won't keep a good idea going.
Also, it's people who aren't white who won't keep a good idea going.
Why do you keep popping up?
So, why do you keep popping up like a perv? Why is that gonna happen? YOU KNOW, MOST PEOPLE DON'T WANT IT TO.
A Spoiled Brat
Now, my arm feels stimulated after seeing that disgusting rendering of a black woman. QUIT IT! WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM? SHOULD WE SOMEHOW SHAKE YOU AND NOT HARM YOU, or is that impossible ... to take out our anger or something? Oh, you wanna suggest I'd do that to people. You're way out of your league. You think you're so cute and sexy in that way, like Johnny Depp or my dad, but you're just a spoiled brat.
The Chinese
Hey, why did you send me a perverted message? Are you jealous of my relationship?
I just got the message that this person thinks I will always be "a nigger" to someone. Don't call me that, you nigger, just because you are one. You just did it to be stupid and worthless beyond reason. What's your problem? Are you just some mental nut online or in your head or whatever? Oh, and then you associated it with ... well, I saw an ad on my computer and it bothered me. It was a thin black woman with short hair with a laptop who looked kinda stupid ... hey, Ellen posted pictures of stupid babies. Hey, I can say whatever I want about you and am pretty nice. You quit your stupid attitude about the n word thing. I could just *beep* you for being stupid for pretend and sucking up to my dad. All these messages came from you. You think I'm insane, but you want the world to "know" things, things that aren't real. You're just showing off reveling in Helena Bonham Carter and her daughter. You keep avoiding the facts and do nothing because you're scared of my stupid father who just gripes about the n word thing, which is his fault. You think you're so powerful, but you're not. You never were. You're just a toy. Why don't you QUIT! You're probably dreaming of torturing my future daughter. You don't even know what you're doing. You think you do. I read your father wasn't from America and that your mom was from New Orleans and so is your brother. Why don't you get in with the crap and shut up? You don't like good people. I tried to get you to. How do I know, knowing my life is an experiment, that you didn't get that hacked on my computer. I don't know "who did it." I just know that it's your fault. Now, my dad will gayly joke about that. He's sleeping now. What's your problem? You're mean. I don't care if you're famous. You can be messed up. Maybe, you're on target, but you're spoiled. I didn't mean necessarily by your parents. I don't know "what" you think of me, but I find other people disgusting! ';6 And I don't mean to offend anyone nor the reader|you.
You must be Jewish. ':( What the fuck do you think I am? My ancestors? You shouldn't even know who they are, eh, because I don't? I mean, it would be nice if you did or anyone, in reality, but it doesn't mean I'm stupid. Why are you Jewish people so stupid and kill us Europeans for feeling things? People deny the Jewish were really bad in the Holocaust. I guess the Jewish like stupid people. I don't know why you and Helena Bonham Carter think you're over and above everyone. Because you're not. You're weak sissies who cower in relationships, and I don't mean that in a stupid way. I'm not pointing fingers at her in particular.
I'm tired of you gay Jews thinking you can look Chinese but are disgusting. Don't blame me! I don't make anyone like the Chinese in weird ways. There are very attractive, likeable Chinese out there.
Anyway, just checking in to whatever I thought online for no good reason.
Why do you people think you have a race with such big noses and are dominant over me? Make you "feel good?" Well, I don't think that's how things have to be.
Also, I'm my own person.
I don't know why you blame your problems on the Chinese.
OH, QUIT DOING THINGS LIKE CENTERED IN THIS WAY ... however it is to be described ... BECAUSE OF WHAT'S UP ON MY WEBSITE AND THE N WORD THING.
All my dad does is sit there and get back at me. Something good happens or someone makes a point that makes me feel good but not them.
I just got the message that this person thinks I will always be "a nigger" to someone. Don't call me that, you nigger, just because you are one. You just did it to be stupid and worthless beyond reason. What's your problem? Are you just some mental nut online or in your head or whatever? Oh, and then you associated it with ... well, I saw an ad on my computer and it bothered me. It was a thin black woman with short hair with a laptop who looked kinda stupid ... hey, Ellen posted pictures of stupid babies. Hey, I can say whatever I want about you and am pretty nice. You quit your stupid attitude about the n word thing. I could just *beep* you for being stupid for pretend and sucking up to my dad. All these messages came from you. You think I'm insane, but you want the world to "know" things, things that aren't real. You're just showing off reveling in Helena Bonham Carter and her daughter. You keep avoiding the facts and do nothing because you're scared of my stupid father who just gripes about the n word thing, which is his fault. You think you're so powerful, but you're not. You never were. You're just a toy. Why don't you QUIT! You're probably dreaming of torturing my future daughter. You don't even know what you're doing. You think you do. I read your father wasn't from America and that your mom was from New Orleans and so is your brother. Why don't you get in with the crap and shut up? You don't like good people. I tried to get you to. How do I know, knowing my life is an experiment, that you didn't get that hacked on my computer. I don't know "who did it." I just know that it's your fault. Now, my dad will gayly joke about that. He's sleeping now. What's your problem? You're mean. I don't care if you're famous. You can be messed up. Maybe, you're on target, but you're spoiled. I didn't mean necessarily by your parents. I don't know "what" you think of me, but I find other people disgusting! ';6 And I don't mean to offend anyone nor the reader|you.
You must be Jewish. ':( What the fuck do you think I am? My ancestors? You shouldn't even know who they are, eh, because I don't? I mean, it would be nice if you did or anyone, in reality, but it doesn't mean I'm stupid. Why are you Jewish people so stupid and kill us Europeans for feeling things? People deny the Jewish were really bad in the Holocaust. I guess the Jewish like stupid people. I don't know why you and Helena Bonham Carter think you're over and above everyone. Because you're not. You're weak sissies who cower in relationships, and I don't mean that in a stupid way. I'm not pointing fingers at her in particular.
I'm tired of you gay Jews thinking you can look Chinese but are disgusting. Don't blame me! I don't make anyone like the Chinese in weird ways. There are very attractive, likeable Chinese out there.
Anyway, just checking in to whatever I thought online for no good reason.
Why do you people think you have a race with such big noses and are dominant over me? Make you "feel good?" Well, I don't think that's how things have to be.
Also, I'm my own person.
I don't know why you blame your problems on the Chinese.
OH, QUIT DOING THINGS LIKE CENTERED IN THIS WAY ... however it is to be described ... BECAUSE OF WHAT'S UP ON MY WEBSITE AND THE N WORD THING.
All my dad does is sit there and get back at me. Something good happens or someone makes a point that makes me feel good but not them.
Getting Attention ;|
I, in some way, realized Ellen DeGeneres is just there attacking people for not being smart blonde public speakers. She finds every little thing about you, mainly, that is wrong, and she doesn't really fix it but does something to compensate for it. She finds reasons for them later, I know, but I don't. It seems she really enjoys small things in life. I don't understand why people relish in my submission. I just know that I don't feel like everyone else just because she's different from most people. She's nice, but she's very weird if you think about her implications, which I believe are obvious, for some reason. I'm not even sure if she's really fully aware of this fact, just yet, in how she will, whereas lots of people are aware only of this. It just tells me she not only has nothing original to say (ah hard to get into, I don't feel well! ah!) and that she's going off what she looked like before and "doesn't really do it" anymore though is encouraged to. It doesn't make me like someone else more. I'm not in a way as fixated as reveling in I think one particular picture of when she was little I may post later when I feel okay. I'm not as bemused and bewildered as most. In a way. Whatever it is I'm thinking of doesn't affect me in a physical way to like think of pondering on because not much does. I guess we should let her be and help people. It's nice I guess when she meets someone who meshes, but I think it's about giving people opportunities. I guess that makes her feel good. She meets lots of neat people, and they're getting younger. I'm used to meeting neat people and feel better when I do. I've gotten over some of them for some reason. Some no. I guess people want to put her in line and not give her too much attention. Maybe, they think she's sorta lose and laid back. A lot of people are interested in living in certain ways more. She's a nice healthy person. I just worry about her, what she deserves and needs. I know she sees her mom and is with a younger, Italian-Australian girl. Maybe, she wants to know more adults. I know I do. I guess there's just not enough. I have her, Tim Burton ... Johnny Depp, Orla Fallon, some people I used to know. Who does she have? No one. I can't force anything on her, but it is a vial topic. After she reaches a certain age, it could be too late because people get older. She seems to always be catering to younger people now. I admit she is older. Maybe, her life wasn't exactly how she wanted and people weren't just right for her. I don't quite understand her fascination with young people so much if we're always worrying about her relationship with older people. Maybe, I'll get back to this, later.
Also, I'm looking up more people online, decided it was safe. :) People of different ages. '}8) Maybe, I can get them into Ellen DeGeneres? Couldn't get them into Johnny Depp.
Also, I'm looking up more people online, decided it was safe. :) People of different ages. '}8) Maybe, I can get them into Ellen DeGeneres? Couldn't get them into Johnny Depp.
Why don't you get to the point?
Ellen DeGeneres does not get to the point! Ellen DeGeneres does not have a point! What does that mean? The same thing? Maybe, I know everything about her. '}:)
I need to talk to more people and get them to watch her show. I'm creating a forum for her, as we speak. :| I just got interrupted by some niggerin'.
I need to talk to more people and get them to watch her show. I'm creating a forum for her, as we speak. :| I just got interrupted by some niggerin'.
GO TO HELL!
Quit being a stupid retard because I'm Chinese. Wait, why do we have the word "retard" in our vocabulary, so I don't say stupid?
You can't use me. You think you're so cool and sexy, but you're just a Jewish nigger, and I'm Jewish and I'm not a Jewish nigger.
You can't use me. You think you're so cool and sexy, but you're just a Jewish nigger, and I'm Jewish and I'm not a Jewish nigger.
What the Hell?
I DON'T WANT HELENA BONHAM CARTER'S DAUGHTER AND ELLEN DEGENERES PAIRING UP LIKE THIS, LIKE NIGGERS, ABSOLUTE NIGGERS, which is the good way of using the word, just to teach you that lesson! They planned this out on my blog! 80 If my dad had anything to do with it, I'll *beep* him. Wait, how should I have said that??
ELLEN, YOU *BEEP* - Fine, see if she likes that. See if she "likes" that. '}:| Why don't you just leave me alone? I like talking to you, but you're so mean. I SAID QUIT LISTENING TO MY FATHER. I SAID I DIDN'T CARE IF JOHNNY DEPP *BEEP*ED BECAUSE HE LISTENS TO THE LIKES OF HIM. I'LL SAY THE SAME FOR YOU SINCE YOU PROBABLY WILL ANYWAY. AND THAT'S WHY! Oh, but he probably knew everything. How disgusting! Why don't you just talk to him, pancake! If you agreed to agree to something, you can't get back at me, you GODDAMN NIGGER!
ELLEN, YOU *BEEP* - Fine, see if she likes that. See if she "likes" that. '}:| Why don't you just leave me alone? I like talking to you, but you're so mean. I SAID QUIT LISTENING TO MY FATHER. I SAID I DIDN'T CARE IF JOHNNY DEPP *BEEP*ED BECAUSE HE LISTENS TO THE LIKES OF HIM. I'LL SAY THE SAME FOR YOU SINCE YOU PROBABLY WILL ANYWAY. AND THAT'S WHY! Oh, but he probably knew everything. How disgusting! Why don't you just talk to him, pancake! If you agreed to agree to something, you can't get back at me, you GODDAMN NIGGER!
NEWS FLASH!
Ellen DeGeneres and Helena Bonham Carter channeled bad energy. I just got the image of them ransacking around my mom, unsure how you heard of the word.
They want to hurt the prettiest Chinese girl. It's not really in me to hurt people, but I can't stop it from happening.
They don't seem to be so well off themselves. They don't really seem to eat the best food. They don't seem to know what good food tastes like. I said it because I caught right away they were picking on my mom instead of me because of the food I ate. I don't know why Helena Bonham Carter seems kinda American, and like it seems too American to me.
I find that they and Tim Burton are quite "niggers." I just got the idea of them hurting my supposed future husband's sperm. What do you think that means to me? What if we caused Tim Burton's sperm to be created miserable? What if we bothered my dad so he writhed in pain? I don't want to, but I feel that's what I'm doing all the time. :I I don't think I will, and I won't on purpose. He's kinda stupid and sensitive with suggestions, pretends he's really British but doesn't produce it in the meat for some reason. He and Ellen DeGeneres are like niggers, pristine and in place but can't move because they're not white enough. They don't have much substance, and they don't know their place. They're weak in the world, like Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, useless "Whores."
They want to hurt the prettiest Chinese girl. It's not really in me to hurt people, but I can't stop it from happening.
They don't seem to be so well off themselves. They don't really seem to eat the best food. They don't seem to know what good food tastes like. I said it because I caught right away they were picking on my mom instead of me because of the food I ate. I don't know why Helena Bonham Carter seems kinda American, and like it seems too American to me.
I find that they and Tim Burton are quite "niggers." I just got the idea of them hurting my supposed future husband's sperm. What do you think that means to me? What if we caused Tim Burton's sperm to be created miserable? What if we bothered my dad so he writhed in pain? I don't want to, but I feel that's what I'm doing all the time. :I I don't think I will, and I won't on purpose. He's kinda stupid and sensitive with suggestions, pretends he's really British but doesn't produce it in the meat for some reason. He and Ellen DeGeneres are like niggers, pristine and in place but can't move because they're not white enough. They don't have much substance, and they don't know their place. They're weak in the world, like Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, useless "Whores."
Kids!
If I don't have kids, I won't let it be because it ruined my eggs from taking my period away so much, for over a year, and now it's not heavy and was so heavy before when I came home from college and after we moved to the city, in Orlando. The psychiatric medicine I didn't need.
Saturday, October 20, 2012
^ Indian ^
Wow, my dad really let it all out. He thinks because I have Native American it counts though it's a little. It's from hime, though! ':0
What the Hell?
Why do I have to sit here and worry about death creeping up my egg sacks, like making my future children not what I want just because of the way I've been talking and made to talk?
Tim Burton
I just realized, I posted on the Pirates of the Caribbean 3 forum on MySpace before I went to other sites, but first I explored Facebook and MySpace, in other ways, became more advanced and got into Tim Burton.
Ellen DeGeneres
I guess she likes people who are 14 and will abandon you when you are 16.
Because she moved then. I don't abandon people when they are a certain age. Well, maybe college age.
Because she moved then. I don't abandon people when they are a certain age. Well, maybe college age.
These Young People
So, these young people post online and act like it's about them but don't tell you who they really are.
What's the use in suing?
Those psychiatrists gave me medicine I don't need! It also made my period go away. It came back but is way light compared to before, not very heavy. It was very light the 3rd time. It took 2 or 3 months to come back, possibly. I can have kids, but I'm wondering if the eggs were affected. I also was trying to grow before but was so excited online! Now, I feel so hated and shitty. For some reason '8I, the medicine made me "shoot up."
Trying to Act Cool
Why does Ellen DeGeneres try to act cool in a bad way just so she doesn't look wrong?
Ellen DeGeneres and Britney Spears
Ellen DeGeneres, as you may know, is from the same area as Britney Spears. I don't know anyone else that famous who lived there a long time. I surveyed the area, but I moved there when I was 12. I lived there all as a teenager. So, I guess Ellen DeGeneres and Britney Spears left when they were a teenager but came back and went to school. It's interesting to see them together. I see Britney Spears looks different now. I know when I lived there I had the same problem. I looked like I wanted to be cool and not cute, but that changed. I changed twice. I'm not sure about people in Orlando, why the young girls, some of them, have very round heads, like it swirls around and around. I wonder if people are like that from the New Orleans area. Britney Spears moved around the area and also lived in Mississippi, but it's very New Orleans feel... I haven't been there a lot, but I've been there maybe 5 times or more, not sure what was there. Anyway, Ellen DeGeneres lived in Texas, too. I guess they can relate in that way. Chloë Moretz is from Georgia. So, I guess they can get along from being from a rural area in the South that's more major. I went to Georgia with my aunt and in-laws and wandered around sometime between Christmas and New Years. So, yea, oooh. I think I walked around for hours, alone, because I thought my aunt was gonna kill me, but I mean she wouldn't physically. My cousin was so annoying, and I stopped when the police chased us and the other kids. It was her fault. She's always very bad, but now she's more withheld. She's nothing like her mom. I don't know why. Her eyes aren't even blue, and her mom had such sparkly eyes. She wears contacts. I think she's an amazing person, as is everyone... It's funny how different people are different weights, too. Like, thin people never feel enough, and neither do the bigger ones. When I lived in the area, in the end, I had a lot of power. I met people from New Orleans, and, as I got more New Orleans influence, I had power over people. I don't have the same kind of power in Orlando, just the power to hurt people's feelings. So, that caroling video on YouTube was cute. Why don't they do more of that? '8^I
Finish Your Thought
I know I can never finish a thought, but I finish it more than most people!
Ugh! Why are we talking about when we were 7 or 8? I mean what year were you 7 or 8? I loved baton when I was 7. Oh, I started stimulating myself, then. I started having weird thoughts at 6. At 4|5, I became unhealthy. That's when I found out my mom was pregnant. They cut my hair. I didn't like where I lived in pre-school, neither, and had a hard time with my family and extended family just because I was mixed as a fact. They treat me like I'm precious, though.
Ugh! Why are we talking about when we were 7 or 8? I mean what year were you 7 or 8? I loved baton when I was 7. Oh, I started stimulating myself, then. I started having weird thoughts at 6. At 4|5, I became unhealthy. That's when I found out my mom was pregnant. They cut my hair. I didn't like where I lived in pre-school, neither, and had a hard time with my family and extended family just because I was mixed as a fact. They treat me like I'm precious, though.
Kinda Trashy
Ellen DeGeneres reminds me of Chloë Moretz. They are pampered by their moms, and their fathers are divorced. Well, it's not the action but the idea that reverberates. I'm not sure what people think. It's like all these people with moms or dads who seem more European let off their reserve. Yet, they want to be American and modern, at the same time. I heard America was cooler, but I don't know. It's kinda trashy.
Americans
Why do people in the U.S. praise English people over Americans, as for other Europeans, and then say well you're not American and your family didn't go through what I went through?
Imagine Ellen DeGeneres. So, her dad is supposedly not from the U.S., but her mom is. So, she "is" important, like that's who she is, precious, whereas like I'm not, pretty much, just shit. I'm not sure if I'm an okay example for comparison, in that way, because I'm different in too many ways. It's funny, I guess I can connect to people in the U.S. with a European mom. I mean, I have a hard time connecting to a lot of people, in the U.S. I can only think of one, now. I don't remember any others well and never did. I get pretty annoyed at people in Europe with an American father and a European mom, for some reason, people in the U.S. with a non-American dad, people with a European dad and an American mom, and child stars.
That reminds me of when I watched the David Letterman show. I saw someone on there, and I thought the show was neat and was gonna watch it but was calling my grandma. :p I guess 3 months later, I started watching Ellen. Oh well. :6
So, all these people with more "real world" European "experience" are really annoying. Then, there's people like Helena Bonham Carter in Europe who are mixed who everyone like protects. Kate Bush, however, seems publicized more secretly. Helena is part Jewish.
These people think they "are" important, as do many, many Americans. They think they don't have some opportunity they deserve, still. I don't know. Americans get along with me pretty well.
Imagine Ellen DeGeneres. So, her dad is supposedly not from the U.S., but her mom is. So, she "is" important, like that's who she is, precious, whereas like I'm not, pretty much, just shit. I'm not sure if I'm an okay example for comparison, in that way, because I'm different in too many ways. It's funny, I guess I can connect to people in the U.S. with a European mom. I mean, I have a hard time connecting to a lot of people, in the U.S. I can only think of one, now. I don't remember any others well and never did. I get pretty annoyed at people in Europe with an American father and a European mom, for some reason, people in the U.S. with a non-American dad, people with a European dad and an American mom, and child stars.
That reminds me of when I watched the David Letterman show. I saw someone on there, and I thought the show was neat and was gonna watch it but was calling my grandma. :p I guess 3 months later, I started watching Ellen. Oh well. :6
So, all these people with more "real world" European "experience" are really annoying. Then, there's people like Helena Bonham Carter in Europe who are mixed who everyone like protects. Kate Bush, however, seems publicized more secretly. Helena is part Jewish.
These people think they "are" important, as do many, many Americans. They think they don't have some opportunity they deserve, still. I don't know. Americans get along with me pretty well.
Tweet @TheEllenShow
Portia is coming with you? I know Tim Burton is always with Helena Bonham Carter. I haven't seen Nell, lately. I used to be alone a lot and don't see people much, in real life. I enjoy when I do.
I hope you|Ellen is having fun! Bon voyage! 8)
I hope you|Ellen is having fun! Bon voyage! 8)
The North and the South
What is your problem? Fine, fetch people who moved here and who never came to the South. See "what" you "get."
Why do you think you can move to L.A. and stuff? '}8| How dare you! What are you even talking about, playing around with me? Well, maybe I should "play around" with you!
Why do you think you can move to L.A. and stuff? '}8| How dare you! What are you even talking about, playing around with me? Well, maybe I should "play around" with you!
WHAAAT!
I don't believe in saying I'm a good person but then like saying other things for no reason. You can try, but I'm not going to accept ... anymore! '}8D
Ellen
I guess what makes Ellen DeGeneres so special is that she has to be European and all because her dad is supposedly not from the U.S., though he doesn't seem to be English.
I guess I'll just die and never live my dreams!
Parting is such sweet sorry that I could say good-bye til it be morrow.
I feel like I'm just a ball of light.
I don't have my personality. I've neutralized it out, with replacing it with that of the stars! Oooh! Laa Laa Laa!
This just in.
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And I realized Ellen DeGeneres wanted to be a veterinarian. She feels good about herself, a phrase which denotes sly sarcasm and stimulation, and sits there and basks in the glory of soaking in the animalistic tendencies of others. I might have just picked up that trait of hers, must be some kind of fetish.
I sorta wanted to be an artist. It would stimulate me a lot and still does in good ways. I've sorta grown with it, like fashion and stuff and seeing backgrounds and things like that.
Oh, well, I think we all enjoy the way people interact with how they feel on like how much attention they get.
After wanting to be an artist, I wanted to be a singer. Soon after, I wanted to be a teacher. I wanted to be a teacher most of the time.
Then, when we moved to New Orleans, I wanted to be in musical theater the whole time.
I sorta wanted to be an artist. It would stimulate me a lot and still does in good ways. I've sorta grown with it, like fashion and stuff and seeing backgrounds and things like that.
Oh, well, I think we all enjoy the way people interact with how they feel on like how much attention they get.
After wanting to be an artist, I wanted to be a singer. Soon after, I wanted to be a teacher. I wanted to be a teacher most of the time.
Then, when we moved to New Orleans, I wanted to be in musical theater the whole time.
See the funny funny clown
Ever wonder about the implications behind the humor of Ellen DeGeneres? Maybe, she's just trying to impress men between her age and my dad's age.
Under Pressure
When I get stressed from too much attention, sometimes I feel like I'm gonna explode in different ways. I have to work a lot often to control what my body does, like the bubbles of energy moving around in it. I feel bubbles of feeling move around in my body. It's not a tingly feeling, just a plain, plastic feeling. It's a feeling I know will go away.
For Later
Why should I accept something I shouldn't have to accept and then worry about accepting it later? That stupid n word thing. Leave me the Hell alone! :0
I might have problems in my life and might not be perfect. F.Y.I., I'm getting around.
I might have problems in my life and might not be perfect. F.Y.I., I'm getting around.
*ly ol ly di i slallow that guy*
AW, did I hurt anyone's feelings? I can't take back some things because they'll come up later and actually come up anyway.
NOW WHAT?
I can see right through you. '}8| My mom left a yellow shirt with a pattern on it on the drying machine ... facing my room.
Stop getting mad at me for going through things that are real issues with you. What are you? Some kind of balloon? I mean, some ting that just floats around and doesn't think? Some figment of my imagination. I know that shirt was put there for a G O D D A M N reason.
Go away, you trashy, good-for-nothing mom. Don't try to stimulate me, you good-for-nothing dad, in that way. Oh, I don't mean go away for good, but maybe I do. You can come back, though.
Stop getting mad at me for going through things that are real issues with you. What are you? Some kind of balloon? I mean, some ting that just floats around and doesn't think? Some figment of my imagination. I know that shirt was put there for a G O D D A M N reason.
Go away, you trashy, good-for-nothing mom. Don't try to stimulate me, you good-for-nothing dad, in that way. Oh, I don't mean go away for good, but maybe I do. You can come back, though.
Looking Ahead
Just because of the n word thing, get it straight through your head, hope that wording doesn't bother you for some stupid reason because phrases COME UP! It hurts people!
You can't just make people turn on me right and left and then find you want to protect other people from it, never make them feel that way. What, is that for the Spanish brunettes? Yes, Spanish brunettes, the only people who would be an attractive mold that we know of for people who resist looking that way.
What a weird world. Why did Johnny Depp change it?
You can't just make people turn on me right and left and then find you want to protect other people from it, never make them feel that way. What, is that for the Spanish brunettes? Yes, Spanish brunettes, the only people who would be an attractive mold that we know of for people who resist looking that way.
What a weird world. Why did Johnny Depp change it?
School
The reason I want to do ballet and singing in college maybe is because I don't want to read nor count.
Watching TV
I haven't really been watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" much. I watched it every day, missed the beginning of season 10, since http://www.imdb.com/user/ur33333333/boards/profile. I got mad at the grocery store. I stomped the floor a few times. I just plainly changed my realization and I guess people left me alone later. Why wouldn't it happen to you, "instead" of to me?
So, I'm wondering why the people who watch her show aren't online. I just feel so out. I mean, I'm enjoying it. I don't know if it's meant to be watched every day. Well, I try not to miss other TV shows, but I have't been watching any. I should probably hack into her Facebook responses and stuff and see what I can find.
So, I'm wondering why the people who watch her show aren't online. I just feel so out. I mean, I'm enjoying it. I don't know if it's meant to be watched every day. Well, I try not to miss other TV shows, but I have't been watching any. I should probably hack into her Facebook responses and stuff and see what I can find.
Check me out.
I'm not sure how people knew about me. I mean, I get views on my blog. Who would check IMDb and not post there? :| Anyway, I just get a feeling of power. I can imagine Johnny Depp and Tim Burton checking because their life is made- I don't know, I mean other feelings come in and out. Like, I feel agitated and very hurt. I stimulate myself over other people acting too stimulated. I do that, anyway. It's because I moved. I didn't do it when I lived in New Orleans. It happened when I was in college in the city. I lived in the area all as a teenager. After the n word thing, people were mean to me all over the world, and it had worried me for years. I suppose before, I felt bad going out in public. It wasn't any weird feeling. It wasn't too like fleshy, like just sorta feeling body parts. I don't worry too much except about weird things happening. I mean, already, I know my reputation is not the cause.
On the Internet
On the internet, I was hoping to wave through the crowd and maybe someday meet some actors. Now, I'm having fun, following Ellen DeGeneres, a sweet girl. Well, older woman. I encourage other people to. I don't know if they really like me following her but act like it. I know I can still follow her on IMDb.
Fame!
How famous is Ellen DeGeneres? I know I've heard of Jay Leno and David Letterman and their shows. Well, isn't she tons more attractive, not that they're not? Maybe, they tickled her fancy, a bit.
How "retarded!"
I can already see the retard. Or the retardation, at least.
Ooh, now I see something really stupid...
Ooh, now I see something really stupid...
Stop!
Stop shoving yourself in my life! See what happens to other people if you treat them the wrong way.
You can be in the shit and suffer.
I'm not gonna submit myself for worthless people. You can be in the shit and suffer.
What a stupid bunch of retards!
I'm tired of you pervs KNOCKING PEOPLE OUT WITH THEIR IDEAS AND SAYING IT MEANS SOMETHING. WHY CAN'T WE KNOCK YOU OUT FOR GOOD?
I'M TIRED OF YOUR DISRESPECT AND DISREGARD FOR ME AFTER THE N WORD THING AND FOR JOHNNY DEPP FOR ACTING LIKE I SHOULD CALL HIM STUPID.
I'M NOT FALLING INTO YOUR TRAP OF CLOWNING AROUND WITH KIDS!!!!! JUST *BEEP* YOURSELF, LOSERS!
I'm not gonna sit here and tickle your fancy as though I'm nothing. WHAT A STUPID BUNCH OF RETARDS!
WHAT AM I GONNA DO FOR MY WEEKEND, NOW? ARE YOU A RETARD? I DESERVE TO GO OUT, TOO!
I'M TIRED OF YOUR DISRESPECT AND DISREGARD FOR ME AFTER THE N WORD THING AND FOR JOHNNY DEPP FOR ACTING LIKE I SHOULD CALL HIM STUPID.
I'M NOT FALLING INTO YOUR TRAP OF CLOWNING AROUND WITH KIDS!!!!! JUST *BEEP* YOURSELF, LOSERS!
I'm not gonna sit here and tickle your fancy as though I'm nothing. WHAT A STUPID BUNCH OF RETARDS!
WHAT AM I GONNA DO FOR MY WEEKEND, NOW? ARE YOU A RETARD? I DESERVE TO GO OUT, TOO!
Pre-Conceived Dispostions
I HATE YOU PEOPLE WHO THINK THAT YOU HAVE TO DO CERTAIN THINGS AND THAT CERTAIN THINGS MEAN THINGS BECAUSE YOU ARE STUPID AND WORTHLESS AND DON'T BARK ON ME FOR THAT. PROVES YOU AREN'T NICE TO ME AND NEVER WANTED TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH ME. MAYBE, YOUR LIFE IS GUIDED BY FATE AND YOU SHOULD SHUT UP.
Weird Orlando Workers
WHY ARE YOU PEOPLE SO IMPRESSED WITH BEING MEAN? CHANGING ALL OF A SUDDEN? TURNING PEOPLE OFF. WHAT IF WE TURNED YOU OFF? I'M NOT GONNA PLAY AROUND WITH YOUR INABILITY TO MAKE A DECISION.
Complications }8{
Isn't Ellen DeGeneres lame? I bet she feels sorry for that girl, in a way, on Paranormal Activity 4. She just wants to look cool. That doesn't make her cool. That just makes her a perv. I wonder what she thinks of herself. She thinks no one should achieve anything when she sees other people not achieve them.
I guess people have a problem with everyone.
I can tell she already disses people for no good reason, how retarded, for the stupid n word thing! ':0 She's already thought I Was stupid. She would never go out and admit it. I don't believe I think people are stupid that easily.
I don't really know if she's the most famous person in the world nor the most liked because I used to think that of Johnny Depp and Tim Burton. I thought only grade A actors were considered the most famous, more than the President. I think that you just get an elated feeling from performing. I don't know about things like drugs.
So, I was using Tim Burton to help me feel because I think he really wants you to. I can't seem to focus and have to use what I got from him. It's the same processing through what you frrom feel Ellen DeGeneres.
I guess I was upset I thought some people were in pain, but then I left. I am concerned about lesser people in pain.
Also, blondes are better. Brunettes are nice, but they're usually too brunette.
Lots of people could become special actors. I'm having problems with like eating enough. Also, before, I wasn't feeling well, often. I was thinking of going to college and doing ballet + singing. It would be nice to fit in somewhere. Maybe, I should wait until more people come out. I'm 26, so we'll see what happens. Ugh, I'm going back to bed! I want to eat sometime, too. Now, I'm worried about how my parents will react to me. :( I don't think my dad wanted me to answer him. That was so cute, I think, him passing me in the hallway. My mom was coming, too. I was thinking of how they weren't really that good. I mean, like they thought I just wasn't cool and they were like more supple and stuff. Maybe, they're used to showing off around me. Oh, and if you're wondering about how I feel, too, I do like to feel stimulation from my blankets but found that when I lay on the couch I felt it, too, sometimes trying to escape it, there. I see my mom is doing the laundry and now I don't listen to music but have a noisemaker. It doesn't really bother me. Now, what are my parents gonna do? In the background, be fascinated with me throwing the ball against the wall? I saw Ellen throwing stuff on her show, and I tried to do it and posted it on YouTube. Well, she was knocking some men into water. I don't know why she's so weird. I mean, Tim Burton is from L.A. I see people from L.A. I thought in her audience. They're not weird. I guess if you move away from L.A. to direct or move there to host a show, you become mean.
WHY THE HELL DO YOU PEOPLE KEEP POSING PERVERTED IDEAS ON ME? I can take the general public, but why does it seep into my personal relationships? If you want to know me, you will have to respect me. People think I brought them into my life, but people have brought themselves into mine. They want to tear up my life.
Also, no, I didn't take a shower last night. That shouldn't get people riled up and want to make fun of me for it.
Also, I'm not impressed with your impositions and how you get away with everything. I guess my life wasn't good enough.
I guess people have a problem with everyone.
I can tell she already disses people for no good reason, how retarded, for the stupid n word thing! ':0 She's already thought I Was stupid. She would never go out and admit it. I don't believe I think people are stupid that easily.
I don't really know if she's the most famous person in the world nor the most liked because I used to think that of Johnny Depp and Tim Burton. I thought only grade A actors were considered the most famous, more than the President. I think that you just get an elated feeling from performing. I don't know about things like drugs.
So, I was using Tim Burton to help me feel because I think he really wants you to. I can't seem to focus and have to use what I got from him. It's the same processing through what you frrom feel Ellen DeGeneres.
I guess I was upset I thought some people were in pain, but then I left. I am concerned about lesser people in pain.
Also, blondes are better. Brunettes are nice, but they're usually too brunette.
Lots of people could become special actors. I'm having problems with like eating enough. Also, before, I wasn't feeling well, often. I was thinking of going to college and doing ballet + singing. It would be nice to fit in somewhere. Maybe, I should wait until more people come out. I'm 26, so we'll see what happens. Ugh, I'm going back to bed! I want to eat sometime, too. Now, I'm worried about how my parents will react to me. :( I don't think my dad wanted me to answer him. That was so cute, I think, him passing me in the hallway. My mom was coming, too. I was thinking of how they weren't really that good. I mean, like they thought I just wasn't cool and they were like more supple and stuff. Maybe, they're used to showing off around me. Oh, and if you're wondering about how I feel, too, I do like to feel stimulation from my blankets but found that when I lay on the couch I felt it, too, sometimes trying to escape it, there. I see my mom is doing the laundry and now I don't listen to music but have a noisemaker. It doesn't really bother me. Now, what are my parents gonna do? In the background, be fascinated with me throwing the ball against the wall? I saw Ellen throwing stuff on her show, and I tried to do it and posted it on YouTube. Well, she was knocking some men into water. I don't know why she's so weird. I mean, Tim Burton is from L.A. I see people from L.A. I thought in her audience. They're not weird. I guess if you move away from L.A. to direct or move there to host a show, you become mean.
WHY THE HELL DO YOU PEOPLE KEEP POSING PERVERTED IDEAS ON ME? I can take the general public, but why does it seep into my personal relationships? If you want to know me, you will have to respect me. People think I brought them into my life, but people have brought themselves into mine. They want to tear up my life.
Also, no, I didn't take a shower last night. That shouldn't get people riled up and want to make fun of me for it.
Also, I'm not impressed with your impositions and how you get away with everything. I guess my life wasn't good enough.
More Info.
So, when I came out of the movie, my stomach and arms were orange. I guess my family is peering into my blog. Why don't you just knock yourself out?
My Nigger Family
I was trying to feel good, as usual, and was interrupted.
Anyway, I've been sensing a lot of commotion. It definitely means something. I don't want to sense it. I know there's a reason and it's not me.
So, my mom came in and did the laundry. It was at a funny time. I guess she was feeling antsy and wanted to please some niggers or something. I don't know who the niggers are. Anyway, they're racist.
So, then, I went out to go to the bathroom. My dad passed by carrying some things and he like did something stupid and tacky and rubbed up a feeling somehow, what a perverted loser, up my right egg sack, which I've been thinking is a girl, and thought it felt good, kinda like a disconnected feeling of balls, and thought of the word nigger after a snap. He said hello, but I just went into my bathroom and ignored him like my grandma does. I saw my cupboard doors '}:0 were opened. Just *beep* that stupid *beep* Throw her in as a patient in a mental hospital, a real one with beds.
So, I got so mad I looked for my yoga block but instead found a little rubber ball in a basket from my brother and threw it against the wall!!!! Just *beep* the lot of those creeps for propping into my life like worthless retards because it's in a mean way, of course, and if you didn't know that I guess you're not one of many words, yourself. Oh well, too much alcohol? ':0
So, then, I proceeded to hitting my couch.
Now, my parents are worthless *beep* so they'll be focusing on this for their livelihood and stimulation, thinking they deserve to be something.
I WAS TRYING TO SLEEP! ':0
Anyway, I've been sensing a lot of commotion. It definitely means something. I don't want to sense it. I know there's a reason and it's not me.
So, my mom came in and did the laundry. It was at a funny time. I guess she was feeling antsy and wanted to please some niggers or something. I don't know who the niggers are. Anyway, they're racist.
So, then, I went out to go to the bathroom. My dad passed by carrying some things and he like did something stupid and tacky and rubbed up a feeling somehow, what a perverted loser, up my right egg sack, which I've been thinking is a girl, and thought it felt good, kinda like a disconnected feeling of balls, and thought of the word nigger after a snap. He said hello, but I just went into my bathroom and ignored him like my grandma does. I saw my cupboard doors '}:0 were opened. Just *beep* that stupid *beep* Throw her in as a patient in a mental hospital, a real one with beds.
So, I got so mad I looked for my yoga block but instead found a little rubber ball in a basket from my brother and threw it against the wall!!!! Just *beep* the lot of those creeps for propping into my life like worthless retards because it's in a mean way, of course, and if you didn't know that I guess you're not one of many words, yourself. Oh well, too much alcohol? ':0
So, then, I proceeded to hitting my couch.
Now, my parents are worthless *beep* so they'll be focusing on this for their livelihood and stimulation, thinking they deserve to be something.
I WAS TRYING TO SLEEP! ':0
"Paranormal Activity 4"
I just saw "Paranormal Activity 4." When the girl left for the first time, I saw a white sheet, sorta fuzzy coming at me on the left. I really saw white.
Something else scary is I saw a knife jump off a plate on the side of my eye a few months ago. When I was up north in the laundry room, I literally saw a physical machine bug crawl and go into the tile. It was so advanced yet not as advanced as it could be for the world that really existed. Also, I lay on my bed and one arm was glued over my eyes. The other forearm grew a foot and back in a minute. One direction was the most acute pain I've felt. It's not as miserable as most things, though. It felt so alive after for so long! I still feel the effects, of course. There were drops of blood under my armpits, a week on the right one.
Something else scary is I saw a knife jump off a plate on the side of my eye a few months ago. When I was up north in the laundry room, I literally saw a physical machine bug crawl and go into the tile. It was so advanced yet not as advanced as it could be for the world that really existed. Also, I lay on my bed and one arm was glued over my eyes. The other forearm grew a foot and back in a minute. One direction was the most acute pain I've felt. It's not as miserable as most things, though. It felt so alive after for so long! I still feel the effects, of course. There were drops of blood under my armpits, a week on the right one.
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